So last night I kissed another girl at the bar, my girlfriend was there barely 10 feet away from me with her back turned talking to my friends. It was a huge rush and even though it was only a quick makeout and not sex or anything the excitement was almost too much to handle. I know I should feel bad because this girl adores me and I already lied and fuked up with her once (before we were actually in a relationship) and she basically gave me another chance. I've been faithful the past 3 months and I do care about her, obviously not very much. Even though I've been getting constant sex since we started dating I've felt locked down and my confidence hasn't been nearly as high as it was when I was single and dating multiple women at once. Today, I woke up feeling on top of the world.
Am I a selfish piece of chit? Inb4negs
Actually typing this up now I'm starting to feel guilty lol damnit
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08-03-2012, 04:11 PM #1
Cheated for the first time last night, feel no guilt only excitement (srs)
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08-03-2012, 04:48 PM #2
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08-03-2012, 05:11 PM #3
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08-03-2012, 05:12 PM #4
OP you're an idiot... not even so much because you're playing those childish games, but mostly because you felt the need to come on the internet and brag to people about how good you feel for ****ing over a good girl, it'd be different if she was cheating on you or something.
Every time you tell me how you should've, could've or would've it reminds me how I do, did and will. Your defeatist attitude and lack of willpower pushes me harder to not be like you.
You can call me callous, egotistical, delusional or vain. I am fully aware that I am nowhere near perfect. But despite your detraction's and insults, the fact of the matter is that Im doing what you wish you were, to one day become your complete antithesis.
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08-03-2012, 05:24 PM #5
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08-03-2012, 06:06 PM #7
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08-03-2012, 06:10 PM #8
Untrue depending on where he lives. Here in Canada it wouldnt be an issue.
Anyway as others have said if she is a good girl you're a douche OP and I hope karma hits you hard.
If you want to just mess around with girls for a "rush" be single. There are more than enough sloots out there to make an easy go of it. Don't hurt a good girl. They're beyond rare as it is. You are doing both yourself and all men in general a huge disservice if you risk ruining one and turning her into damaged goods because you were a stupid, inconsiderate, ****gytime kunt. I'd expect this type of disloyalty from a female. Men should have honour.
But if she isnt a good girl w/e. Bish had it coming do what you want lmao.
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08-03-2012, 06:12 PM #9
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08-03-2012, 07:36 PM #16
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Been there, the reality is you desire to be single because you don't have it out of your system and never will until you do it. Dump your gf and live the single life for as long as you need.
I was with my ex from 17-30 and always knew in the back of my mind that I wanted to be single instead. It finally ended 4 years ago, she is happily re-married and I have been the man whore I always wanted to be for the past 4 years.
Be realistic with yourself. Let her go and do your thing until you're actually ready to give a girl everything.
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08-03-2012, 07:41 PM #17
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08-03-2012, 08:29 PM #20
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08-04-2012, 12:29 AM #22
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08-04-2012, 10:27 AM #23
lulz strong negs *******. Deleted my ******** ever since I got a gf. Misc detectives have fuked me in the ass once before never again.
She is a good girl and one of the nicest people I've ever met.
This is my first real gf ever
You're right I don't "deserve" her but what does that word even really mean? The world isn't fair and she has had plenty of "nice" guys aka guys with little game/aesthetics want to date her but she chose to give me another chance after I lied and hurt her the first time knowing what kind of guy I am.
you sound mad
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08-04-2012, 12:08 PM #24
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08-04-2012, 12:16 PM #25
your confidence went through the roof bcause women other than your gf notice you, thus the excitement. If you feel so bad in that relationship("I've felt locked down and my confidence hasn't been nearly as high as it was when I was single and dating multiple women at once") and no guilt when cheating, just be single and enjoy it.
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08-04-2012, 12:19 PM #26
Men are meant to spread the seed it's why we feel excitement for new vagina. We might be able to stop ourselves from actually having sex with other girls, but we will never stop wanting sex with other girls. That's why marraiges end up sexless and boring, because it gets boring. When I cheat I feel excitement too, I feel a little guilty after sex, but it quickly fades, and I want more sex with different girls. Just don't let her find out. What a bish doesn't know won't hurt her.
"Why do people insist on creating things that will inevitably be destroyed? Why do people cling to life, knowing that they must someday die? ...Knowing that none of it will have meant anything once they do?"
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08-04-2012, 12:21 PM #27
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08-04-2012, 01:00 PM #28
yeah its a shame when good girls choose to stay with douchebags. good girls are hard to find and when you do find one shes usually being cheated on by some dude that doesn't give a f*ck about her. they're too loyal and naive so you can't really blame the guy for being an assh*le, you gotta blame her for not finding a better guy.
I guess thats just how the game goes
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08-04-2012, 01:32 PM #29
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08-04-2012, 01:38 PM #30
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