What's under here... and stuff.

[pharty]

BOOMZ!

Love finding out a little more about you For better or for worse.
Your belly is SO tiny! The stretch marks are much much less noticeable now.
SO MUCH!
Awesome.

[llahhsoj]

ooh shiz big fear! I'm not sure I trust those raiser step things very wobbly wrong angle from the boom boom tush and crash... would be one for the books.

So hammies graze the bench like the top part towards the rear or towards the knee?

Towards the knee.

[Boomer29]

Just wait 'til you get your new bewbs! With even less ROM you'll be doing 60-something probably.... not fair!

I will make an effort to go to lockout next time though and see how that goes. in b4 I get 25. lolz.

Leave it works for you. Lets not be crazy now. I was a D prebaby, gods gotta match dat der butt ya know. When I was 5'4" 209 preggy my boobs swole up to size E not fukin kiddin. I brought out my maternity bra the other day to give to a friend that just found out she's preggers as a joke. My whole face fit in one cup. Size giganto cannons do not want again in my life. hmm now they are just empty tube socks. Pobably gonna go for C's doc willing.

BOOMZ!

Love finding out a little more about you For better or for worse.
Your belly is SO tiny! The stretch marks are much much less noticeable now.
SO MUCH!
Awesome.

Thanks P Weezy! I feel like I just got a huge band aid ripped off. Or like taking a nap in kindergarten and a kid pulled off my blankie and my dress was up so you could see my cartoon pannies. (really happened now you know more)

[nvrstopworking]

Leave it works for you. Lets not be crazy now. I was a D prebaby, gods gotta match dat der butt ya know. When I was 5'4" 209 preggy my boobs swole up to size E not fukin kiddin. I brought out my maternity bra the other day to give to a friend that just found out she's preggers as a joke. My whole face fit in one cup. Size giganto cannons do not want again in my life. hmm now they are just empty tube socks. Probably gonna go for C's doc willing.

LOL'd @ bold.

Why wouldn't you go back to D though if that's what you had before?

[Boomer29]

Too big. It's hard to fit the gunz and the boobs in the shirts that are supposed to be my size for everything else. You can sacrifice one or the other though. The arms aren't goin nowheres... So I can now wear a medium if I got the D would most likely have to get larges and then it would look like a parachute in the waist. Plus I have lost a lot of fat on my booteh so I assume it's a lot smaller, pains me to say. So the C's would probably more match it now. Looking back at pictures I was sporting a good amount of cleavage in all of em'. Here recently they've been hidden under my clothes. (classier, more appropriate all that jazz) 'll go for a happy medium. The same thing with jeans if it fits the waist doesn't fit butt and legs and vice versa. SO I have a huge gap in the waist on all my jeans unless I opt for a good stretch. Woes of modern day proportions for women. I might not have a choice though must often they have to go with a size that fills/fits your pocket. We will see what that is and go from there.

[nvrstopworking]

Too big. It's hard to fit the gunz and the boobs in the shirts that are supposed to be my size for everything else. You can sacrifice one or the other though. The arms aren't goin nowheres... So I can now wear a medium if I got the D would most likely have to get larges and then it would look like a parachute in the waist. Plus I have lost a lot of fat on my booteh so I assume it's a lot smaller, pains me to say. So the C's would probably more match it now. Looking back at pictures I was sporting a good amount of cleavage in all of em'. Here recently they've been hidden under my clothes. (classier, more appropriate all that jazz) 'll go for a happy medium. The same thing with jeans if it fits the waist doesn't fit butt and legs and vice versa. SO I have a huge gap in the waist on all my jeans unless I opt for a good stretch. Woes of modern day proportions for women. I might not have a choice though must often they have to go with a size that fills/fits your pocket. We will see what that is and go from there.

LOL.. yep... it's an Amazon journal alright!

Makes sense.

[pharty]

LOL.. yep... it's an Amazon journal alright!

Makes sense.

It's frustrating.
Those celebs with giant bewbs and tiny waists are wearing custom clothes or somethin'. I had D+ after babies and shirts never ever fit right in the waist.
And now that my traps and shoulders are bigger? I'll have to post a pic of this dress I tried on and could barely get back off because it was too tight up there but fine everywhere else.
Annoying.

[Boomer29]

Yes they need a clothing line for girlswithmuscles.com HA plugged that in there, my oh so visited site. It only gets worse P.

[nvrstopworking]

It's frustrating.
Those celebs with giant bewbs and tiny waists are wearing custom clothes or somethin'. I had D+ after babies and shirts never ever fit right in the waist.
And now that my traps and shoulders are bigger? I'll have to post a pic of this dress I tried on and could barely get back off because it was too tight up there but fine everywhere else.
Annoying.

