You can't leave us hanging and not mention what you made...
Did you cook it in a Dutch oven? Those things are great, if you haven't got one you really should....maybe get LBM to give you a Dutch oven for Christmas
Never heard of one, is that like a crockpot?? Will have to google it. I am making homemade chicken soup. My family raves about it, because it's not like those weak a*s soups you normally get, it's nice and hardy full of flavor, veggies, chicken and noodles. Plus homemade bread. Will post pics in our Food Journal tonight
Originally Posted by Goliath27
Just finished writing a Will and a Trust for class and I have to say.......... I will copy+paste this for the rest of my ****ing life.
Anyone need a free Will? lol srs
VA - You thought you were her stalker? Sounds like she's stalking you bud.
Yes please send me a copy I need a new will desperately.
Originally Posted by VAPump
Yea I need a will. Mine is outdated.
Everybody be stalkin me! :hides:
Sorry couldn't resist <3
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Originally Posted by VAPump
Yea I need a will. Mine is outdated.
Everybody be stalkin me! :hides:
Originally Posted by Trinity1216
Never heard of one, is that like a crockpot?? Will have to google it. I am making homemade chicken soup. My family raves about it, because it's not like those weak a*s soups you normally get, it's nice and hardy full of flavor, veggies, chicken and noodles. Plus homemade bread. Will post pics in our Food Journal tonight
Yes please send me a copy I need a new will desperately.
Sorry couldn't resist <3
Originally Posted by Dirk__Diggler
Yes sir!
Damn, everyone here actually needs a Will?
I'll upload the one I wrote up for class after I highlight all of the stuff you can edit and change for yourself.
edit: Trin, that song is a long time favorite of mine. MJ owns the chorus!!!!!
edit2: here is a link to the mock will I did for class. The names in the will are all fake obviously, so it is free to share. But if you really need a will I'll have to get one for your respective states and laws, or at least edit the one I have to suit.
Decleration: I am not an attorney and am not acting in the powers of an attorney of any State. You should still consult with an attorney regarding your probate and estate matters and this is just an informal stock will, not an actual will drafted by me, for you. I bear no responsibilities or liabilities.
I'll upload the one I wrote up for class after I highlight all of the stuff you can edit and change for yourself.
edit: Trin, that song is a long time favorite of mine. MJ owns the chorus!!!!!
edit2: here is a link to the mock will I did for class. The names in the will are all fake obviously, so it is free to share. But if you really need a will I'll have to get one for your respective states and laws, or at least edit the one I have to suit.
Decleration: I am not an attorney and am not acting in the powers of an attorney of any State. You should still consult with an attorney regarding your probate and estate matters and this is just an informal stock will, not an actual will drafted by me, for you. I bear no responsibilities or liabilities.
and yes, pro bono
Thank you!!!
And btw you already sound like a lawyer
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Hey fellow abusers, who is interested in running a supp log? You get free supplements to try and log. I am currently running my iForce log so I can't. I promised I would pass it along
Hey fellow abusers, who is interested in running a supp log? You get free supplements to try and log. I am currently running my iForce log so I can't. I promised I would pass it along
Any new resolutions for 2013? I have one. It's very personal and a bit long-winded, I'd love to share it with you; but, won't if you don't want to read it.
Any new resolutions for 2013? I have one. It's very personal and a bit long-winded, I'd love to share it with you; but, won't if you don't want to read it.
Of course you can share it if you feel comfortable sharing personal info on here. I am leaving for the city but will be back this afternoon and will def. read. Have a great day Buckeye!
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Of course you can share it if you feel comfortable sharing personal info on here. I am leaving for the city but will be back this afternoon and will def. read. Have a great day Buckeye!
Thank you Trin. It really means a lot to me to have this support system. Here goes, love you guys:
Goal 2013 – Get Whole
My only goal is to get clean, healthy and happy—whole. My addict brain always finds a way to say, “Hey, you’re clean now, one won’t hurt.” And opportunities just seem to afford themselves, and I get off track; my mind goes into this work/life/taking advantage mode instead of focusing on my spirituality and becoming whole again.
I know we’re all dying—from that first breath. That’s life. And at times, we have no choice in the matter. In the past two-three years, I’ve been killing myself, and by choice. I’ve always lived my life that way, choice—my way.
However, I marched into those choices without knowing I’d already started killing myself. I’d end each day with a prayer and proceed to start using mood altering chemicals to hide the fact that I was scared and felt abandoned. Pride led me to this point in my life. I felt untouchable—nothing was going to ever harm me. Not feeling alone and afraid; and surely I was destined for something that helped make a difference in someone else’s life.
Everything in my life felt planned out. I did everything I was supposed to do. Worked hard, played hard—but something was always missing. An emptiness that was in the pit of my gut—always feeling I was missing out on something. My brain wasn’t processing that I was already sick. I had been so blessed in everything.
This emptiness led to depression, at times. And I would always just tell myself to, “Man up; be a man.” And I would do so, accomplishing a lot for someone at a my age. None of that seemed to matter; I was never diagnosed with anything outside of a normal cold.
