S&P crew bow down
athletic shorts and shoes every day crew bow down
nudist crew bow down
bow down
take notes
|
-
01-25-2013, 04:24 PM #1
-
01-25-2013, 04:26 PM #2
-
01-25-2013, 04:27 PM #3
-
01-25-2013, 04:28 PM #4
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:28 PM #5
-
01-25-2013, 04:29 PM #6
-
01-25-2013, 04:29 PM #7
-
01-25-2013, 04:30 PM #8
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:30 PM #9
-
01-25-2013, 04:30 PM #10
-
01-25-2013, 04:31 PM #11
-
01-25-2013, 04:31 PM #12
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:32 PM #13
-
01-25-2013, 04:32 PM #14
-
01-25-2013, 04:33 PM #15
- Join Date: Dec 2009
- Location: Knoxville, Tennessee, United States
- Posts: 1,362
- Rep Power: 3298
Hi. I know you probably will not be happy seeing that I messaged you but i can't just let this end. I am laying in bed feeling like absolute ****. I got blood all over my sheets and had to use peroxide to get it out and I spilled like half the bottle on my sheets and now I have to change them lol. It kinda was a funny scene but no one was there to experience it. I know I went crazy and I am sorry that I flipped out on you a lot this past two weeks. I guess I just was fighting myself because I don't want a relationship but I ended up liking you more which I didn't expect any of this. I never even thought we would ever hookup or anything. Needless to say I wasn't prepared for this. But I can't let you just walk out of my life. All I am asking for is to remain friends. We had an amazing friendship and I want to go back to that. No sex, no flirtyness, just be friends. I miss that so much. Things got way to complicated and I was unsure of you felt about me. I say I miss you and you reply soon. That doesn't make me thing that you miss me at all. I guess the reasoning for my freaking out is because so many times things just fade. It seems as if a person just wakes up one day and then just don't like a person anymore. That is what happened with Ridley and same thing happened with my parents. So I think my feelings for you grew and I was scared and when you call me man or ***** instead of like babe.. I don't think youre interest in me. And I think part of me probably was wanting to push you away because I was afraid that things had moved so fast. I have been in an abusive relationship before so dating really freaks me the **** out. I am so stubborn and guarded and took everything out on you. I was wrong. I messed up. No I ****ed up real bad. Also the pregnancy thing really drove me insane and I was putting most of the blame on you. I was scared every day about it. I guess I should stop rambling on but the point I am trying to make is if you could give me a second chance. All I want is a friendship and I understand that we wont be as close as we used to be but honestly I don't think I can have you not in my life. I really am so sorry and I don't know what I can do to make it better. I ****ed up big time and I'm sorry but you are way too important to me to let it just end this way. I really don't know what else I can say and I'm scared to send this but I can't just let you leave my life. We don't have to talk 24/7 like we used to but I can't last weeks or months without talking. Please just try to remember how it used to be and how much fun we used to have. I miss that. You don't know how bad I want to just go back to that and start fresh. My heart has been racing for hours now, I feel sick to my stomach.. I really don't want to feel like this every day. I can't say sorry enough jake.
what a disgrace it would be for a man to grow old without ever seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable.
-- Socrates.
-MISC Firearms Crew-
-AR-15 subcrew
-Shaved Head Crew-
-Win Imaginary Arguments in the Shower Crew-
Bench: 335/350
Deadlift: 435/495
-
01-25-2013, 04:33 PM #16
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:33 PM #17
-
01-25-2013, 04:33 PM #18
-
01-25-2013, 04:33 PM #19
-
01-25-2013, 04:34 PM #20
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:34 PM #21
-
01-25-2013, 04:34 PM #22
-
01-25-2013, 04:35 PM #23
-
01-25-2013, 04:35 PM #24
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:35 PM #25
-
01-25-2013, 04:35 PM #26
-
01-25-2013, 04:36 PM #27
-
01-25-2013, 04:36 PM #28
-
-
01-25-2013, 04:36 PM #29
-
01-25-2013, 04:37 PM #30
Bookmarks