me and my brother posing (240lbs ripped and 340lbs bear mode)

[TSFP]

since so many seem to care about my health

I don't care, if I knew continuing on this path would kill my in a few years I wouldn't stop
this is what I live for, this is what I love, this is who iam
I have sacrificed my looks for years
sacrifices my self esteem for years
destroyed my skin with stretch marks, acne scars, and by stretching it out
I have taken years off my life im sure
I have probably destroyed my natural hormonal system
Iam sure if I live long enough I will live in pain due to my lifting
I WILL get severe injuries that will have me addicted to painkillers or living in pain
I have developed eating disorders from bulking for so many years and cutting so hardcore for so long in the past


this is what hardcore is, this is what it taken me to get to here, and even more than I have mentioned.

I understand its not for everyone, and im happy about that, because I can just sacrifice more than other people are willing too and accomplish my own dreams, that make my life worth living for me and give me purpose and make me want to wake up in the morning

keep hustlin cuz

I enjoy watching your vids on youtube

[layingouttruth]

since so many seem to care about my health

I don't care, if I knew continuing on this path would kill my in a few years I wouldn't stop
this is what I live for, this is what I love, this is who iam
I have sacrificed my looks for years
sacrifices my self esteem for years
destroyed my skin with stretch marks, acne scars, and by stretching it out
I have taken years off my life im sure
I have probably destroyed my natural hormonal system
Iam sure if I live long enough I will live in pain due to my lifting
I WILL get severe injuries that will have me addicted to painkillers or living in pain
I have developed eating disorders from bulking for so many years and cutting so hardcore for so long in the past


this is what hardcore is, this is what it taken me to get to here, and even more than I have mentioned.

I understand its not for everyone, and im happy about that, because I can just sacrifice more than other people are willing too and accomplish my own dreams, that make my life worth living for me and give me purpose and make me want to wake up in the morning

Don't really sound happy tbh.

[izeey]

holy fuk dude you're massive!

[Bigdumogre]

Op you look 35+ years old in that pic. You're bloated and look like you could have a heart attack at any moment.

Ask for your brother his calves are smaller than his forearms which already look like chopsticks.

Just groce

Did u even read the thread?

Someone post a pic when he was 235 n not happy
Man does what he wants to go n enjoys life. While everyone else is looking at a carrot n wondering if it will fit there macros for the day

[shredded10122]

Now think about what they'll look like after they juice

Fuark!

lol

[babyslayer]

mirn philosophy. Keep killin it brotha.

its just what makes me happy man, its what I love more than anything.

everyone is going to die, everyone is going to look back on their life with regret and pride.. I intend to spend my short time here trying to be the strongest person in the world, if I fail I fail but I have the genetic potential and the drive and will power... I would rather live only as long as it takes to be the strongest person ever and die, than live to 80 wishing I had the nuts to go after my dreams.

most people just don't have the potential to deadlift 800+, or 900+, or 1000+.. I do, so Iam truly losing something by not trying, wasting something.

[MiscN00b]

since so many seem to care about my health

I don't care, if I knew continuing on this path would kill my in a few years I wouldn't stop
this is what I live for, this is what I love, this is who iam
I have sacrificed my looks for years
sacrifices my self esteem for years
destroyed my skin with stretch marks, acne scars, and by stretching it out
I have taken years off my life im sure
I have probably destroyed my natural hormonal system
Iam sure if I live long enough I will live in pain due to my lifting
I WILL get severe injuries that will have me addicted to painkillers or living in pain
I have developed eating disorders from bulking for so many years and cutting so hardcore for so long in the past


this is what hardcore is, this is what it taken me to get to here, and even more than I have mentioned.

I understand its not for everyone, and im happy about that, because I can just sacrifice more than other people are willing too and accomplish my own dreams, that make my life worth living for me and give me purpose and make me want to wake up in the morning

Even though I have a completely different outlook on life, mirin' honesty and dedication.

Have you broken any world records in lifting? If not, is that your goal?

[eac1005]

no thanks Geoff.

[KennyK]

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[ktheoryz]

Why do you feel you have to bulk up to 340lbs to lift so much? Pete Rubish pulled an 815 at a normal bodyfat and doesn't look like he is about to die.

[Aksum001]

My long term goal is 295lbs. That seems to be the peak weight for Strongman athletes in terms of strength, speed and endurance

[GhostRider111]

no, I don't find my self attractive, I mean some do obviously, but generally no I don't consider my self attractive unless im lean.

its not about girls tho, I cant expect any of you to understand that its really not about aesthetics, health, girls, none of that. if there was a chance you could understand where im coming from id try to explain it to you.. but you cant explain extreme dedication to something that most people don't want, or give a **** about... like being super strong

To be honest I don't even think you know what your goal is. You say to be super strong and yet you are already that and then some. I think at this stage it is as I said above, an addiction. You are so used to living the way you live that you cannot imagine it being any other way. And your self esteem is obviously very very low for you to disregard your own health to this extent and for you to want to get even stronger than you are now. But the thing is, it will never be enough for you, not with your self esteem where it is. Again, you need professional help imo and I urge the misc to stop encouraging him or we will have another zyzz situation very soon. Same with your family and friends. They should be doing all they can to get you to stop killing yourself bro.

This is just sad.

