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Thread: Confessions
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01-08-2013, 02:09 PM #1831
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01-08-2013, 02:16 PM #1833
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"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." ~Philippians 4:13
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined." ~Henry David Thoreau
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"Taking chances...in fitness and in life"
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=150926823
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01-08-2013, 02:21 PM #1834
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01-08-2013, 03:40 PM #1835
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01-08-2013, 04:05 PM #1836
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01-08-2013, 04:25 PM #1838
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Soooooo, there are a LOT of us hooked on Shahs. Is it thread worthy? LOL
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." ~Philippians 4:13
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined." ~Henry David Thoreau
#wwbfd...What Would Bella Falconi Do?
"Taking chances...in fitness and in life"
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=150926823
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01-08-2013, 04:27 PM #1839
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01-08-2013, 05:15 PM #1840
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"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." ~Philippians 4:13
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined." ~Henry David Thoreau
#wwbfd...What Would Bella Falconi Do?
"Taking chances...in fitness and in life"
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=150926823
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01-09-2013, 08:11 AM #1841
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I am a Bravo TV junkie. Real housewives... i've seen them all. being on maternity leave has it's perks! Walked into Macys for after Christmas sale and saw a poster with Cynthia Bailey on it... i told my mom "OMG Its Cynthia! I know her" Mom says "No way... thats so cool. is she that pretty in real life?" LOL. oops. "Oh.... I don't know... shes on my one of my 'shows' mom" ::momscours:: ha! If the TV is on at my house... its either on Bravo or whatever channel has Law & Order playing
I secretly look forward to breastfeeding in public just so i can give shi*** looks back to anyone giving them to me! HA! My bby girl is fat and HEALTHY! neener neener!
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01-09-2013, 08:28 AM #1842
rofl was at the playground with my boy in the mall
saw this chick breast feedig, was very disgusted
considering that her tittays were down to her knees literally, and she weighed more then me, she just plopls that big ol tit out and sticks it in kids mouth, fat little boy must have been at least 2 years old lol
oh noooooooooooooo my son was dad, ewwwwwww whats that lady doing lolEX YU Mafia #1 ----Cant Touch Us----
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01-09-2013, 08:31 AM #1843
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01-09-2013, 08:35 AM #1844
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01-09-2013, 08:36 AM #1845
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01-11-2013, 06:19 AM #1846
Hi all! (semi-long)
Been a while - busy with new job and girl and all that. Speaking of girl, I got a confession/advice/comments I seek from you all . (no pics for respect, but some have seen her )
Everything has been amazing with this girl, her attitude, ability to hold conversation, she cooks, waaayyy hott, best sex i've had (srs. no lie), been snowboarding, traveling, hanging with friends, and creating good memories. Basically everything matches up and never have I had so much in common with a partner before, not even my ex-wife kinda sad looking back.
Well last week reality came in, she found out her ex got engaged and completely broke down. She came over and told me, stayed the night. I knew the boat had been rocked at this point. She was married to him for 5 yrs and got divorced 2 1/2 years ago. then over a year ago, they tried to work it out again and failed again. Yet she still cares/loves him...
From the beginning I told her I was interested in the Air Force/Military and I might try to join some day. She is against it because she doesn't want that lifestyle (again). Well the opportunity has come and it seems I am now going to have break up with her. She told me that her ex is #1 in her heart and I am #2, ouch... If I stay she wants to be with me still but if I decide to pursue the Air Force we are done.
How I feel is that if there was only me in her heart then I would wait, talk more and put more thought into it. But sticking around in the hopes and chance that she gets over her ex to be with me, does not seem like a logical gamble/risk to take. I guess I am more or less writing this to vent a little and really know what I need/want to do. It just sucks soooooo much and before all of this happened it was like a fairy tale and I never thought I would be so compatible with someone. Good things come to an end? There are plenty of fish in the sea, bla bla bla, heard it all before been through relationships and a divorce. This one just really sucks, right now at least ... I suppose one thing I can take from this is I now know what I want in a life partner even more. I have grown.
