Depression Discussion and Support Thread [srs]

[darkninja67]

o'rly....you plan on eating today Darlk Lord??? Hmmmm?

OEP and a White so far. About to have a black coffee to warm me up.

I want to decrease my intake a lot.

[latebloomingmom]

OEP and a White so far. About to have a black coffee to warm me up.

I want to decrease my intake a lot.

three cups of coffee this morning
some oatmeal
one blue rockstar
now I gotta go make some lunch

decrease your intake of what???
I dont see any food listed

[darkninja67]

three cups of coffee this morning
some oatmeal
one blue rockstar
now I gotta go make some lunch

decrease your intake of what???
I dont see any food listed

I need to stop eating so much on days off. Tomorrow will be a good test. Got the day off.

[latebloomingmom]

I need to stop eating so much on days off. Tomorrow will be a good test. Got the day off.

oooo got the day off
my goodness
well that is a good thing
try not to spend the whole day watching movies..you might not be so tempted to eat

[darkninja67]

oooo got the day off
my goodness
well that is a good thing
try not to spend the whole day watching movies..you might not be so tempted to eat

I will have popcorn and diet iced tea if I watch movies. At least it will not be burgers and pizza.
Yeah I really wanted to sleep in today. Plus I can get stuff done around the house too. Vacuuming is one thing I love.

[Deathstroke]

You love to do house work?

Yardwork is my thing, house work I leave to a better man, or woman I should say, than I. Wife. When I was a kid, it was mom. So been like that my whole life.

I used to contemplate doing sick tricks with my vacuum cleaner but I was young and dumb...all young and dumb teen males go through curious phases like that!

[darkninja67]

You love to do house work?

Yardwork is my thing, house work I leave to a better man, or woman I should say, than I. Wife. When I was a kid, it was mom. So been like that my whole life.

I used to contemplate doing sick tricks with my vacuum cleaner but I was young and dumb...all young and dumb teen males go through curious phases like that!

I like to vacuum. Just cleaned out the beater brush, felt good to go over the carpet again. (srs)

[Deathstroke]

Ah man, you gots to get you some TILES man. Hard tiles FTW. You gottan sweep and mop em sometimes though lol. I been known to beat some carpets in the past.

Yard work is one of those things that I can do and just clear my head for real. I like to mow the lawn or pull weeds and just think to myself about everything.

[darkninja67]

Ah man, you gots to get you some TILES man. Hard tiles FTW. You gottan sweep and mop em sometimes though lol. I been known to beat some carpets in the past.

Yard work is one of those things that I can do and just clear my head for real. I like to mow the lawn or pull weeds and just think to myself about everything.

tiles?? no thank you Deathstroke

I used to clean homes as a side job and scrubbing tiled floors was hell. Paid well but you felt it the next day.

[latebloomingmom]

have I mentioned how much I hate my gmail? everytime I open it all it has in it is a lot of nasty bullsh*t from my soon to be ex husband..and his attorney. I try to not open it or only look at it once a week.
I am a very private person by nature and my email has my first and last name on it
if I choose to give that out to someone it involves a lot of trust on my part

last night I was told to expect an email...so I had that sucker open for at least two hours
nothing
now this tends to aggravate the sh*t outta me
dont say you are gonna do something you got no intention of doing..
I dont like bullsh*t

[darkninja67]

someone needs a coffee

[latebloomingmom]

someone needs a coffee

pfffft...already drank three cups

[latebloomingmom]

money issues have been on my mind for oh the past month or so..living dat poverty life style..like ramen noodle poverty..getting to me. I hate this sh*t..would like to get to the point where the bills are paid each month like clockwork..I dont have to worry anymore..
wonder when that will be..


six month waiting time is up on monday..did I mention this?
yep courtdate for my divorce at 9 am
tomorrow I go to the attorney and see if third time is the charm and they actually have the wording
right on these damn judgement papers..I am so damn tired of meeting with attorneys and my husband...
this whole thing was enough to just about break me at times..thought I was gonna lose my mind..
who knows maybe I did..or maybe I found myself for the first time in a long time

[latebloomingmom]

whew financial aid refund finally showed up in my checking acct.
good thing cause I was down to about five bucks

[darkninja67]

whew financial aid refund finally showed up in my checking acct.
good thing cause I was down to about five bucks

less financial stress is always a good thing. Glad you got the aid.