[tdnick]

Mirin dedication brah

[Lpenny]

my brother doesn't have 18+" forearms, its the camera angle. he looks amazing, in real life he is literally what all of you want to be. girls flock to him, guys want to be him, he is literally the myth that people feel they could be like if they looked big/muscular/tall/handsom etc... its real... its him.

no homo?

[Flakker]

Strong hate ITT.

Babyslayer has enough passion and drive to fuel 500 miscers.

Babyslayer, what are your big three, and what's your favorite lift?

Also, can you do pull ups?

[babyslayer]

Don't really sound happy tbh.

I HATE the sacrifices I have had to make, not so much my health... but making the choice to **** with my hormones, getting obese, my skin etc... but the only thing worse than making these sacrifices is not making them.. because my goals mean more to me than anything. honestly if I could no longer workout anymore or shoot for my dreams, I wouldn't want to be alive. It would be such a massive loss to me to have lived so long wanting something and then lose it, or lose the will to try to get there.

really cant expect people to understand, it takes a ****ed up mind to do what I do

[armored]

nothing but respect for doing what you love and disregarding what other people think, but we are only concerned because we care

[NaturalFTW]

Did u even read the thread?

Someone post a pic when he was 235 n not happy
Man does what he wants to go n enjoys life. While everyone else is looking at a carrot n wondering if it will fit there macros for the day

strong hate ITT

show some respect *******s.

[charliedgk]

Bro can you post some more pics of you and your bro? Maybe with you both next to normal sized people to see the scale difference. Tell your bro he reminds me of Dwayne Johnson he is fukin huge

[Voidofhope]

I respect the amazing discipline and work ethic but like others have said you look extremely unhealthy.

[monty097]

Strong hate ITT.

Babyslayer has enough passion and drive to fuel 500 miscers.

Babyslayer, what are your big three, and what's your favorite lift?

Also, can you do pull ups?

His deadlift alone is probably as big or bigger than most people's entire big 3 lol

[Strengthbrah93]

I HATE the sacrifices I have had to make, not so much my health... but making the choice to **** with my hormones, getting obese, my skin etc... but the only thing worse than making these sacrifices is not making them.. because my goals mean more to me than anything. honestly if I could no longer workout anymore or shoot for my dreams, I wouldn't want to be alive. It would be such a massive loss to me to have lived so long wanting something and then lose it, or lose the will to try to get there.

really cant expect people to understand, it takes a ****ed up mind to do what I do

keep doing what you love. as long as you really do love it and you haven't simply convinced yourself you do. being 'the strongest man in the world' might be good and all, but do you genuinely think you'll make it? think of the sacrifices you make. why not just be strong as hell and succeed in other parts of your life too?

[babyslayer]

Strong hate ITT.

Babyslayer has enough passion and drive to fuel 500 miscers.

Babyslayer, what are your big three, and what's your favorite lift?

Also, can you do pull ups?

bench I can pause bench a little over 500 with my ass down, deadlift Im thinking will be over 900 in a couple workouts, I just started squatting aghain (only 1 workout in) but I can already squat over 700 in a belt, and im shooting for 800 in a belt in the coming months.

my goal is 800+ squat, 900+ pull, and what ever bench I need to total 2300 in a belt, which is the highest ever belt only total... making me the strongest belt only powerlifter ever in terms of records. Iam really not that far if I don't get hurt, a year or two of hard work?

EDIT: I really got back into training hard a month or so ago, so im still gaining strength/size while cutting. Iam hoping to compete in 6 weeks or so and set the highest belt only total ever for my age (spanning all weight classes and federations in the world) and then I want to move out to lasvegas to train with the strongest bencher in the world until I can bench enough to break the all time world record powerlifting total.

^ that to me is a dream, a movie, I would be a superhero to my self if I did that, all my sacrifices worth it, I could die happy right then and not regret a single thing. I have felt this way about it for many years, once you live your life with such purpose for so long, and put so much into your goals, and the pay off is so amazing (being the strongest person ever is amazing to me) you just cant be happy living any other way

[E90335i]

yeah, what I do isn't healthy. I don't do this for health, and the look im going for is big and strong and freakish.

the worst thing I could do for my health is give up my dreams, to stop aiming for the stars and shoot nice and low so I can look good for girls or get compliments from scrawny guys who think 180lbs is big. Id tell you "good luck with your goals of never impressing anyone whos impressive them selves" but thatd just be rude

Well said. Good luck reaching your dreams. I hope your goals are met and you enjoy the journey.

[babyslayer]

keep doing what you love. as long as you really do love it and you haven't simply convinced yourself you do

oh I do man lol, when I get lazy with training I go into a deep deep depression that makes me lose all purpose in life. then I end up smoking and drinking and binge eating all the time to try and fill the void because I know iam wasting my life, my time, my genetics etc

[freeburn]

Much respect for the dedication and you are a beast but you look like **** dude. Ur Gunna throw ur whole life away. Early 20s and you look 40... And really gross

[DrZeusss]

I think the girth of my cawk is thicker than your bros calves

[Mindhype]

Looking thick and solid

[Jericoe]

I HATE the sacrifices I have had to make, not so much my health... but making the choice to **** with my hormones, getting obese, my skin etc... but the only thing worse than making these sacrifices is not making them.. because my goals mean more to me than anything. honestly if I could no longer workout anymore or shoot for my dreams, I wouldn't want to be alive. It would be such a massive loss to me to have lived so long wanting something and then lose it, or lose the will to try to get there.

really cant expect people to understand

I understand

[Junkie2]

Mirin' incredibly hard