Anyone else fully aware they have BDD (Body Dysmorphic Disorder)

[colt.45]

holy shiet bros...


You guys have issues.

The damage has been done.

In my most rational of thoughts, I don't think I will ever fully recover (srs)

[DMere123]

brb see a shirt in a shop, try it on, and cannot even fit, size is far too small

Do exactly the same thing.

I sometimes look in the mirror and ask myself if I even lift.

and if I put in so much time in the kitchen/gym why the fuk would I look like I don't lift...

why do i put myself through this if i'm not greg plitt status yet.

de-motivate myself, binge-eat, feel fat, look in mirror

Oh God what have i done.

Go back to gym and lift.

Same routine for me, only i do the opposite. When im feeling down i find it impossible to get myself to eat.

brb use every reflective surface as a mirror

brb constantly feeling cheekbones & jaw to make sure they are prominent and symmetrical

brb not letting any object touch face

brb visiting doctor if an object does touch face

brb constantly baiting people into telling me I am attractive

brb judging everyones cheekbone & jaw prominence & definition

brb have list memorized of plastic surgery procedures I want done

brb always sucking in cheeks in an attempt to get more defined cheekbones/gaunt cheeks

All are srs. Safe to say misc has destroyed my life.

Do both the bolded.
Never used to worry about my jaw either before joining the misc, now im always feeling it and when im in public i push it out as far as it will go so it looks more defined/larger.

[E77]

-On days I don't train upper body I have to wear a hoodie, sweater, or loose long sleeve cause I feel insecure and small.

Doesn't wearing a hoodie make you look small, as people can't see your mass? They instead see a baggy hoodie? That's how I feel about it anyway,

[DMere123]

Doesn't wearing a hoodie make you look small, as people can't see your mass? They instead see a baggy hoodie? That's how I feel about it anyway,

I NEVER wear loose clothes out in public.

But if im just at home and feeling depressed about my size, i'll chuck on something very loose like a dressing gown or something to cover up.

[Brosidius]

The damage has been done.

In my most rational of thoughts, I don't think I will ever fully recover (srs)

I don't understand your problem...does it all stem from BDD?

Stop overthinking man, stop using the past to dictate your future. Accept that what happened happened and live everyday growing closer to attaining something else for yourself.

So long as you use your past as a crutch you will never move forward. You've been harboring this for so long in your mind that it's become your reality.Shift your thoughts to be more positive.

There is a clean future ahead of you, stop staining it with your past. Live for you, do what you wanna do.

[DMere123]

The damage has been done.

In my most rational of thoughts, I don't think I will ever fully recover (srs)

Yeah i can't see myself ever recovering from my problems entirely.

[RAllmond]

ITT: people who have absolutely nothing going for them in life.

[brent89]

Doesn't wearing a hoodie make you look small, as people can't see your mass? They instead see a baggy hoodie? That's how I feel about it anyway,

It doesn't have to be gigantic. Wear a thinner one that fits normal and with shirts your upper body looks much wider and if you can see the muscles through it people think you must be huge under it.

[Awhat]

Yep, every 2 minutes (probably even more) I'm constantly feeling my jawline at every part,

Looking at it in the mirror at every angle to see if it has changed.

Constantly feeling stomach to see if it feels softer etc

[only4theweak]

Brb can't go out unless clothes are tight
Brb feeling muscles all day to make sure they're still hard/there
Brb freaking the fu*k out when you're biceps feel soft
Brb lose a few pounds due to sickness, feel suicidal



Come on BDD brahs, don't be shy.

Stats: 6'2", 180 lbs

Stats: 6'2", 180 lbs

Stats: 6'2", 180 lbs

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Stats: 6'2", 180 lbs

[E77]

I NEVER wear loose clothes out in public.

But if im just at home and feeling depressed about my size, i'll chuck on something very loose like a dressing gown or something to cover up.

I'm the opposite, I go tighter to look bigger lol.

Also, did you ever find out why you kept throwing up your food? Was it due to BDD or cause pregnant with tapeworms or something?

