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04-22-2012, 09:58 PM #31
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04-22-2012, 09:58 PM #32
Hi, I'm a 27 year old virgin female. Today I was railroaded into getting my first PAP Smear by my Mom and my Doctor. Despite being absolutely untouched by the opposite sex and much to my dismay, my Mother insisted I be checked. I begged and pleaded not to, because as a virgin my chances of having cervical cancer are slim to nil, and I've already had the full series on Guardisil injections as a precaution. But my Mom has Endometriosis in the family and in all my 26 years I have never had any gynecological exams. I was nervous as hell already and I was told to get naked and put on a paper gown and sit in the freezing cold exam room for over 45 minutes and the Doctor still had not shown up. I got all worked up and decided to put my clothes back on until she did come in because sitting there naked was not doing anything for my nerves. She finally comes in, sees me fully clothed, tells me to get undressed again and then leaves the room for another 20 minutes to see another patient, I assume as punishment to me for not listening to her orders...it would have taken me all of less than a minute to remove my clothes when she finally did arrive. But now I was even more worked up. Finally she came back in and this time I met her expectations.
I wanted my Mom with me in the room because this was my first time and I was really nervous. She asked my Mom to leave. I said I wanted her there and she said it was necessary to have my Mom leave so she could ask me about my sexual history. I told the Doctor I had no sexual history and didn't understand why I was being tested for something when I had no gynecological problems or sexual history. Again she asked me if I wanted my Mom to leave the room, I said no and once again stated that I was an intact virgin and hadn't even used tampons once in my life because I didn't like violating myself and the idea of it made me uncomfortable. Now I was getting very agitated with the Doctor. I said "Do you think I would lie about something like that? Why are all virgins over 20 seen as some kind of freaks?" She went into some spcheal about how some people are just so in denial about things that they've convinced themselves otherwise. I started crying "Why won't you believe me? I'm not some **** giving it away on the streets! There are still some virgins left in the world!"
Then she saw my MP3 player and said "I suppose you want to just put your headphones on and completely check out of all this?" I said yes, because my technique was to use music to relax my mind and body during the procedure. She said "Well that's not happening, I'm going to explain everything I'm doing to you in detail, so put that away and pay attention." I didn't want it this way but my Mom said "Just suck it up and get it over with!" Having her show me everything and explain it just made me more uncomfortable and made the process longer. I kind of just wanted to put my music on, tune out, go to my happy place, and distract myself. Instead I was staring up at the ceiling while she schooled me, even saying "Are you paying attention?"
She shoved the speculum inside me and even using the smallest one was a tight fit. I felt a sharp pain shoot through me and I cried out "It hurts! It hurts so much!" and she said "It's just pressure." I replied "No, it's pain, it hurts a lot! It feels like it's tearing me!" She told me to just "deal with it" and she scraped around inside me, which I could feel with great painful sensations. I started crying. She said that "all women have to go through this so I just need to buck up and accept that this is going to be part of my life many many times." Then she asked me if I was ready for the second part of the exam and I said "No!" She said "It's just two gloved fingers inside your vagina, I'm going to feel around inside you and press on your abdomen to check for abnormalities." I already felt like I had been raped, I was crying hysterically. I said "I feel violated! Just do it and get it over with!" Then she got all defensive and said "This is a natural part of a woman's health screening." I said I didn't want it. Then she said "Well will you let me do the Chlamydia and Gonorrhea test?" I said no again and reminded her once again that I was not sexually active. The PAP smear was bad enough, I couldn't take any more. Then she kind of shrugged me off like "Well okay, if that's the way you want it."
I got dressed and just ran out to the car and sobbed all the way home. My vagina was really sore and I was getting these painful spasms inside my vaginal walls, like the speculum had hit a nerve or something, also it feels like it's burning. The scraping didn't feel too good and I'm still just really sore. I came home and ran a hot bath and just soaked in it, trying to relieve the pain. I've been crying almost non-stop since it happened. Not just the pain but the overall experience and humiliation, and degradation from the Doctor basically inferring that I was a lying *****. I still feel like I was raped and in a way I was, I was forcefully penetrated against my will and I feel so ashamed and violated now. I don't ever want to do that again! Now I'm afraid of sex and going to the gynecologist again.
