Feeling hopeless. rant.

[BoneAndDream]

Hello everyone. I'm 15 And I've been lifting for almost 6 months. I work so hard in the gym I want to pass out. I started out really skinnyfat. No muscle mass at all with very high bf. I have increased all my lifts drastically and feel stronger/healthier. I am proud of myself for that. But none of it matters because I look like Absolute chit. As I said I started with high bf no muscle. If I cut I would have been auschwitz mode. So I bulked to where I am now. Since I already had a lot of fat on me I kept it along with adding muscle. Now I'm a fat kunt and everyone on this forum makes sure I know it. I've decided I need to cut lest I become even worse. Since I am a busy person I won't be able to track every phucking macro I eat. I'll just have to wing it. I'll have to eat less than I do now and cleaner and hope its right. This means ill be cutting inefficiently and losing a lot of muscle, thus nullifying all the hard phucking work I put in to get the muscle in the first place. I feel like i will end up a skinny dyel ******* which is the exact opposite of what I want to achieve. I feel completely out of control. This is not at all what I expected..

[NikolaG8]

youre 15. stfu nothing is hopeless

edit: youre probably entering a growth spurt, so any gain you get will not appear due to your vertical length. Just keep at it kid

If i knew about bb.com at 15 i woulda been JACKED atm (im 18)

Understand youre one of the few that actually lift so young, stick to it and by 20 (where bodies actually matter) youll score so many bishes itll be unreal

goodluck kiddo

[KyleMQuinn]

Rome wasn't built in a day. 6 months is nothing. Keep lifting heavy

[Rgreenman]

stop cryin, and keep lifting 6 months is still just the begining it doesnt happen overnight

[Jericoe]

Why cant you track your calories? do you have a smart phone?

Every one on here calls me fat to lul, just ignore them man, its all part of the process.

[iwanagetbig]

lol dude. im at your starting position and ima cut to auschwitz... 5'7 150 20%bf im not happy either haha

[BoneAndDream]

Why cant you track your calories? do you have a smart phone?

Every one on here calls me fat to lul, just ignore them man, its all part of the process.

I can only get a rough estimmate of the cals, like the meals I get are phucking home-cooked from scratch most of the time, no way for me to get the exact grams of protein and whatnot.

[irdolan]

I can only get a rough estimmate of the cals, like the meals I get are phucking home-cooked from scratch most of the time, no way for me to get the exact grams of protein and whatnot.

You eventually start to get to know how much you need to eat in order to maintain/gain/cut after weighing yourself consistently every week or so and contrasting the results with how you ate.

[Jericoe]

I can only get a rough estimmate of the cals, like the meals I get are phucking home-cooked from scratch most of the time, no way for me to get the exact grams of protein and whatnot.

Like what, i eat a lot of home cooked meals and i have no problem finding the macros of stuff online.

[BoneAndDream]

Like what, i eat a lot of home cooked meals and i have no problem finding the macros of stuff online.

.you're telling me you can just search

"How many grams of protein/carb/fat are in x amount of pasta. (Or whatever it is)"

And you get a number?

[BoneAndDream]

Maybe I'll be one of those never-ending-bulk type of powerlifters and not care how fat I get








Notsrs

[Jericoe]

.you're telling me you can just search

"How many grams of protein/carb/fat are in x amount of pasta. (Or whatever it is)"

And you get a number?

i dont eat pasta when im cutting, too many carbs not enough protein and fat.

My home cooked meals usually consist of some type of meat and a side, so i usually just eat the meat.

[YokoDude]

Why cant you track your calories? do you have a smart phone?

Every one on here calls me fat to lul, just ignore them man, its all part of the process.

Hey we don't actually mean it though!

[cjl14]

Why cant you track your calories? do you have a smart phone?

Every one on here calls me fat to lul, just ignore them man, its all part of the process.

jericoe you're fat. jk don't kill me ily <3 but to OP, give it time... you're not gonna get the body you want in 6 months. 99.999999999999999% of tmisc is trolls who are just insecure so don't care about what they say.

[SkeIeton]

I am a busy person

Age: 15.

Lul.

[comps]

Idk, I was eating over 3k calories at the beginning of my cut and losing weight.

Stop be a demotivated **** and go to the gym, lift, and diet *******.
I helped you out and didn't call you fat once, but ffs don't be a pussy you FAT ****.

Lastly, you're 15 how can you even be busy?

[BoneAndDream]

Idk, I was eating over 3k calories at the beginning of my cut and losing weight.

Stop be a demotivated **** and go to the gym, lift, and diet *******.
I helped you out and didn't call you fat once, but ffs don't be a pussy you FAT ****.

Lastly, you're 15 how can you even be busy?

School, work whenever I can get it, homework (lol), guitar lessons, band practices, recitals, etc the list goes on man.

[livetoplay396]

track your macros, that is not optional.

[comps]

School, work whenever I can get it, homework (lol), guitar lessons, band practices, recitals, etc the list goes on man.

fit in lifting and dieting.

[Jericoe]

School, work whenever I can get it, homework (lol), guitar lessons, band practices, recitals, etc the list goes on man.

And do you not think that every other person that lifts is busy. Most people just don't sit around all day to just count calories and lift. We all have busy lives but we manage.