As you were aware since the end of last year, I was homeless for 6 months. I used to sleep in my car during the night (being drunk) and having close calls people trying to break in. I Then would hang in a library miscing and looking for work. I was fat and had hit "rock bottom" and was on the verge of suicide (srs)
After a few months of trying so hard. I was doing Catalogue deliveries for $2-3 an hour net. Then found myself selling "Bodybuilding" supplements online for a free tub of protein a month and offering a stable job in a store depending how I went. Talk about struggling. Eventually they screwed me over.
Eventually a friend took me into his home and got me a job as a "labourer" and eventually working as a "Metal Roofer" for still crap pay.
After I got a new job as a "Bartender" (across the road from where i live) And the manager has been giving me training with "Bar Manager" as now I'm doing my Diploma in "management".
I'm just showing my appreciation for all the misc that supported me through a wreck, when I had no one else. When you have nothing going for you, no one will be your friend or want to help you In real life. However when you're doing well, everyone wants to know and hang with you.
Misc and my "300 Spartan Crew" was with me the whole time. And I could not ever forget.
I just wanted to point out boys is that, No matter how crap things might be right now, and don't see the light. Your time will come.
There are "Highs" and "Lows" In life. Sometimes it takes braking point to build you stronger.
Regards BlackHeart.
Pics of poverty time.
In my lancer.
Me as a wreck.
Now this.
My new car
Working
Now in the best shape I've been in my life.
Thanks Reps to all the misc that supported me.
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09-23-2012, 01:12 AM #1
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Thank you Misc For you support when I was homeless.
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Thanks boys. When you having nothing, your car is your only security.
I Used to sleep at a beach carpark. I felt safer, as there were alot more other cars parked around. However on a particular occasion when was asleep in my car, I was woken up by hearing voices near my car. I was shaking and staying "low" with a pocket knife in my hand ready to lunge if they tried to break in. I think after they looked closely, they realised I was in the car, then ran off.
I've been raided/seached by Police a few times, as they thought I was some sort of dealer lol. It's quite scary actually, because you don't know what they might find and use it against you, without realising you have it in the car.
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My family we're the ones that kicked me out. Long story short.. I suffered major depression for 2 years after Losing everything I had (army Career). I didn't leave my room for months (nearly a year) and was afraid to go out in public. All I did was Play "BF3" all night and sleep all day.
I would drive to 7-11 at 1-4 am to get my groceries.
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Really good to hear things turned around well for you. You should be proud man. All the best in the future.
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09-23-2012, 01:54 AM #29
I feel like a bish even writing this after what you've been through.
I went through a divorce a couple of years ago. At the time my son was 9-months old. After a year of fighting in court and about $30k in legal bills, I finally got to see my son (share 50/50 now), who my ex was trying to keep away from me.
About a year ago, I met a girl that was perfect. Smart, funny, intelligent (pursuing the same Doctorate I have). She was always there to make things better when I was having issues with my son. Things were going great until a couple of months ago when she said she loved me but didn't know how to handle that (prior issues in her life make it hard for her to care for people).
Other than my son, she was the only thing I really cared about in life. She could always make me smile no matter how ****ty of a day I was having or problems I was having with my ex. I'd been doing well lately. Going to the gym, trying to work on me. She called last night and wanted to hang out. We did and she stayed the night. Had a great day and everything seemed ok. Couple hours after I dropped her off she called and said she shouldn't have done it because she's not ready to love me the way I love her.
I feel so dumb even worrying about this when you went through what you did. She just messed with my mind so bad. Also, because of the divorce I have a lot of financial issues I can't resolve and have had a real hard time connecting with people as I just assume they will hurt me.Godfather of *Official US Army Thread*
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