Ding-ding-ding... winnar.

Pretty sure that ALL of those gals you see on the red carpet have their stuff tailor-made.

Hmmm..... could be a market for "Amazon Wear". Maybe you gals need to tell CharlieC? Ha!

[Boomer29]

Those celebs with giant bewbs and tiny waists are wearing custom clothes or somethin'.
Annoying.

Bishes

I've thought about it, I'm sure cc is more qualified

[swooshie]

Too big. It's hard to fit the gunz and the boobs in the shirts that are supposed to be my size for everything else. You can sacrifice one or the other though. The arms aren't goin nowheres... So I can now wear a medium if I got the D would most likely have to get larges and then it would look like a parachute in the waist. Plus I have lost a lot of fat on my booteh so I assume it's a lot smaller, pains me to say. So the C's would probably more match it now. Looking back at pictures I was sporting a good amount of cleavage in all of em'. Here recently they've been hidden under my clothes. (classier, more appropriate all that jazz) 'll go for a happy medium. The same thing with jeans if it fits the waist doesn't fit butt and legs and vice versa. SO I have a huge gap in the waist on all my jeans unless I opt for a good stretch. Woes of modern day proportions for women. I might not have a choice though must often they have to go with a size that fills/fits your pocket. We will see what that is and go from there.

I don't have any problem finding clothes that fit. My gunz aren't the crushers that yours are but (here we go)..... I'm a 34 DD and a medium tee fits perfectly on me. I wear a size 2 or 4 in pants and jeans so I'm pretty tiny, but the bewbs are just perfect IMO

[tina722]

awesome story! and super impressed with your progress and dedication.

i tried those handstand pushups - much harder than you're leading everyone to believe.

[Boomer29]

I don't have any problem finding clothes that fit. My gunz aren't the crushers that yours are but (here we go)..... I'm a 34 DD and a medium tee fits perfectly on me. I wear a size 2 or 4 in pants and jeans so I'm pretty tiny, but the bewbs are just perfect IMO

Yowza dress shirts dresses too? You must not be very broad shoulder to shoulder.

[pharty]

Yowza dress shirts dresses too? You must not be very broad shoulder to shoulder.

That's my "issue"...I've always had broad shoulders even at 102#.

[llahhsoj]

I don't have any problem finding clothes that fit. My gunz aren't the crushers that yours are but (here we go)..... I'm a 34 DD and a medium tee fits perfectly on me. I wear a size 2 or 4 in pants and jeans so I'm pretty tiny, but the bewbs are just perfect IMO

I do. I almost always have to get pants shortened. Usually large Ts fit me body wise, but length wise, usually too long and huge at the waist.

[Boomer29]

Swoosh could be a celebrity!

[Boomer29]

awesome story! and super impressed with your progress and dedication.

i tried those handstand pushups - much harder than you're leading everyone to believe.

thank you! Really?! on the handstand pushups are you looking straight ahead or at the ground. I have to look at the ground in between my hands or lose my handstand.

[dreahere]

I don't have any problem finding clothes that fit. My gunz aren't the crushers that yours are but (here we go)..... I'm a 34 DD and a medium tee fits perfectly on me. I wear a size 2 or 4 in pants and jeans so I'm pretty tiny, but the bewbs are just perfect IMO

Yowza dress shirts dresses too? You must not be very broad shoulder to shoulder.

That's why I have no problem fitting into shirts. I have such a small frame naturally through the shoulders and back that it's taken me oh-so-much lifting to get shoulders and lats that even look like an average person's.

i tried those handstand pushups - much harder than you're leading everyone to believe.

I went to a different gym today b/c of the holiday (journal story forthcoming!) and there was a guy doing these. I was pretty impressed.

[newbeginning828]

Another new avi! lookin damn good Boomz! yes, jelly
Hiiii

[tina722]

thank you! Really?! on the handstand pushups are you looking straight ahead or at the ground. I have to look at the ground in between my hands or lose my handstand.

i was looking straight ahead - i'll try looking down more next time. i put the video in my log - kinda looks like I'm doing elbow bends, but i was a little scared to try to go deeper. hopefully it'll get easier with more practice.

[serinebean]

Ok, woah! Too much went on while I was away!!

First, thank you for sharing your story. You really radiate a sort of confidence and strength that I am really drawn to. You are someone I look up to in that sense. I would give so much to have less issues with my body - what you have is special. Even if you arent 100% happy as you are, you dont dwell in it, and power on. Just very cool to see, especially in a woman. Thank gawd for that - its the kind of change I hope to inspire in women that I may have the honor of training in the future.