I thing I have some kind of post-traumatic stress disorder. Instead of my first sexual experience being with someone I love and trust, I got ram-rodded by a piece of lubricated plastic from some lady I barely know who was completely unsympathetic to my feelings...but thought she was being all helpful and supportive. I feel dirty and disgusting now. The cramps have been so bad I had to sleep with a heating pad over my abdomen, I was only asleep for a few hours when I woke up and realized I had wet the bed out of some psycho****tic trauma reaction to my horrible PAP smear. I hate myself now. I feel like my dignity has been stripped from me.
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04-22-2012, 09:59 PM #33
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04-22-2012, 09:59 PM #34
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04-22-2012, 10:00 PM #35
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04-22-2012, 10:01 PM #36
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04-22-2012, 10:02 PM #37
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04-22-2012, 10:02 PM #38
y'all are stupid... its like sour milk and coins... it tastes like it.. its not that bad.. its just sweat id imagine. get a girl straight from the shower and she wont smell or taste like that... hense a lot of one night stands smell like that from dancing and sweating... its a pocket for **** sakes... its gunna get sweaty
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04-22-2012, 10:04 PM #39
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04-22-2012, 10:07 PM #40
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04-22-2012, 10:09 PM #41
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Holy sh!t this is weird but I know exactly what you're talking about. I've only came across it twice though. Once it was terrible, good thing I was drunk enough to put up with it, and the other time it happened wasnt too long ago but it was very very faint and went away quickly. Both times only noticed it while I was in the middle of hooking up with them. (srs) would like an explanation to this as well.
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04-22-2012, 10:10 PM #42
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04-22-2012, 10:10 PM #43
This reminds me of a time when I went over to a bishes house to hang. W were on the couch and got closer to lay down and cuddle. Once she was basically on top of me her armpits started smelling. I don't think she noticed but I did. Insta boner kill.
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04-22-2012, 10:12 PM #44
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04-22-2012, 10:14 PM #45
i dont think ive encountered this straight up from the pussy but i vaguely remember maybe having done so but it was milder. its weird but i feel like i can smell this coming from their pussy just being around them fully clothed and all. for a period of time it felt like i could smells girls vaginas without trying. i wasnt creeping but i could sometimes smell em. this comes in that but ive noticed it a bit after that phase of smelling pussy lol
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04-22-2012, 10:15 PM #46
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04-22-2012, 10:17 PM #48
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04-22-2012, 10:18 PM #49
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Oh sh!t now that I htink about it:
The other day i was hanging out in t his group playing some games
Chick next to that I was getting close to had this WEIRD fking smell when I laid close to her.
It wasn't like sour milk but it was kinda sour and was only when I was like a few inches away from her (yes creeper)
It made me rock hard.
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04-22-2012, 10:25 PM #50
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04-22-2012, 10:31 PM #51
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04-22-2012, 10:31 PM #52
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04-22-2012, 10:32 PM #53
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04-22-2012, 10:32 PM #54
http://www.medicinenet.com/vaginal_odor/symptoms.htm
oh god... this is fcuking disgusting
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04-22-2012, 10:34 PM #55
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04-22-2012, 10:35 PM #56
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04-22-2012, 10:36 PM #57
That;s funny because I'm a 27 year old virgin female. Today I was railroaded into getting my first PAP Smear by my Mom and my Doctor. Despite being absolutely untouched by the opposite sex and much to my dismay, my Mother insisted I be checked. I begged and pleaded not to, because as a virgin my chances of having cervical cancer are slim to nil, and I've already had the full series on Guardisil injections as a precaution. But my Mom has Endometriosis in the family and in all my 26 years I have never had any gynecological exams. I was nervous as hell already and I was told to get naked and put on a paper gown and sit in the freezing cold exam room for over 45 minutes and the Doctor still had not shown up. I got all worked up and decided to put my clothes back on until she did come in because sitting there naked was not doing anything for my nerves. She finally comes in, sees me fully clothed, tells me to get undressed again and then leaves the room for another 20 minutes to see another patient, I assume as punishment to me for not listening to her orders...it would have taken me all of less than a minute to remove my clothes when she finally did arrive. But now I was even more worked up. Finally she came back in and this time I met her expectations.
