Again, please respect my SRS tag. Im hurting(no homo). I made a thread several weeks back about the summary of my story... anyway as most of you said, ignore her and I am.
Now though she keeps calling me, saying she is sorry(she is in UK, Im in Philippines currently... married for 2 years)... she said sorry for ignoring me and said she was crazy back then, and the pressures of a new life without friends and family got to her.
She denies all accussations of cheating. She said she and 2 other women live under 1 roof with the guys for practical purposes(working student nurses)... She said nothing is between him and the guy, that they are just close friends. She said the guy wants her(the guy is 37 with 2 kids from 2 different women lol), but she is not giving in... YET she allowed herself to be close friends?!
Now she is making different accounts/calls/texts me to say she is sorry, that nothing really happened. She keeps saying sorry and she admits it was wrong of her to ignore me(cuz I was raging when I learned she was texting the guy - which she kept from me; and that she lived under one roof with the guys without telling me cuz her family told her not to tell me cuz I migth demand for her to go home, which they dont want cuz they use her for money).
Honestly I love her, but I am so angry at her. The thing I want advice at is... as most seperation or suffering from betrayal, Im facing mixed emotions. One moment I miss and wanna forgive her(Im also Catholic so eventually I must), and on the other, I wanna put her in an armbar! Some say forgive her, everyone ****s up. Some say ignore her. Thing is, if I ignore her, it means I will have to rely on anger and hatred, which will consume me eh?
What to do?
p.s. Ill post this on the main Misc section too, its just that a lot of good love guru are here and not visit that area, and vice versa.