I got 99 problems but bewbs aint one. I did try on one of those 'add 2 cup sizes' bras on, and I just look ridiculous. I dont look like me. I do get teased now and then about getting implants, but I really dont like the idea of it. Theyd get in the way of my OLY lifts lol! I have a hell of a time finding clothes too. Im 43'' around my shoulders, flat chested, a good donk, and quads/calves that dont fit into most jean cuts lol. I do hope that you are able to get the work done, and to feel more comfortable in your own skin.

You do need a lower box. Such an awesome addition to squat time!!!!

ps. Dip master....wowza!!!!!

[thehobbes]

Wow so much going on in here, something about giant bewbs not fitting in your clothes and Spongebob Squarepants undies.

Here's the link I don't think they specified americans only. So when you beat me you can snatch up some free goods, because there is no way I'm squatting again today.

http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showth...hp?t=147569863

Damn, how did I miss this?! I try to check that section every couple of days for fun stuff like that. BW squats at the time woulda been like 175lbs lulz, ah I could knock out enough to make it interesting I'm sure.

Yowza dress shirts dresses too? You must not be very broad shoulder to shoulder.

Holy fark you guise, I feel your pain, I get so mad shopping for NICE shirts, things you could wear to meetings/nice dinners. I find a lot of stuff I really like but da armz don't fit at all, srs, they're all tight in the back and traps too so even if I could butter my chest up and slide the thing on I wouldn't be able to move my arms without ripping the shirt apart! Looks ridiculous even when I try to get away with wearing a women's golf shirt. And this is why I walk around in free supplement company t-shirts 99% of the time.

[swooshie]

Yowza dress shirts dresses too? You must not be very broad shoulder to shoulder.

Pretty much everything fits....even button down dress shirts. Some sweaters are a bit, um "out there" .. but really I'm pretty puny every place else. Not to sound "all that" but everything is very well proportioned ... even the twins, I think, look just right. Sports bras are a whole different story though. I have to buy the ones that come in cup sizes, not S,M,L . Champion makes a nice sports bra that comes in regular bra sizes. They don't have DD ( and I'm a full DD), so I have to wear a 34D and those babies are high and mighty in the gym

Swoosh could be a celebrity!

How do you know that I'm not

[Boomer29]

Another new avi! lookin damn good Boomz! yes, jelly
Hiiii

Hey NB thanks glad you're back!

i was looking straight ahead - i'll try looking down more next time. i put the video in my log - kinda looks like I'm doing elbow bends, but i was a little scared to try to go deeper. hopefully it'll get easier with more practice.

I will check it out.

Ok, woah! Too much went on while I was away!!

First, thank you for sharing your story. You really radiate a sort of confidence and strength that I am really drawn to. You are someone I look up to in that sense. I would give so much to have less issues with my body - what you have is special. Even if you arent 100% happy as you are, you dont dwell in it, and power on. Just very cool to see, especially in a woman. Thank gawd for that - its the kind of change I hope to inspire in women that I may have the honor of training in the future.

I got 99 problems but bewbs aint one. I did try on one of those 'add 2 cup sizes' bras on, and I just look ridiculous. I dont look like me. I do get teased now and then about getting implants, but I really dont like the idea of it. Theyd get in the way of my OLY lifts lol! I have a hell of a time finding clothes too. Im 43'' around my shoulders, flat chested, a good donk, and quads/calves that dont fit into most jean cuts lol. I do hope that you are able to get the work done, and to feel more comfortable in your own skin.

You do need a lower box. Such an awesome addition to squat time!!!!

ps. Dip master....wowza!!!!!

Thanks beans! Lower box is on the agenda. I'd be fine with lil perky boobs. But unfortunately when you have hooge ones then go down to nothing ones you are left with empty tube socks. Has to be fixed. Plus breast cancer runs in my family gooma (grandma) beat it twice so I think I'm gonna have them scrape out everything while I'm there. Wanna be around along time.

Damn, how did I miss this?! I try to check that section every couple of days for fun stuff like that. BW squats at the time woulda been like 175lbs lulz, ah I could knock out enough to make it interesting I'm sure.


I find a lot of stuff I really like but da armz don't fit at all, srs, they're all tight in the back and traps too so even if I could butter my chest up and slide the thing on I wouldn't be able to move my arms without ripping the shirt apart! Looks ridiculous even when I try to get away with wearing a women's golf shirt. And this is why I walk around in free supplement company t-shirts 99% of the time.

Sizes are so f'd up these days for most of us. Exactly how I feel. I do have a couple shirts that I have ripped in the arms of back and had to throw away (only dressy ones) which really pisses me off because they are more expensive. I don't have a problem with the golf shirts though. BW squat challenge shoulda done it there was one other entry besides gobz and I. She did 5 so I did 13 thinking I'd be good and Gobz did like 25 lol.

