Cliffs:
- Was at gym today
- Wearing Y-back singlet
- Back day
- Mirrors entire circumference of weight room, so confusing angles etc
- Lifting facing mirrors at some places in the room you can see like 3 of yourself
- Weight room was pretty busy
- Noticed some big kunt in mirrors (no homo)
- Was like, "Fukk, guys back is hyooge... must be on something"
- Turned round to try and see better (no homo)
- It was me, yet I daily ask myself if I even lift
Cliffs of cliffs:
- Might have body dysmorphia
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02-13-2013, 04:57 PM #1
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ITT: We realized we may have body dysmorphic disorder
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02-13-2013, 05:05 PM #9
It could be Muscle Dysmorphia. It's a subset of BDD. I did some research on it a few months ago and I might research it some more in the future.
Take a look at it, srs. It will blow your mind. I think we may all have a bit of it, but it becomes a serious problem when the symptoms become pathological.*Look at reflection in car window and flex every time crew*
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*Fart in the gym and blame rotten smell on faulty ventilation crew*
*Fart at home and blame it on the dog crew*
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02-13-2013, 05:06 PM #10
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02-13-2013, 05:09 PM #12
I know this feel. I have no idea what my back looks like. After back day my training partner told me I looked like a fking pterodactyl. He told me I could fly away with my lats, but I never see my back, so I have no clue.
That feel after chest/back pump, though. Holy fwark...never want to cut after those days.
The next day feelssofknbadman.jpg*Look at reflection in car window and flex every time crew*
*Use half the roll to wipe after a poo crew*
*Fart in the gym and blame rotten smell on faulty ventilation crew*
*Fart at home and blame it on the dog crew*
*Watch neutron-star density poop mock me as water flushes around it and it stays put crew*
*Drive 2 minutes in the summer and back of shirt gets completely wet crew*
*Coffee black as midnight on a moonless night crew*
*Fat shame my cat on a daily basis crew*
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02-13-2013, 05:09 PM #13
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So many feels in this post. I do the exact same thing and some days I look in the mirror and say, "You gon' get laid" and then other days I'm like, "I fukking hate you ugly kunt ".
I don't see myself as big but I do hear it a decent amount so I'm all kinds of screwed up. I blame my wide hips.American Patriot
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02-13-2013, 05:10 PM #14
I feel skinny fat and weak no matter how strong and yoked I get. Every picture where i'm finally like "now you're getting there" I look back in a year and think "geeze I was a small pos" and then I doubt where I am today.
Height - 5'6 Weight - 180
Bench - 320x1
Db Bench - 135x5
Squat - 435x1(atg, not parallel chit)
Hang Clean - 275x3 (highschool)
Deadlift - 500x1 (6/11/2012)
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02-13-2013, 05:13 PM #15
I wonder if any really aesthetic guys feel this way sometimes?
Anyone?*Look at reflection in car window and flex every time crew*
*Use half the roll to wipe after a poo crew*
*Fart in the gym and blame rotten smell on faulty ventilation crew*
*Fart at home and blame it on the dog crew*
*Watch neutron-star density poop mock me as water flushes around it and it stays put crew*
*Drive 2 minutes in the summer and back of shirt gets completely wet crew*
*Coffee black as midnight on a moonless night crew*
*Fat shame my cat on a daily basis crew*
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02-13-2013, 05:21 PM #16
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02-13-2013, 05:29 PM #20
It varies throughout the course of the day for me.
In the gym I'll be absolutely disgusted with myself until I get the pump and then I'm on cloud 9. Then on off days I literally want to cry at how bad I look pre-shower.
Then I go out in public and am like...Fuk man maybe I don't have to kill myself today.Fuk her right in the pussy.
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02-13-2013, 05:29 PM #21
Last year I keto cut for 8 months. Dropped to 178 pounds, some definition. Was going to clean bulk off 2800 cals a day. Metabolism was so damaged from that stupid keto diet for so long that I put on 15 pounds of fat the first month, then by 3 months, I was nearly up to 200 pounds again. I'm currently 210, probably 20-22% fat. I store in my ass and legs, so my stomach isn't huge. I desperately need to cut, though, but I liked gaining muscle and don't want to start cutting until I have something significant to cut.
March 1 I start an IF cut, though. Gonna try and drop real low.*Look at reflection in car window and flex every time crew*
*Use half the roll to wipe after a poo crew*
*Fart in the gym and blame rotten smell on faulty ventilation crew*
*Fart at home and blame it on the dog crew*
*Watch neutron-star density poop mock me as water flushes around it and it stays put crew*
*Drive 2 minutes in the summer and back of shirt gets completely wet crew*
*Coffee black as midnight on a moonless night crew*
*Fat shame my cat on a daily basis crew*
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02-13-2013, 05:32 PM #22
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02-13-2013, 05:32 PM #23
I missed the gym today and have been feeling like scum for not going.
Noticed lately that my forearms are undersized and it is driving me nuts. Looking at any part of my body that I'm not happy with makes me really depressed
At the end of every workout even when I kill myself I still feel like I didn't go hard
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