Generally not the one to complain to a forum about my problems but I guess it's too late for that.
Regardless somehow I didn't realize I was a solid 1/10 for many years ... and somehow I still managed to friend zone many bishes and enjoy life. Over the years I started realizing flaws ... big nose, long face, baggy eyes, alien head, etc. In 8th grade I got in a situation where I accidently slapped a girl in the vag and someone spread a rumor I was a sex offender followed by me getting punched in the face in front of everyone. Officially thought I was at rock bottom but it got worse. Freshmen year my best ****ing friend is forced to move and I have to result to talking to people i'm not too fond of because everyone else thought I was a loser ... slowly this kid thinks we're best friends. Long story short he calls me pickle nose in front of everyone everyday and won't stop (contain your laughter). At this point various people are bringing me down daily and I don't know what to do. I'm depressed beyond belief and I try and laugh off the insults but it truly feels awful. Oh and I forgot to mention I developed terrible acne on my chest/back/face during this freshmen year and people call me pizza.
-was unaware of faults and lived life happily reasonably popular
-at first didn't know I was ugly but slowly reality crept up on me (self esteem beginning self destruct)
-accidently vag slapped girl and rumor spread i was a sex offender
-got punched in the face by someone i thought was my friend (self esteem dropping dangerously fast at this point)
-only friend moves and i'm forced to hang out with ***gots
-get made fun of everyday in front of everyone and everyone thinks it's hilarious
-develop terrible acne everywhere causing more reasons to be made fun of
-all girls think i'm sex offender **** up creepy ***got and i cant stand being this ugly
More likely than not i'm wasting my time but maybe someone can make my day. Would post pics of face but if anyone I knew saw it I could never live it down.