Pretty much everything fits....even button down dress shirts. Some sweaters are a bit, um "out there" .. but really I'm pretty puny every place else. Not to sound "all that" but everything is very well proportioned ... even the twins, I think, look just right. Sports bras are a whole different story though. I have to buy the ones that come in cup sizes, not S,M,L . Champion makes a nice sports bra that comes in regular bra sizes. They don't have DD ( and I'm a full DD), so I have to wear a 34D and those babies are high and mighty in the gym
How do you know that I'm not

I guess I guess I'm glad it's not a conspiracy and they fit some people.

Okay folks so I'm a lil down this evening. We went to olive garden for lunch yea! We waited an hour and a half for hubbys food no joke til we said we outtie! Good thing the baby and I got soup and salad. Anyway.... moved the babies room to the other side of the house and he got his big boy bed! Packed away alot of his baby clothes that he outgrew. While I was at it went ahead and did my closest, I have no earthly clue why this made me so emotional. I got rid of all of my fattier clothes and srsly half my closet is empty. I guess maybe because I had to try things on to see if they fit and couldn't believe how big I was anyway don't know why I would care about that. I looked at hubz with my fatty pants and was like srs I was this big? He said well I didn't think you were at the time then when I look at pictures now, yea you were kinda bigger. Thanks! So should be happy but after a couple glasses of wine, always screws up my head, feel a lil basket casey. Sure I'll be better in the morning. Would have been a really good day to go to the gym after all that but closed so I resort to my wine and dark chocolate covered almonds. Til I walk into my nakey closet in the morning. Happy I guess there could be worse things...

[nvrstopworking]

Gonna post this here again just to remind you of how damn bad-azz you are....



Fuk the past.... it's just that... the past. You've busted your ass to improve yourself and you've learned from your mistakes. Rejoice in the fact that you're doinitrite.jpg and be proud!

Cuz you know we're proud of YOU!

[Boomer29]

Thanks at least you now how to do it right. Appeciate it really. This is usually how I look at everything. Love him but somehow he always has a way of making me feel worse... That's probably my own deal more than his. Im gonna shud up now. Wierd how we all have this random thing that connects us that makes us all get each other. I'm pobably gonna read this tomorrow and be like WTF who attacked my journal lulz.

[swooshie]

Thanks at least you now how to do it right. Appeciate it really. This is usually how I look at everything. Love him but somehow he always has a way of making me feel worse... That's probably my own deal more than his. Im gonna shud up now. Wierd how we all have this random thing that connects us that makes us all get each other. I'm pobably gonna read this tomorrow and be like WTF who attacked my journal lulz.

Awe, Boom It's kind of an old saying, but something I try to keep in mind is "you can't control what people say or do, you can only control how you react to it" It's hard to go through the things you've gone through, plus transformed your body, but I think sometimes it's even harder to move past the insecurities that surround it all. I've had a frickin horrendous last two years...stuff that would crush some people, but I have to just keep moving forward. Some days I can only get an inch ahead, some days I get far ahead, and some days I'm pushed way back. One thing I have had to work through is that I can't control every situation. I can't control decisions other people make, but I can control how it affects me and how I choose to react to it.

I get a lot more out of lifting then improving my body. It clears my mind and relieves a lot of stress. I did keep one pair of my "fat" pants just to remind myself that I never, ever want to go back to that place. They literally fall off of me. When I see pictures of the "before" me it's so embarrassing, but people who knew me then are always telling me they never thought I was fat. We should listen more to the positive things people who care about us say about us. All of us in here are amazing people. Look at how hard we work, how much we support each other, and how determined we are. Not too many people can say they do half of that.

You're awesome....and beautiful

[metalmullisha]

One helluva transformation BOOM!

Until I saw your pics from 2009, I would have never guessed you had ever been that big. Big time loss, just goes to show you what a little hard work and dedication can do.

[gobbles23]

Aww, you're silly! Everytime I throw away myself I think- it's a great opportunity to go buy more! And that always cheers me up! That's a moment you should be rejoicing!

[slobey]

While I was at it went ahead and did my closest, I have no earthly clue why this made me so emotional. I got rid of all of my fattier clothes and srsly half my closet is empty. I guess maybe because I had to try things on to see if they fit and couldn't believe how big I was

chances are in that moment, you were reliving the days when you were a bigger size. How you thought and how you felt. Not to mention, all the hours you put in getting you to where you are now. Lets face it, this hobby, this lifestyle is very hard work.