Cheers!
-Nelly"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Will Durant
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure." - Marianne Williamson
"The only guarantee in life is death, live a life worth dying for." - Me
"He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Samuel Johnson
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01-11-2013, 07:11 AM #1847
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Hey there, Nelly...good to see ya, sir!
Sorry for the crappy situation you are in. But, like you said, you already know what you need/want to do.
Deal breaker #1
She told me that her ex is #1 in her heart and I am #2
Do NOT settle for someone who does not put YOU and your happiness first.
Deal breaker #2
if I decide to pursue the Air Force we are done
Ultimatums are bad.
I suppose one thing I can take from this is I now know what I want in a life partner even more. I have grown.
This is exactly right. Your girl is out there, dude. Appreciate all your experiences along the way to finding her."I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." ~Philippians 4:13
"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined." ~Henry David Thoreau
#wwbfd...What Would Bella Falconi Do?
"Taking chances...in fitness and in life"
http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=150926823
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01-11-2013, 07:16 AM #1848"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Will Durant
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure." - Marianne Williamson
"The only guarantee in life is death, live a life worth dying for." - Me
"He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Samuel Johnson
"It's not over UNTIL I WIN!" - John-leslie Brown (Son of Les Brown)
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01-11-2013, 07:18 AM #1849
Nelly good to see you bro.
If my woman even mentioned her ex and said that he was in her heart at all I would drop her like a bad habit. Even if he was in the 100th place, let alone #1. What the fuk is she thinking talking like that, what are you just a back up plan, who is #3 and 4 etc etc etc.
Drop her now and save your self the headache. Take care of you and do what you want, not what she wants, if you think about it, she is no one in your life now but someone you have sex with, and there are plenty of women like her anywhere you go to have sex with.
You are number one for yourself, remember that, and take care of yourself, never ever let a woman influence what you plan to do with your life. Are you serious now man, do you need to be slapped across the head and told to put you pants back on.
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How do you get divorced, and get hung up on a woman again bro, what the fuk man you should have 5 girl-friends like her by now telling them the same thing and having some fun.
Come on bro.EX YU Mafia #1 ----Cant Touch Us----
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Its not important what they say behind my back, what is Important is whether they stop talking and look down when I turn around.
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01-11-2013, 07:26 AM #1850
Good to see you to,
Yea you are %100 correct. She just had a lot to offer and there were plenty of good memories. Just hard to let go sometimes, if she wasn't so amazing I would have already dropped her like a bad habit no problem. But this is MY life and I've been down that path before, never again."We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Will Durant
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure." - Marianne Williamson
"The only guarantee in life is death, live a life worth dying for." - Me
"He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Samuel Johnson
"It's not over UNTIL I WIN!" - John-leslie Brown (Son of Les Brown)
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01-11-2013, 07:30 AM #1851
No bro dont want to be the bearer of bad news, she is not amazing, I am being real here with you man, I post a lot of bs on here but Ill give it to you straight. Go bang some more women, and youll find out that she isnt any better then most, especially if she is putting another man in front of you. You just got out of a divorce, you may not admit it but you are easily influenced by a woman, any woman that is decent looking and can cook, take your time man, go on more dates, date more women, and have some fun. You are still young my man, very young, amazing women dont come around that easy and mention their exes like that, and flame suit on, if she was that amazing she wouldnt be divorced.
EX YU Mafia #1 ----Cant Touch Us----
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Its not important what they say behind my back, what is Important is whether they stop talking and look down when I turn around.
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01-11-2013, 07:37 AM #1852"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Will Durant
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure." - Marianne Williamson
"The only guarantee in life is death, live a life worth dying for." - Me
"He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Samuel Johnson
"It's not over UNTIL I WIN!" - John-leslie Brown (Son of Les Brown)
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01-11-2013, 07:50 AM #1853
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01-12-2013, 10:31 PM #1854
Update on my earlier confession: (need to vent/speak to you all)
Spoke with her yesterday and broke things off. I told her that I want to be with her but I am not going to stick around being #2 with the chance and hopes that some day I will be #1. She said there was nothing else to talk about and I left her place.