I dabbled with drugs as a youngster, and 6 years ago I discovered Xanax. It changed my life, forever. I felt “whole.” I started to use it more frequently—and it was awesome. It was like that hole in my gut was filled. And once I finished college (late starter, US Army prior), I had nothing else to fill. The drugs weren’t working anymore, so I began to supplement with alcohol.
One day (snow day), I’m like, “Let’s get a good buzz going and go shovel some snow…” One of the worst decisions I have ever made (and I’ve made plenty). From that day forward, mixing the alcohol and Xanax (8mg bars, at this point), I lost an entire month. I woke up, and it was gone.
This started a large spiral. The chemicals in my brain were altered. I had a life-changing event with my family—and I was completely absent from all of it. I lost major contracts, made mistakes that are unspeakable. Lied, cheated, stole from our accounts. Name it, I did it. Ended up in rehab, which took all of 3 days before I was using again, in the hospital multiple times—and most importantly lost an unborn baby (miscarriage).
Now, my family is still trying to be supportive—but have learned that enabling is not a good thing—although it pangs them. And now my wife of almost 11 years has left.
That hole, now many holes is still in the pit of my gut.
My goal for 2013 is to Get Whole. Mind, body and spirit. I need to live, be healthy and happy, doesn’t matter the cost or time it takes. Starts today.
Thank you Trin. It really means a lot to me to have this support system. Here goes, love you guys:
Goal 2013 – Get Whole
My only goal is to get clean, healthy and happy—whole. My addict brain always finds a way to say, “Hey, you’re clean now, one won’t hurt.” And opportunities just seem to afford themselves, and I get off track; my mind goes into this work/life/taking advantage mode instead of focusing on my spirituality and becoming whole again.
I know we’re all dying—from that first breath. That’s life. And at times, we have no choice in the matter. In the past two-three years, I’ve been killing myself, and by choice. I’ve always lived my life that way, choice—my way.
However, I marched into those choices without knowing I’d already started killing myself. I’d end each day with a prayer and proceed to start using mood altering chemicals to hide the fact that I was scared and felt abandoned. Pride led me to this point in my life. I felt untouchable—nothing was going to ever harm me. Not feeling alone and afraid; and surely I was destined for something that helped make a difference in someone else’s life.
Everything in my life felt planned out. I did everything I was supposed to do. Worked hard, played hard—but something was always missing. An emptiness that was in the pit of my gut—always feeling I was missing out on something. My brain wasn’t processing that I was already sick. I had been so blessed in everything.
This emptiness led to depression, at times. And I would always just tell myself to, “Man up; be a man.” And I would do so, accomplishing a lot for someone at a my age. None of that seemed to matter; I was never diagnosed with anything outside of a normal cold.
I dabbled with drugs as a youngster, and 6 years ago I discovered Xanax. It changed my life, forever. I felt “whole.” I started to use it more frequently—and it was awesome. It was like that hole in my gut was filled. And once I finished college (late starter, US Army prior), I had nothing else to fill. The drugs weren’t working anymore, so I began to supplement with alcohol.
One day (snow day), I’m like, “Let’s get a good buzz going and go shovel some snow…” One of the worst decisions I have ever made (and I’ve made plenty). From that day forward, mixing the alcohol and Xanax (8mg bars, at this point), I lost an entire month. I woke up, and it was gone.
This started a large spiral. The chemicals in my brain were altered. I had a life-changing event with my family—and I was completely absent from all of it. I lost major contracts, made mistakes that are unspeakable. Lied, cheated, stole from our accounts. Name it, I did it. Ended up in rehab, which took all of 3 days before I was using again, in the hospital multiple times—and most importantly lost an unborn baby (miscarriage).
Now, my family is still trying to be supportive—but have learned that enabling is not a good thing—although it pangs them. And now my wife of almost 11 years has left.
That hole, now many holes is still in the pit of my gut.
My goal for 2013 is to Get Whole. Mind, body and spirit. I need to live, be healthy and happy, doesn’t matter the cost or time it takes. Starts today.
notsrs
Sounds like you've been through a lot bucky.
Sorry to hear about your wife...and this might sound full-retard, but hear me out. Based on the stuff you posted ITT months ago about your wife coming home drunk late in the night after getting yucky + being abusive towards you, hitting you etc...that did not sound like a healthy relationship at all. Even to a random phaggot on the internet like myself who knows little of you apart from what you post, it definitely seemed off and strong WTF moments were had, my face was exactly like the bertstare pic when I read the stuff you posted. It sounded like domestic abuse, especially when you were justifying her violence (classic domestic abuse victim behaviour). And yes, domestic abuse goes the other way too, women sometimes do beat on men and usually the men just put up with it...because, well, we're men, we are made to believe that we can and should take the punches in silence.
It probably is for the best that she has left you. You might not think that now, but hey use this as a positive thing...end of a toxic relationship = cutting out negativity in your life = end of a bad phase in your life = clean slate, new start.