[bobbydigitaloa]

I am just getting into this now but I really like the thread. I subbed to their YouTube channel. Depression is a rough thing. My ex girl's sister committed suicide at 16 y/o, had 3 friends from high school also take their lives. I have battled with depression on and off throughout the last 12-13 years. Even back to 2012 where my life was at a true low point until I made the transformation (link in my sig) things were very tough. Thank you for posting, man!

[latebloomingmom]

less financial stress is always a good thing. Glad you got the aid.

thanks

I might actually be in a good mood now




which is a rather unusual feeling for me

[darkninja67]

I am just getting into this now but I really like the thread. I subbed to their YouTube channel. Depression is a rough thing. My ex girl's sister committed suicide at 16 y/o, had 3 friends from high school also take their lives. I have battled with depression on and off throughout the last 12-13 years. Even back to 2012 where my life was at a true low point until I made the transformation (link in my sig) things were very tough. Thank you for posting, man!

How are you doing at the present time? Good job on the transformation

thanks

anytime.

Getting sick of the cold right now.

Warm weather inbound though, well at least above freezing.

[bobbydigitaloa]

How are you doing at the present time? Good job on the transformation

Thank you. The transformation is both mental and physical as you can see. Things are great now but it is something that I have to keep in check daily. One thing that has really helped is surrounding myself with good people, getting closer to family and helping people. Whether it's donating funds to the cause threads or helping other board members with their transformations by sharing what worked for me...it's all been good. Also volunteer at a homeless shelter here in Iowa which is a good pick me up as well.

[AFXC1]

Good morning ladies and gents, I hope all of you had a great week!

[latebloomingmom]

Good morning ladies and gents, I hope all of you had a great week!

actually this one turned out pretty good!

[AFXC1]

actually this one turned out pretty good!

Same here, pretty peaceful

[darkninja67]

My week was alright. Looking to relax the next two days though

[AFXC1]

My week was alright. Looking to relax the next two days though

Same here, looking forward to visiting my fiancee's parents today and tomorrow and having some lunch and dinner with them. Kind of like a double date of sorts, he he. Just thankful to God for giving me a great quality of people in my life, and for also giving me the opportunity to find another job. Depression is no fun, and to introduce myself a bit to you guys, I had to deal with depression when I was around 14, and ever since then I once in a while get lapses of sadness, but over time I have learned to cope with it in various ways from discussing it with my fiancee, to just going out for a run.

[latebloomingmom]

Same here, looking forward to visiting my fiancee's parents today and tomorrow and having some lunch and dinner with them. Kind of like a double date of sorts, he he. Just thankful to God for giving me a great quality of people in my life, and for also giving me the opportunity to find another job. Depression is no fun, and to introduce myself a bit to you guys, I had to deal with depression when I was around 14, and ever since then I once in a while get lapses of sadness, but over time I have learned to cope with it in various ways from discussing it with my fiancee, to just going out for a run.

that's great darling we are always looking for ways to cope so share yours if you want to

[SPARTAAAAA]

thanks man. I hope to be at 223 tonight.

nice man. 222 now i see. ive lost around 34lb so far myself
Mental health still giving me the run around. frustrating. ive left heaps of call backs.. :|

[War Machine]

Ran out of my meds 3 days ago and haven't picked up the refill yet.

Feels bad man.

[latebloomingmom]

Ran out of my meds 3 days ago and haven't picked up the refill yet.

Feels bad man.

go get em then hon

[CHOOSE]

Thought I'd throw this in here:



*Kinda triggering*

Considered ending it soo much. I just know that I am better off here. So many people that feel like I do. I fkn hate the world, but I know it can be a good place if you surround yourself with good people.

[chingu]

liked on fb, interesting