[DMere123]

ITT: people who have absolutely nothing going for them in life.

Sometimes it feels that way brah, but im just an easily depressed *******.

[LurkerNo45]

[E77]

It doesn't have to be gigantic. Wear a thinner one that fits normal and with shirts your upper body looks much wider and if you can see the muscles through it people think you must be huge under it.

You can see muscles through a hoodie? Photo of what you mean please?

[KyleSty1e]

Checking in brahs. Bodybuilding just sucked me down and now im trying to get out.

[Aftiel]

OP is so right. fuk

[Mvick07]

-Will stay up till 5 am to get my macros cause I feel 10 pounds lighter the next day if I don't.

LOL this is me every day...****ing morning no appetite...binge all night

[Awhat]

brb constantly feeling cheekbones & jaw to make sure they are prominent and symmetrical


brb judging everyones cheekbone & jaw prominence & definition

.

thesex1000


I seriously thought I was the only one who did the bolded, nice to know theres another person who does it also lol notascrazyfeelsgoodman.jpg

[SameSongandDanc]

no matter how much i look in the mirror, its impossible for me to ever really know what i really look like. if i look away from the mirror i dont really have any idea what i look like. is this normal? is that BDD?

[namechange]

this thread is real life...can we make a crew and make an official thread at how we can defeat this serious....its so bad dude, the bicep touching all day long is so real life its terrible...

[Brosidius]

Checking in brahs. Bodybuilding just sucked me down and now im trying to get out.

"Suffer the pain of discipline, or suffer the pain of regret"

[Phaggotbro]

It's all the fkin misc. Before misc, I wasn't aware on half the shet, such as jw proprtion, body type, hiehght, weight...now it is all I think about. FUARKK

[MrJMont9]

Got it too op, FeelsF*ckingHorribleMan.jpg

-Always have to feel muscles every hour to make sure I still have them
-Every time I walk past a mirror I have to look and make sure I still have a jawline
-Never turn sideways while looking in mirror because then I feel like a fatass
-Always have to measure my height every hour to make sure I didn't lose any inches and make sure I'm still 5'11
-Can never wear a tight shirt in public because I feel I'm not "big" enough yet for it
-If I walk past mirror and look small I automatically start working out again

[Multivitaminico]

misc made focus more on my appereance and other peoples appearances

before misc i never realized i have average jaw, now i know fuuuu

at least i have high prominent cheekbones due to native american genetics

but my mandibular muscle is small, even if i flex it

[DMere123]

I'm the opposite, I go tighter to look bigger lol.

Also, did you ever find out why you kept throwing up your food? Was it due to BDD or cause pregnant with tapeworms or something?

Yeah brah, Gastroeso****eal reflux disease. Not life threatening and i just have to take acid reflux tablets to stop the nausea/vomiting. Think a lot of it's to do with anxiety/depression at times though.

[D@K]

So much bonding in this thread :')

[aCb123]

no wonder why the misc is such a negative place.

[DMere123]

Checking in brahs. Bodybuilding just sucked me down and now im trying to get out.

Know that feel brah. Can't live without bodybuilding, can barely live with it.

OP is so right. fuk

this thread is real life...can we make a crew and make an official thread at how we can defeat this serious....its so bad dude, the bicep touching all day long is so real life its terrible...

Good idea brah lets do it

Got it too op, FeelsF*ckingHorribleMan.jpg

-Always have to feel muscles every hour to make sure I still have them
-Every time I walk past a mirror I have to look and make sure I still have a jawline
-Never turn sideways while looking in mirror because then I feel like a fatass
-Always have to measure my height every hour to make sure I didn't lose any inches and make sure I'm still 5'11
-Can never wear a tight shirt in public because I feel I'm not "big" enough yet for it
-If I walk past mirror and look small I automatically start working out again

Here for you brah

[demadio]

Only disorder you all have is psychology student's disease

[Phaggotbro]

Lift heavy, diet hard...look in mirror, feel like I've mad no gains.
Go on a binge, eat shet. after I finish. FEEL LIKE SHET.
Back to lift heavy diet hard...repeat.