I wanted my Mom with me in the room because this was my first time and I was really nervous. She asked my Mom to leave. I said I wanted her there and she said it was necessary to have my Mom leave so she could ask me about my sexual history. I told the Doctor I had no sexual history and didn't understand why I was being tested for something when I had no gynecological problems or sexual history. Again she asked me if I wanted my Mom to leave the room, I said no and once again stated that I was an intact virgin and hadn't even used tampons once in my life because I didn't like violating myself and the idea of it made me uncomfortable. Now I was getting very agitated with the Doctor. I said "Do you think I would lie about something like that? Why are all virgins over 20 seen as some kind of freaks?" She went into some spcheal about how some people are just so in denial about things that they've convinced themselves otherwise. I started crying "Why won't you believe me? I'm not some **** giving it away on the streets! There are still some virgins left in the world!"
Then she saw my MP3 player and said "I suppose you want to just put your headphones on and completely check out of all this?" I said yes, because my technique was to use music to relax my mind and body during the procedure. She said "Well that's not happening, I'm going to explain everything I'm doing to you in detail, so put that away and pay attention." I didn't want it this way but my Mom said "Just suck it up and get it over with!" Having her show me everything and explain it just made me more uncomfortable and made the process longer. I kind of just wanted to put my music on, tune out, go to my happy place, and distract myself. Instead I was staring up at the ceiling while she schooled me, even saying "Are you paying attention?"
She shoved the speculum inside me and even using the smallest one was a tight fit. I felt a sharp pain shoot through me and I cried out "It hurts! It hurts so much!" and she said "It's just pressure." I replied "No, it's pain, it hurts a lot! It feels like it's tearing me!" She told me to just "deal with it" and she scraped around inside me, which I could feel with great painful sensations. I started crying. She said that "all women have to go through this so I just need to buck up and accept that this is going to be part of my life many many times." Then she asked me if I was ready for the second part of the exam and I said "No!" She said "It's just two gloved fingers inside your vagina, I'm going to feel around inside you and press on your abdomen to check for abnormalities." I already felt like I had been raped, I was crying hysterically. I said "I feel violated! Just do it and get it over with!" Then she got all defensive and said "This is a natural part of a woman's health screening." I said I didn't want it. Then she said "Well will you let me do the Chlamydia and Gonorrhea test?" I said no again and reminded her once again that I was not sexually active. The PAP smear was bad enough, I couldn't take any more. Then she kind of shrugged me off like "Well okay, if that's the way you want it."
I got dressed and just ran out to the car and sobbed all the way home. My vagina was really sore and I was getting these painful spasms inside my vaginal walls, like the speculum had hit a nerve or something, also it feels like it's burning. The scraping didn't feel too good and I'm still just really sore. I came home and ran a hot bath and just soaked in it, trying to relieve the pain. I've been crying almost non-stop since it happened. Not just the pain but the overall experience and humiliation, and degradation from the Doctor basically inferring that I was a lying *****. I still feel like I was raped and in a way I was, I was forcefully penetrated against my will and I feel so ashamed and violated now. I don't ever want to do that again! Now I'm afraid of sex and going to the gynecologist again.
I thing I have some kind of post-traumatic stress disorder. Instead of my first sexual experience being with someone I love and trust, I got ram-rodded by a piece of lubricated plastic from some lady I barely know who was completely unsympathetic to my feelings...but thought she was being all helpful and supportive. I feel dirty and disgusting now. The cramps have been so bad I had to sleep with a heating pad over my abdomen, I was only asleep for a few hours when I woke up and realized I had wet the bed out of some psycho****tic trauma reaction to my horrible PAP smear. I hate myself now. I feel like my dignity has been stripped from me.👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻
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