Depression awareness 2012 [GTFIH] Will be repping people ITT

[latebloomingmom]

in on lesbo thread

hahhahahaaha mister
<<<<< man lover

[darkninja67]

hahhahahaaha mister
<<<<< man lover

not anymore it looks like


you knew I was going to comment right??

[CHOOSE]

I just found this thread.
I have minor depression and anxiety which I have had for a few years, it effects my life a bit, but I wouldn't say it is debilitating. I still work, go to the gym, socialise etc.
A few drs have tried to prescribe me anti-depressants, but I am not sure I really need them to be honest! If I was really depressed and not functioning I would have no qualms about them.
Anyway, I started taking cipramil about 3 weeks ago after pressure from my dr (I actually went there to get a referral to a psychologist and waklked out with anti-depressants). Since taking the medication I have found that I am alot hungrier then I used to be before, also I am doing stupid things like putting keys in my fridge, missing obvious cues in conversation and forgetting names.
I am wondering whether I should continue the meds as a) im only mildly depressed/anxious, its probably my personality, b) i dont want to gain weight c) i dont want to be stupid and slow

Help please? I talked to the drs about this but they are not much help.

If you don't want meds, let them know! It's your decision as far as deciding what meds you do or do not want to take. Were you made aware of the side effects of your medication before you were prescribed them? Just seriously open up some dialogue with you and the doc to clear things up or change up the medication. And did you get that referral to a psychologist?

[latebloomingmom]

not anymore it looks like


you knew I was going to comment right??

lbm gotts enough luv for everrrrrrybody

[darkninja67]

lbm gotts enough luv for everrrrrrybody

A little bird told me the same thing. odd

[latebloomingmom]

A little bird told me the same thing. odd

cot damn dat bird should of suffocated it..stuffed it and ate it for dinner

[darkninja67]

cot damn dat bird should of suffocated it..stuffed it and ate it for dinner

it was a pigeon

[latebloomingmom]

it was a pigeon

stool pigeon

[armored]

what's up guys? it's been a while since i've posted itt. the past month i've been letting go of my old feelings and just letting life disentangle. there are some dark days, but i have been able to get over them much more easily recently. for instance, today at the end of lunch, (i'm still in highschool; graduating soon) this douchebag called me "ugly as fukc." it infuriated me at first and then the pain really sunk in, but now it's culminated and i can't dwell on it.

i started my accutane treatment three days ago, however. i've done a lot of research, so i know what i'm up against. i'm prepared to fight and hopefully in the end result have considerably more clearer skin. i know my acne will probably get worse before it improves, but i know it'll be worth it.

hope everyone had a nice day.

[CrazySerbian]

Back from 1 week ban. Feels good.

How are my depression awareness thread brahs doing?

[darkninja67]

Back from 1 week ban. Feels good.

How are my depression awareness thread brahs doing?

why the ban??


Morning CS, I am doing ok today. Hope to have the next three days off before starting another hell week hour-wise.
Going to do a lot of riding today and Saturday. Should be heading out soon to clean and work on the bike.

Hope you are good too.

[latebloomingmom]

Back from 1 week ban. Feels good.

How are my depression awareness thread brahs doing?

what did you do
glad you are back again

[latebloomingmom]

why the ban??


Morning CS, I am doing ok today. Hope to have the next three days off before starting another hell week hour-wise.
Going to do a lot of riding today and Saturday. Should be heading out soon to clean and work on the bike.

Hope you are good too.

well now this sounds promising...after three days off I expect to hear a post from you how you were grinning like a fool while tip toeing thru the tulips..singing at top of your lungs and loving life

[War Machine]

Back from 1 week ban. Feels good.

welcome back

How are my depression awareness thread brahs doing?

eh.

Peeps that bought a house before....we had the inspection and there were two issue...1) exposed wire from powerline that needs a conduit pipe put on and 2) electric panel in garage missing the door and needs one put on.

We paid for the inspection, who pays for the repairs? We had our Realtor ask her Realtor for the seller to do it, but her Realtor said it was doubtful. Holy cow, we paid 300 for inspection and the repairs should be less than that! Labor will be the main cost and both could be done in less than an hour!

This is stressing me the hell out! I just want to scream!

[CrazySerbian]

why the ban??


Morning CS, I am doing ok today. Hope to have the next three days off before starting another hell week hour-wise.
Going to do a lot of riding today and Saturday. Should be heading out soon to clean and work on the bike.

Hope you are good too.

Got banned because I talked about the anti-anxiety medication I take and I didn't know it was against the rules. Lesson learned. :P
Glad you're feeling ok Ninja. I'm doing alright but I got a ****ing parking ticket. The second one in two weeks.

what did you do
glad you are back again

Thank you lbm.

welcome back



eh.

