Listen son, i'm going to tell you this once, because I was in the exact same situation 4 years ago and wish somebody slapped me across the face with the back of their hand and told me. But I had to tell myself, and now i've got almost got everything I wanted since I dreamt it at 5 years old.
Firstly, **** women for a while. They are nothing but trouble. You will spend time and effort trying but instead hurt your mind. And when your mind falls; your body follows. You will gain weight, you will fail exams, you will fail in life.
My ex leaving me was maybe the greatest thing that happened to my career. I accepted it as if nothing happened, put past as past, and looked at the future. Absolutely worked my phucking arse off in the last 2 months of each academic year and went from a 3.5 GPA in Year 1 when I had a GF to a 4.0 GPA in MASTERS of Chemical Engineering which is unheard of.
Next, everything you do in your life, make it career-orientated. If friends talk about bending rules even if they can get away with it, I think **** that, why jeopardize something i've worked so hard for? I've been offered drugs at parties but why would I take them knowing the chemical industry conducts random drug tests? When people talk to me or ask me questions, I answer questions as if i'm in assessment centre or playing poker at the world series. Everything in life is about learning and progression, and the more you do this in every day life, the more you will be able to transcribe it across at interviews. You want to be employed by Goldman Sachs? Think like an Analyst. And don't ever stop. The better you are at psychology, the better you will be at life.
Learn to control your emotions. Not only will it help the above. It will help situations when you hit rock bottom. I've hit rock bottom when I was overweight, FA, dumped, failing at exams and my family kicked me out my house because of my attitude. What did I do? Cry? LOL. I slapped myself across the face because no kunt would and I learnt the value of hard work. And then applied it.
Learn to manage your time. I do so many sociable activities, go on nights out, drink and party a lot, yet when it comes to dire situations, I sit down and even throw away my phone. Put your laptop away, tell your friends no, learn to dedicate time to work and stick to it. Remember what I said above, focus on your career in everything that goes through your head. At the end of the day, your future won't turn around one morning and tell you it doesn't love you anymore, but in this day and age, it's actually VERY likely that a woman will! Play hard ofcourse, but work harder and work smarter.
As for your direct situation, you're lucky it's Math that is your exam. I once had 4 exams in 4 days and the 3rd one was Math and I had done least preparation for it. Do you know what I did? Thought about my future, compromised my sleep, and did every mother ****ing past paper dating back to 2002 (there's 2 a year so atleast 26 papers) and only slept for 15 minutes that night.
The good thing about college and university Math is that you don't need to understand it fully to pass exams. You need to be able to apply it in a methodical manner, and that comes with practice. Go through worked examples, understand the concepts and then attempt questions. Don't forget to mark your work against numerical solutions and examples so that you know where you went wrong, you can learn from your mistakes and your know your strengths and weaknesses.
Do what I did and focus on your weaknesses. I had many; too many too even list. But namely, I was unaesthetic, FA, newly dumped, poor, homeless, and on-route to a drug addiction.
Now look at me, no e-brag, but i've got 8/10 facial aesthetics, on the road to 12% BF natty, more in savings than the average 28 year old, and my own property and i've not even finished university yet.
When I was losing weight, I wasn't thinking I want to be able to run faster than the next guy infront of me, I was comparing myself to Floyd Mayweather. Why settle for some ******* who only dreams of running a half marathon in a slightly above average time and then only hits average?
Remember, you might not always hit the goals you want in life, but if you aim for the top and absolute work your arse off trying, you'll fall at a hurdle much higher than the one you were content with. Whenever I do endurance work, I aim for Floyd Mayweather. I know i'll never get there, but i'll remember where I once was, try my absolute hardest and run 110% of my physical capabilities.
You CAN make it in life. We all CAN. But you got to want success as much as you want to breathe. phucking live, work, dream, play, and have sexx with hard work.
This is the chit that teachers should be teaching, not phucking math and science. I've been to less than 10% of my lectures in my entire university degree, but i've got potentially the brightest future out of the 140 people in my class. Why? Because I know how to and am prepared to work hard to achieve my goals and dreams in life.
I put my future over everything, but especially women. Keep your friends and family close because they will help you through this break up but right now your attitude is focusing on completely the wrong things, and all you should be thinking is progression, and that you are invincible if you put in the effort to be. You almost need to be arrogant to dominate at life, just like an Investment Banker, but by God do you see the rewards when Goldman Sachs come knocking on your door rather than the other way.
People ask me, don't you think your attitude of career-focus will affect your daughter, won't you put too much pressure on her? What if she just wants to be a hairdresser?
I answer with, "If her dream is to be a hairdresser, I would be more than happy for her to do it. After all, I am chasing my dreams, and I would have hated for somebody to come in the way. But I would say to her, forget the fact that you have the potential to be an oil consultant or a surgeon follow your dream; just make a career out of it. Let me pay for a salon for you, and then you can cut hair. I will manage your finances and get you an employee-base. I will think about the location, and you can learn the trade from me. When you are old enough, then you can manage it yourself, and hopefully open up a second salon. And then a third. And then a network. Just because she wants to be a hairdresser at $10 a customer, doesn't mean you shouldn't be financially stable. I care about my daughters happiness, but I care about her future also."
Anyway, all the best OP, I hope you pass this exam, and I wish you all the best for your future. But the thing I wish most is that you and everybody else stops making excuses, and starts showing results.
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