Well, it's been over a month I think, I'm not really counting days though. The reality of the situation has finally sunk in, and how it really is over. I keep cringing at the beta chit I did for her now. She has contacted me a few times just to say hi and try and see how I'm doing, but I haven't gave in. I honestly just can't wait until the day she tries to get back with me, just so I can turn her down like she did me so many times. I really just hate the fact that she can move on like I never existed, yet I went through hell this past month. STAY STRONG BRAHS
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02-18-2015, 02:00 AM #571*positive crew*
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02-18-2015, 02:11 AM #572
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02-18-2015, 03:14 AM #573
The feels you get when you open up the browser on your PS4 and the page is on her Instagram, cause you used to just listen to music and watch the pics change on top... I'd forgotten about it being the last thing I looked at on the PS4 browser.
The only new pic is just her in a mirror pic rocking cleavage. So, suffice to say I don't think she's really into the dude was/is "talking to" cause I noticed she only posted those sexy photos on Instagram when she wasn't in a relationship. Idk.
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02-18-2015, 04:38 AM #574
- Join Date: May 2011
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Had been texting with ex on and off over the past few weeks, kinda flirting and chit but not giving her too much attention as I thought I was over her and likewise.
Well I'm on instagram today and click in her profile and see another guys name, go on his and see hers... **** man I'm shaking.
**** knows why she's with a new guy and still texting me. Funny thing is he looks stupidly similar to me lmao - exact same hair slightly less built. She's clearly still interested in me in some way (sent me vday text), I asked her to come over for pancake tuesday and she just blanked me.Joined: 16/5/2011
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02-18-2015, 05:08 AM #575
The best method I used to get over this was talking to my ex. Sounds weird. Sense I have a son with her I do see her quite frequently, I literally have been the nicest person possible to her always answer her calls and text about him but the thing I kept noticing is how she kept begging for **** and asking me to bend over backwards an when I did. I'd get nothing in return just a ****ty attitude from her. I eventually realized she is still the needy ass bitch that broke up with me. I just grew tired of seeing her and such a miserable person she is now.
I'm 7 months out. I still think about the great sex we had but other then that I don't miss ****. It DOES get better
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02-18-2015, 05:11 AM #576
You guys have to STOP ****ing stalking. Most of these posts are about you stalking and then getting destroyed. You WONT heal unless you stop it.
This is the NC thread, every time you stalk you break NC.
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02-18-2015, 05:37 AM #577
fuarkk day 25 of NC, was doing good on day 22 but these last 2 days dammit it came back hard
Couldnt sleep at all and was so fkin close to emailing her (i tried to stalk her blog but thankfully its gone or deleted) figure i vent here instead
Breakup didnt provide me the closure i needed (she broke up with me) so i still harbor negative feelings about the BU and how she treated me in the latter stage of the relationship.. was itching to call her and talk more about the BU (not to get back together) so i can finally move on cuz 2015 has been a dark time for me..
Unfortunately I dont have many close friends to talk it to or spend 2 much time with and being alone just makes these thoughts more intense and snowbally
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02-18-2015, 06:36 AM #578
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02-18-2015, 06:49 AM #579Melbourne crew
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02-18-2015, 07:47 AM #580
Havent contacted her in 2 days, all of a sudden she unblocks me on fb, she blocked me for 11 days more or less. Dafuq would she unblock me? According to her she didnt want anything to do with me and didnt want me in her life any more due to me roid raging too often lol
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02-18-2015, 08:05 AM #581
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02-18-2015, 08:25 AM #582
About 2.5 weeks nc now. It's her bday today and I'm not saying happy bday.
Phucking b.tch made me realized how much of a fool I was. I believed everything she said when she saw us getting married, missed me so much, couldn't stop thinking about me when I was already healing from the breakup on September.
damn I'm pissed as fuark and I want to get revenge.. How do you guys deal with the anger stage? She's already dating another guy which is why she probably hasn't contacted me.
I miss the se.x the most and miss nutting inside her. She will probably think I hate her in which I do love and hate her. Maybe this will help me move on faster. Just sucks she said all that chit as closure.
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02-18-2015, 08:50 AM #583
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02-18-2015, 08:59 AM #584
also, i broke NC last night. seeing that on her instagram just made me blow up.. couldn't contain it at all. basically told her i hate her, wish i never met her, and she's dead to me. back to day 1 NC.
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02-18-2015, 09:12 AM #585
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02-18-2015, 09:15 AM #586
i got a matching tattoo with her.. a small one on our arms. matching triangles. she got one facing down and i got one facing up.. basically it means we're connected forever, even if life forces us to go separate ways. this was after she told me i'm the one she should marry, etc.
she got it covered up with something else, and it infuriated me. she messaged back saying "how am i a liar" but i didn't respond.
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02-18-2015, 09:30 AM #587
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02-18-2015, 09:36 AM #588
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02-18-2015, 09:37 AM #589
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02-18-2015, 09:40 AM #590
I broke today boys. Texted her after 2.5 weeks of no contact. She hasn't responded yet...but I actually sent her a follow up text telling she doesn't have to respond unless she's going to to tell me something I don't already know. I actually feel a little better texting her, letting her know how I feel. Idk. Back to North Carolina I suppose.
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02-18-2015, 09:42 AM #591
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02-18-2015, 09:44 AM #592
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02-18-2015, 09:49 AM #593
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02-18-2015, 09:49 AM #594
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02-18-2015, 09:54 AM #595
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02-18-2015, 10:01 AM #596
I'm not sure if she'll respond. I'm ok with breaking it because I felt like I needed her to know I still wanted this. I'll regret it if/when she texts me back her standard "I'm not happy with myself right now, I'm in a grey area of my life, I just can't be in a relationship right now. Etc" I'd rather her not respond at all so I don't fall in the trap of having a conversation with her.
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02-18-2015, 10:02 AM #597
Also, something else worth mentioning, she never ever unblocked her ex for more than a year. He would only get unblocked when id hack her account and id get curious. Yet i got unblocked... :$
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02-18-2015, 10:25 AM #598
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02-18-2015, 10:27 AM #599
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02-18-2015, 10:49 AM #600
- Join Date: May 2011
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I'm far too jealous/possessive to have an open relationship, probably due to my inexperience.
I kinda do and don't want her back, after I seen his name in her bio my heart plummeted and all our memories kinda flashed back and I felt like I was gonna cry (in the middle of uni) but kept it back.
In all honesty I was angry when I read it, so I thought I'd go to gym and go hard as fuk on squats and deads... went to gym, head was just not in the game and felt distracted, then proceeded to fuk up my back and now I'm in agony.Joined: 16/5/2011
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