Back when I was still aesthetic and social, I wanted to ask a female out.
This female was interested in me, to the point where she was talking about marriage (Yes, crazy)...
...Back in high school.
...Sadly I ignored my gut for some reason because I was a foolish dumb arse.
...By the time I manned up and decided to ask her out over the phone it was too late since the bish was leaving to another city.
...I've been told to remind her when ever I dropped by LA.
...The only reason I am cutting right now is because of her, srs.
...I have been reading her tumblr over the years and she has degraded into an anorexic whore that uses men (claims about never having a boyfriend, despite all the hook ups the bish posts on tumblr...) and meth and other drugs....
...LA corrupted her
...But I still love her since I remember her as an A student who showed me more interest than anyone else.
...7 Year oneitis now.
Wish I could go back in time and ask her out to a V-day dance or something.
What bothers me everyday is the fact that she constantly writes about the lack of romance and the fact that she is still looking for a boyfriend...
...Despite the fact that she was obsessing about getting married and taking my last name and ****...
What do misc?
For some reason I can never forget her, for if I WOULD HAVE JUST ASKED THE BISH OUT I WOULD NEVER HAVE JOINED THE FA CREW...
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02-23-2013, 09:23 PM #1
There is a decision I regret very much in life... (srs thread)
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02-23-2013, 09:31 PM #7
I didn't even take the time to read your post but I've seen your other ones and I can only assume that it would disgust me. I'm fukkin tired of seeing your sht posts. You seriously need to be banned. Everything about you disgusts me you fat nasty pathetic loser. Diet, lift, get off your computer. Quit whining like a little bich.
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02-23-2013, 09:39 PM #9
...I can't. I can't move on.
No matter how hard I try to go without thinking about her, the female keeps appearing in my dreams, and then I remember. No matter how long I go without looking at her ******** and tumblr, I always come back.
One time I even wrote a sappy love letter, about two years ago...
...You know what she did?
She told me it's the sweetest thing anyone has ever told her and how she can't wait to see me again and ****. She told me thank you and how it brightened up her day and ****, despite all the attention she gets on her online blog. And this was TWO YEARS AFTER I ASKED HER OUT FOUR YEARS AGO. Bish printed the letter up and put it in her room.
Can YOU ****ING IMAGINE HOW HARD THIS **** IS TO GET OVER, ESPECIALLY FOR AN FA?
I wish I could get over her man. I can go months without thinking a thought about her. But the thought keeps returning, despite it being very unrealistic that I will ever see her again.
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02-23-2013, 09:47 PM #19
I think he loves her for who she was to him at the time. Were they to meet now would probably be different (but I guess you don't know for sure until you try).
OP we all have things we wish we did. Every person does. Like I've told you before though, you're a man and your duty to yourself, me, and every other human being is to move forward.
Keep up the good work, I know you're doing your best. Appreciate the openness of your posts.I'm your bro, bro
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02-23-2013, 09:50 PM #25
Here's what you do OP. You convince her to be a nun. That way, she's no longer a drug using degenerate, but you also know that you could never possibly have her and move on.
OP you could also try and meet her. I met up with my high school oneitis of 3 years recently and it seriously killed any attraction I had for her. She became one of those feminazis who wanted to talk about "rape culture", "slut shaming" and I seriously think hates men. No thanks jeff!
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Rather than sit here and brood on something you didn't do and can't change, focus on what you can learn from it and don't make the same mistake again. Move on. Live in the present rather than in the past... you are only wasting even more of your current time thinking about your negative memories in your past.. seriously. What if, what if, dont think about it. Just do what you can and find peace with yourself. Meditate. Keep hustlin cuz
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