It's obviously hard, and harder than any of the 1st world problems I've faced so LOL @ me saying this...but maybe you can finally let go of all the bad $hit you've been holding on to (dem drogz, rehab, miscarriage). Ever thought about the possibility that all the self-proclaimed bad $hit you did (screwing up your contracts/accounts/marriage/everything else) was a reaction to the negativity that was in your life?
Not saying that you aren't responsible for your actions...you are. BUT there's no way in hell that holding on to dat dere past is gonna help you move forward. I know you still have 'holes in the pit of your gut' and enormous guilt...but guess what, we all fukk up. From what you said...you still deserve to be happy and you'll never be happy until you:
1) let go of the guilt
2) genuinely believe that you deserve happiness/what you want in life
3) genuinely believe that you CAN get what you want in life
But that's just like, my opinon man
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Not saying that you aren't responsible for your actions...you are. BUT there's no way in hell that holding on to dat dere past is gonna help you move forward. I know you still have 'holes in the pit of your gut' and enormous guilt...but guess what, we all fukk up. From what you said...you still deserve to be happy and you'll never be happy until you:
1) let go of the guilt
2) genuinely believe that you deserve happiness/what you want in life
3) genuinely believe that you CAN get what you want in life
But that's just like, my opinon man
My wife is a great woman. She's put up with more shi/t than you can imagine. Everyone has their way of dealing, coping, etc. Hers just happens to be Krav Maga sessions after getting a bit tipsy. My post wasn't about her. It was about me and what I want to change about myself. I can check 1, 2 and 3 off your list. I have no regrets. None. My goal is to find that peace, I'm not talking about autonomic body functions (that can be controlled, if trained properly). Just want to shut my eyes and feel whole. At one with everything.
My wife is a great woman. She's put up with more shi/t than you can imagine. Everyone has their way of dealing, coping, etc. Hers just happens to be Krav Maga sessions after getting a bit tipsy. My post wasn't about her. It was about me and what I want to change about myself. I can check 1, 2 and 3 off your list. I have no regrets. None. My goal is to find that peace, I'm not talking about autonomic body functions (that can be controlled, if trained properly). Just want to shut my eyes and feel whole. At one with everything.
Love, The Dude.
And thanks for reading and responding man
Yeah obviously it isn't one-sided (you probably trolled your wife hard too) and I'm sure she has great qualities otherwise you wouldn't have married her, but IMO violence+alcohol isn't the healthiest/best way to deal with bad $hit. Doesn't make her a 'bad person' for her reactions and it obviously doesn't diminish any soft spot that you had/will always have for her...but that $hit still sounded unhealthy (regardless of what you intended your post to be about) and it seems like it's for the better (for both of you) that she ended things.
Meh you sound like you got it figured out anyway, your goals are pretty realistic, achievable and measurable (to an extent).
On a different note, wholeness does include your own body too...how's your lifting been? Not to sound like a typical miscer but DYEL? I don't ask that because of your stats (your stats are fine btw...plus I'm not gonna have a go @ your stats when I'm 5'6 168lbs)...but just that you've been through a lot so sometimes in such circumstances gym might not really be on the priority list.
For me personally lifting has been one of the biggest factors recently in improving my life (physically, mentally, emotionally etc), and I'm sure that's the case for many others here.
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passed the first part of my bike test today got to book another lesson and my main test for sometime soon, but should be on a real bike before the 19th of January
and yes M i will make good decisions while riding and stay safe for you <3
is this the most phaggy miscer ?
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Yeah obviously it isn't one-sided (you probably trolled your wife hard too) and I'm sure she has great qualities otherwise you wouldn't have married her, but IMO violence+alcohol isn't the healthiest/best way to deal with bad $hit. Doesn't make her a 'bad person' for her reactions and it obviously doesn't diminish any soft spot that you had/will always have for her...but that $hit still sounded unhealthy (regardless of what you intended your post to be about) and it seems like it's for the better (for both of you) that she ended things.
Meh you sound like you got it figured out anyway, your goals are pretty realistic, achievable and measurable (to an extent).
On a different note, wholeness does include your own body too...how's your lifting been? Not to sound like a typical miscer but DYEL? I don't ask that because of your stats (your stats are fine btw...plus I'm not gonna have a go @ your stats when I'm 5'6 168lbs)...but just that you've been through a lot so sometimes in such circumstances gym might not really be on the priority list.
For me personally lifting has been one of the biggest factors recently in improving my life (physically, mentally, emotionally etc), and I'm sure that's the case for many others here.
Again, not about her. I'll digress.
And I do train, always have. Meniscus is a mess right now. Still ran (jogged) a 7:46 mile this morning. Lifting, I'm all over the place. And my goal is to always lift 3 days a week.
passed the first part of my bike test today got to book another lesson and my main test for sometime soon, but should be on a real bike before the 19th of January
and yes M i will make good decisions while riding and stay safe for you <3
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