ATTENTION BODYBUILDING.COM USERS. One of your own has passed away.

[adamd30]

Firstly, Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Adam.


I am here to regretably inform you that my little brother Alex, known to this website as "Wygdwicfy" has died.

Alex went over to a friends house last night and did not return until 2 in the morning, at which time he retreated to his room. My stepfather found him on the floor of his bedroom at 7:06 this morning while getting ready for work.

We dont know much yet, but it seems like Alex had some form of overdose. Alex has struggled with drugs his entire life. Throughout his life he had abandoment issues. Pretty much everyone seemed to leave him at some point, and on top of that, he was burdened with much responsibility even as a child. It was at an early age that he began self medicating with various substances. No one really knew about his troubles but myself and my other brothers, and Alex downplayed it. We didnt realize how bad it was. His journal was found an hour or two ago. It shows my brother to have been in a dark place of the last several years. He often wrote of "why should I get up in the morning?" "Why does it matter?" or "Who even cares?". He also described everything as always hurting. He described his heartache to feel like very literal and physical pain. He said the drugs made life more bearable, and that he had accepted them as a frequent part of his life. He frequently states that he just wants someone to want him around.

I love my brother. Part of me died today. I feel like part of myself left this world with my little brother. He is, unfortunatly, the second of the five of us to die unnaturally, before his time. I only wish we could have helped him through. Alex needed support that he just didnt get. And this I blame on myself. Alex was a good man. He went out of his way for others, and would inconvinience himself a thousand times over before he would inconvinience another. He provided, but never asked for anything. He gave, but never receieved. His death is nothing short of an absolute tragedy.

Myself and the rest of the family want to celebrate his life instead of condemn him for anything he may have done. We want to revere his legacy and honor Alex's impeccable moral charector. This is the way we wish to remember him. As someone that gave and gave and put others before himself in any given occasion. As someone who didnt want anything out of the world but to be happy and bring happiness to other people.

My brother used the same username and password for everything, so I have access to all of his accounts across the internet. His account on this website will remain active. If you wish to pay respects to him or condolences to the family, feel free to message his account. We appreciate all the words of kindness and support. Those of you that are friends with him on ********, his account has been deactivated.

Thank you. God Bless.


Edit: Apparently I must have 50 posts in order to post links. If you find the username "Wygdwicfy" on youtube, you will find his tribute video. It is titled "In Loving Memory". If someone would find it and embed it, I would be most grateful.

[iJared94]

who the fuuuu worries about telling the internet forum there brother was apart of the day after he dies. Thats the only reason I'm calling troll. If I'm wrong RIP my bro.

Edit: The Video...

[adamd30]

who the fuuuu worries about telling the internet forum there brother was apart of the day after he dies. Thats the only reason I'm calling troll. If I'm wrong RIP my bro.

Edit: The Video...

Alex was very passionate about weight lifting and loved the 2 or 3 forums he was apart of, as well as the people on them. So yes. I took the time to tell the people he cared about that he had passed.

Thank you for embedding.

[KR3W1]

If this is for real RIP bro.

EDIT: did he even lift?

[ohiostaterules7]

Please dont be srs. Srs.

[Loseitripit]

RIP brah.. he can chill with zyzz now. srs.

[OhanzeeMukki]

holy ****

is this the guy who posted that long ass life story a year ago?

damn RIP

[Coolcicada]

RIP.

My prayers go out to Alex and your family tonight.

[TylerP4]

wow RIP man sorry for your loss

[Rickyscivic]

Sorry brah

[linebackerlb]

Sorry to hear brah, my prayers go out to your family. Stay safe sweet OP

[Loseitripit]

Can i just add.. he was the guy who started the anti-broscientist crew... so sorry for you loss adam. <3 <3

[SethBJJ]

You are in my prayers man

[ohiostaterules7]

Now zyzz will teach him the secret to aesthetics. He is probably much happier now than he ever was in life.

[MrB1g]

You and the rest of his family have my sympathies and condolences.

...

It's pretty meaningless in the context of the thread, but negged.

Even if this is a troll thread, find something better to joke about.

[AnthonyBish]

R.I.P, such a sad story, stay strong OP ;(

[myelbow4]

RIP
3 people in my school have died from overdosing in the past 2 years.
Drugs are bad. Be smart brahs.

[jd1010108]

Sorry to hear this RIP to your brother and stay strong.

[OakleyShades]

Rip bro.

[Nistranger]

Damn man, my heart goes out to you. I remember reading his post a while ago where he said that he finally got over the drug problems in his life. Was it a suicide or overdoes or what?

[SavageAnimal]

I've been on this site a few times. Having heard of from a lot of people with different backgrounds,perceptions,and ideals. Coming on here for an interest we all share. Its a sad world at times I hope you and your family the best. It is sadly not the first time I've heard of this on this site. May he rest in peace and that your family can continue to prosper my best of wishes.

[adamd30]

Damn man, my heart goes out to you. I remember reading his post a while ago where he said that he finally got over the drug problems in his life. Was it a suicide or overdoes or what?

We havent the results of a formal autopsy yet, but we are pretty much positive he OD'd on something.

Whether the overdose was intentional or not...or a mix of both, is unknown.

[xanderlam]

sorry brah :'( may your bro rest in peace

[SamSix]

he's with zyzz now

i hope one of my brothers does this for me god forbid something like this happens to me while im a miscer

[Nistranger]

We havent the results of a formal autopsy yet, but we are pretty much positive he OD'd on something.

Whether the overdose was intentional or not...or a mix of both, is unknown.

I feel like you'd want to see this: http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showth...hp?t=132160593
Basically, that was the post where he told us about his drug problems and that he recovered. Of course that was a long time ago. Actually, you are on there, or your first name is at least.

[rodrip1]

RIP. sorry to hear that bro.

[dschetz]

I remember his Life Story post. Its such a shame that after all he had gone through and the struggles he underwent to turn his life around and start on the right track again came to this. I can only imagine what you are feeling as my grandma passed away in December, but that would be nothing like a brother. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family R.I.P.

[RaginCajunBrah]

RIP brah

Sad to see a quality poster leave that way

[InfiniteExcel]

I remember his Life Story post. Its such a shame that after all he had gone through and the struggles he underwent to turn his life around and start on the right track again came to this. I can only imagine what you are feeling as my grandma passed away in December, but that would be nothing like a brother. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family R.I.P.

This. I had told him that he reminded me a lot of myself, and I actually meant it. He touched my heart.

Absolutely horrible. R.I.P

[AlexAmh]

wow, im sorry to hear that man. I cant imagine what your family is going to. RIP to him