My buddy is back in town for a bit from his deployment so I went out and got a lil yucky. About midnight I noticed I had a missed call from her. Well I'd been drinking and called her back probably not a good idea. She said that she wanted to come over to my place and talk. I eventually make it back to my place and she heads over. She comes in and we get physical immediately and leads up to the usual, probably not a good idea again.
We start talking and she says that I am making the right choice and that it is just hard because she loves me still and cares about me. I then tell her that I would be with her if I was the only one and had no worries because I said, what if we stick together and months, years who knows comes down the road and her ex wants to try again that she would probably leave me to be with him. She said that is probably true.
She ends up staying over and in the morning we did the usual and then spoke again. I really care about this girl but I am not going to be in a relationship with her. She knows this but for some reason I/we want to keep in contact and things.
All of my previous relationships I had no problem leaving, moving on and completely cutting all contact with no issue immediately. But I can't with this girl, I just can't. She said the same thing with previous people she had been with since her ex she had no problem cutting out of her life. I am also writing this right now because I miss her to be honest. I know with time and distance it will get better, it just sucks and is hard. I am staying busy and its not like I am sitting around my place moping around all day. Also why do I feel this way when I know that she feels more for another man. Love sucks fem misc. at times, it makes me feel this way when logically thinking about it and even re-reading this I am thinking da fuq brah?
Thanks for listening to me ramble, yet again ."We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit." -Will Durant
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure." - Marianne Williamson
"The only guarantee in life is death, live a life worth dying for." - Me
"He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Samuel Johnson
"It's not over UNTIL I WIN!" - John-leslie Brown (Son of Les Brown)
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01-12-2013, 10:46 PM #1855
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01-13-2013, 09:24 AM #1856
You'll get past this part. I don't want to sound rude, but if you stop sleeping with her it'll help. I'm going through a similar thing with a recent break up (hard to get over it, battling keep seeing him, etc.) and finally had to just cut all ties. It stings a bit, but I know it's the only way to move on.
Sorry you're in this place
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01-13-2013, 09:33 AM #1857
Haven't spotted this thread before... in for confession time!
I have a MASSIVE phobia of:
Snakes - yet I'm always intrigued. I once went on a run and saw a rattler scurry up the side of a slope from the middle of the trail. I have never run back the other way so fast. I always have this horrible fear of being in a lake at the same time as a snake. I always go running on trails and I get seriously scared as soon as I think about the number of snakes that could be lurking in the bushes waiting to pounce.
Vomit/Sick/people being sick/feeling sick/being sick - I got chucked up upon in school assembly when I was in 2nd grade. Since then I have this horrendous phobia of sick. The smell. The sound of people hurling. URGH. I also hate being sick so I don't drink much alcohol to prevent me from getting to that state. I was on a long haul flight and a girl near me chucked up and I couldn't sleep for the whole flight (11hrs!!) incase she chucked up again. I hate flying long haul for that reason or sitting near kids/non-frequent flyers. Worst bit was she chucked up in a see through ziplock bag and just left it on the floor by her seat. Nice. This is my worst phobia. I'm 28 and haven't got over it!!!
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01-14-2013, 09:17 AM #1858
Nelly Ill give you advice brah and the only advice you need.
Cant miss her if you have 4 more like her that come over and bang you every other day. Best way to get over a woman is to get on top of another woman.
Wakechica
Snakes cant stand snakes, the only thing I fear in my life, little one makes me scream like a girl.EX YU Mafia #1 ----Cant Touch Us----
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Its not important what they say behind my back, what is Important is whether they stop talking and look down when I turn around.
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01-15-2013, 02:03 PM #1859
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01-15-2013, 02:40 PM #1860
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