I'm going to write about this until I get the desired response. Since my experiments with abstinence I began to notice a trend or curve in the past 8 months. I noticed that if I ejaculate after 20-30 days, I still have a "Reserve" ammount of sperm left-over.
The last time I hit 20 days, it happened. I began to become impatient. Lethargic. Lose focus. Tense. Unable to focus. Pent up. Stressed out. I had a release (Masturbated without porn) and waited another 20 days.
Wether or not I desire to release that "reserve" depends upon my ammount of self control.
It seems that I can hold about 30 days worth of sperm. One ejaculation seems to cut me to about "Half glass." but I can continue my life feeling completely unaffected. It's kind of like using half a tank of gas but not being completely run out of it.
If I were to masturbate, TWO times and ejaculate TWICE, then I would feel completely drained and have to do an entire reboot.
This is why I am touching on the subject.
Around the 20 day mark, I tend to get extremely cranky. I begin to feel the pressure building up in the erroginous zones. From there I notice that I become aggressive, sleep less, cranky, less in tune to life, in a sense that I become more stern and less relaxed. Sure I can get things done, but I my stress levels tend to skyrocket.