So my grandma has an account on that ancestry.com sh*t and was showing me some of her finds. I found it fascinating and decided to look around on her account. As I went further and further back I was able to trace one side of my family to this little guinea village in the middle of Sicily somewhere.
Well my great-great grandfather married a woman from the same family that his mother (my great-great-great grandmother) was from. I don't know what relation it was. It was NOT his aunt or sister or anything, but it was likely a cousin.
What makes it worse, is when I went further back, these two family surnames were found on MULTIPLE family lines. For example, I had TWO great-great-great-great grandfathers with the SAME last name.
How can something like this happen!?!?!?
To say the least, I'm DEVASTATED right now
I really can't believe I'm inbred. I feel like a pile of sh*t. Worse than less of a man. I feel like less than a human.
I guess this is why I'm so ugly, unathletic, socially awkward and unable to make any gains.