Peeps that bought a house before....we had the inspection and there were two issue...1) exposed wire from powerline that needs a conduit pipe put on and 2) electric panel in garage missing the door and needs one put on.

We paid for the inspection, who pays for the repairs? We had our Realtor ask her Realtor for the seller to do it, but her Realtor said it was doubtful. Holy cow, we paid 300 for inspection and the repairs should be less than that! Labor will be the main cost and both could be done in less than an hour!

This is stressing me the hell out! I just want to scream!

Thanks.

That sucks man. Stress is the worst stuff you can deal with for me. Hope it gets better soon man.

[tom626]

Anyone have advice for the physical fatigue that sometimes comes with depression? I feel like I've tried pretty much everything: vitamin D supps, lots of time in the sun, plenty of exercise, consistent 8 hrs/night sleep schedule, quitting caffeine, quitting alcohol. Also been on Wellbutrin for the past year, which helped at first, but not so much lately. I'm a little worried, it only seems to get worse as I get older, and this was the first year that the arrival of spring hasn't seemed to help at all. I only work 40 hrs/wk but it takes every last ounce of my strength just to get through the workweek...no energy left for any kind of social life.

[War Machine]

Got banned because I talked about the anti-anxiety medication I take and I didn't know it was against the rules. Lesson learned. :

we're not allowed to talk about our medication?

or do you mean "medication"

[CrazySerbian]

we're not allowed to talk about our medication?

or do you mean "medication"

Medication as medication prescribed by a doctor. I was surprised to be banned for that to be honest.

[War Machine]

Medication as medication prescribed by a doctor. I was surprised to be banned for that to be honest.

Yeah, thats dumb as hell.

Some mods do silly things sometimes. I wonder what they are thinking.

[darkninja67]

kind of odd for being banned for that as it was legally prescribed.

Anyway, up early, ate like crap yesterday but had a great day off. Hope to continue it today.
Plan on washing the bike, putting a bookcase together for the old lady, eating a lot lighter today, and smoking a good cigar or two.

feeling pretty positive of late which is rare for me. Was not on the Misc much yesterday and it was a needed break. Being outside helps me a lot I am thinking, love the sunlight.

I hope you all are well, and have a great weekend too.

[Beace]

Ugh.... Not that agressive anymore but the vicious circle is round again... back to eating... why? can't tell..Might be because i really dont want to be agressive and eating is my other way out... I fcking hate it because my weight has to do with my past and i really want to leave all the bullsh*t behind me but this way it isnt going to do any good.
Thursday is my birthday.. turning 20... not looking forward to it either...

[latebloomingmom]

kind of odd for being banned for that as it was legally prescribed.

Anyway, up early, ate like crap yesterday but had a great day off. Hope to continue it today.
Plan on washing the bike, putting a bookcase together for the old lady, eating a lot lighter today, and smoking a good cigar or two.

feeling pretty positive of late which is rare for me. Was not on the Misc much yesterday and it was a needed break. Being outside helps me a lot I am thinking, love the sunlight.

I hope you all are well, and have a great weekend too.

well now this sounds almost positive Dark Lord
ya I think sunlight helps a lot..just spent a half hour driving around with radio on and the wind in my hair..
gonna go sit outside in it for a little while soon..

update on my life: got my keys for apt on thursday and took my son to see our new apt after school and he is excited about it..a good day
friday took him to school. one of my nephews was over ..left my new lease agreement in the truck did not want to bring it in house
anyhow my brother took my truck up to gas station to buy cigerrettes and a energy drink and found my folder and read it...sh*t hit the fan..

he came in a whipped it across the room at me while I was up in my room on computer..started screaming at me for going behind his back..for being a bad sister, disloyal backstabbing b*tch..it was not pretty..it was about as bad as I knew it was gonna be which is why I did not tell him before now..

His son asked if I would drive him home so I took him across town and when I got back I could see my brother had already started drinkiing...I went upstairs and backed some clothes and left the house. I called my ex husband and told him to meet me at the school to pick up our son for the weekend. I called my oldest son and told him what was going on and he said mom drive over here now and stay with us.
I am at my son's house now and will stay here til tuesday morning
that is moving day..my ex husband and son will meet us back at the duplex that morning with the trailer and we will get this deed done once and for all.

[darkninja67]

that sucks lbm but it was inevitable your brother was going to find out sooner or later. Hope that the hard part is over. You just need this in the worst way right now. I think it will be a huge positive for you and your son. Hope your brother gets his act together oneday, he has to want to change as you know.


Just checking in, doing a lot of riding and sitting out in the sun. Also been playing basketball with the kids a lot lately. My weight is up big as I ate out last night. Need to get focused this week as I feel I really let myself down a lot this past week. Discipline and focus are the key words this week.

Take care people

[War Machine]

I'm sad today. So much on my mind I just want to say F IT!

LBM...so he is mad that you're there, but gets mad when you leave?