had the problems getting hard last time... quite embarassing
if this doesn't cure it fml
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Thread: NoFap 2016
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01-10-2016, 12:39 PM #871
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01-10-2016, 12:44 PM #872
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01-10-2016, 03:14 PM #873
Day 15 checking in.
First 13 days were easy as hell. On day 14, I was sitting at work and the urge to fap hit me like a damn train. All day yesterday and today have been miserable. Almost even started fuking crying today in the car like a little b*tch. My emotions have gone haywire right now. I feel like I did last year when I was coming off an alcohol addiction, except this is twice as bad. My mind has been trying to use every damn excuse in the book to get me to jerk it:
"Plenty of guys fap and are still successful in life"
"There's no scientific proof"
"It's a new year. Just one more jerk, and then you can start after that."
I've overcome alcohol and drug addictions in the past. Neither of those hold a candle to No Fap. This is the hardest addiction I've ever battled. Just makes me wonder how much better my life might be once I conquer it. Stay strong.
Some quotes that have helped me:
“The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather in a lack of will." -Vince Lombardi
“Once you learn to quit, it becomes a habit.” -Vince LombardiTRUMP 2020!!!
MAGA
Hildabeast for PRISON 2016
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01-10-2016, 03:16 PM #874
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01-10-2016, 03:36 PM #875
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01-10-2016, 03:51 PM #876
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01-10-2016, 08:27 PM #877
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01-11-2016, 03:48 AM #878
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01-11-2016, 03:57 AM #879
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01-11-2016, 04:13 AM #880
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01-11-2016, 04:38 AM #881
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01-11-2016, 04:38 AM #882
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01-11-2016, 04:42 AM #883
Day 13.
Came dangerously close to no return on waking sleep-drunk morning wood fapping. Been a lot of blue ball teasing in my increasingly desperate quest for sugar walls.
Yesterday stories;
Got up, coffee, went straight to home weights and added 8kg to everything but military press. Which is still rubbish. Did a few sets of 48k swings. Walked a couple miles with the dog, came back and went to the gym.
Did some more chest for the sake of it and a load of kettlebell snatches and things to get rid of the hamster wheel energy. Then went for a swim. Came out and did some more kettlebelling, ending up showing a couple of hbbs how to throw them around without snapping their chit.
Wouldn't have leapt at the opportunity normally but I'm pretty sure they saw me visibly wince.
Did some hanging leg raises after that as I felt like a stretch.
Came home, flake I was meant to see quite literally had the excuse of can't be bothered to get off the couch to come out.
That night I realised I hadn't eaten all day.
Dat energy tho.Last edited by Wisop; 01-11-2016 at 06:05 AM.
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01-11-2016, 05:44 AM #884
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01-11-2016, 05:51 AM #885
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01-11-2016, 06:21 AM #886
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01-11-2016, 06:24 AM #887
2 weeks and this is the longest Ive gone without it since birth to age 12.
Anyway, Ive had so much energy that ive been doing 200+ pushups a day, riding my bike 4+ miles.
I remember after fapping that I would become lazy.Mods removed poop avi.
Im probably pooping while writing this srs.
Reps Poop bros on site
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01-11-2016, 06:29 AM #888
No Fap hard mode day 4
feels like im going to explode
tfw 25mg of zinc picolinate a day + 20g of ginger + 4 cloves of garlic + ****ton of olive oil
feels bad because i have exams to study for and the only thing i can think of is plowing my gf(�_�)
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BENCH(paused): 115kgx1
SUMO DEADLIFT: 230kgx1
SQUAT: 180kgx3
OHP: 67.5kgx3
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01-11-2016, 06:39 AM #889
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01-11-2016, 06:42 AM #890
http://www.ergo-log.com/anabolicgarlic.html
http://www.ergo-log.com/ginger-boost...man-study.html
http://www.ergo-log.com/olivetest.html
basically those boost testosterone(�_�)
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BENCH(paused): 115kgx1
SUMO DEADLIFT: 230kgx1
SQUAT: 180kgx3
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01-11-2016, 01:51 PM #891
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End of day 11. I took the day off work today to study mathematics (they interview for the masters course I've applied for) and I had a great day, my mind was just working really well and I had the clarity I used to get. Things just made sense. No alcohol and no fap definitely seems to have made a difference.
But for some reason now in the evening I'm incredibly down and I don't know why. I went for dinner with a few friends and felt very distance from them. It was like they were on a different planet and I was watching them through a telescope. Now I'm just sat here at home by myself. No urges or anything, I just feel like I used to in the past when I was suffering from depression.
I'm gonna go to bed because it's probably just fatigue. I spent a good 5 hours running my mind at top capacity today (I don't fuk about when I'm studying, it's very intense and very cognitively draining for me lol). I kept looking at the clock thinking it had been 10 mins since I last looked and finding it had been 50-60 mins.
Back to my chit job tomorrow.
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01-11-2016, 01:56 PM #892
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01-11-2016, 03:04 PM #893You can, and need to find a ground that you know you are suppose to stand on.. hence, stand your ground, this is the place where you know everything is as it should be for you. If you stand in a place where you know in your heart things are wrong, most things around you will never be right.
Rule number one, never work at being what another man defines as being "honorable", Honorable is is being true to what you know and and doing what you know is right for you..
Nagalfar
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01-11-2016, 09:08 PM #894
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01-11-2016, 09:12 PM #895
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01-11-2016, 09:13 PM #896
Regarding the mood swings, this is NOT a linear process. You all need to realize that part of the reason you use pr0n or fap is to feel good or fill an emptiness/bad feeling. When you get rejected, you fap. See a hot girl and don't make a move because you don't think you're good enough, go watch pr0n and fap.
Dealing with stress, anxiety and down moods is part of life, it's living. It takes time to recover, eventually the down days become shorter and shorter and the good days become longer and longer. Your body and mind need time to recuperate and/or heal and it doesn't happen overnight.
Hang in there, focus on the positives, keep a goal in mind. Do you want to succeed in life or FAIL? Don't quit, don't make excuses. Read, learn, absorb knowledge and become what you were meant to be.
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01-11-2016, 09:15 PM #897
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01-11-2016, 10:16 PM #898
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01-11-2016, 11:08 PM #899
- Join Date: Jun 2012
- Location: United Kingdom (Great Britain)
- Age: 34
- Posts: 492
- Rep Power: 1315
Man it sucks. Haha imagine actually being a woman, it must be such a mindfuk. At dinner last night a couple of the girls were talking about their friend who'd come off the pill the day before and had to run into the toilets at the library and cry in the middle of the afternoon for no ostensible reason. Imagine being like that lol.
Although when the bad times roll round for me it's very different. It's not like I actually feel sad or want to cry, I just feel totally empty, like there's no emotion and no possibility of ever feeling anything again. It's like, you know when you really like a song and then you listen to it too much and it stops affecting you? Logically it's still the same song but it just has no emotional effect and doesn't sound good at all any more and you can't really imagine why it ever did. Everything in life suddenly feels like that.
Anyway, feeling better this morning. Ready for day 12.
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01-12-2016, 05:41 AM #900
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