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Thread: Share your insecurities.
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09-07-2011, 08:03 PM #121
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09-07-2011, 08:03 PM #122
- Hair. I am latino but have black people hair. I hate how I have so little options with what to do with it, hate having to get it cut every 3 weeks or else I start growing a lil' mini afro. Would give everything to have regular hispanic hair. Also, in 'white' states, everybody and their grandmas thinks I'm mixed or light-skinned black. Feels bad man. In states with large latino populations (FL, NY, CA) everybody recognizes me as a Caribbean hispanic.
- Skin
1. Acne at 20
2. Oily skin
3. Large pores on my nose. Gotdamn those are the worst
4. Stretchmarks everywhere
-Gyno. The whole reason why I even took an interest in lifting and joined this website in the first place. Once starved myself down to 145lbs thinking it would make them go away. No matter how lean I get they still poke out, so I guess I need surgery.
-Teeth. I have that fukking gap between my two front teeth on top. Family too poor to afford braces when everybody else had them in middle school, so next week I'm going in to see how much it will cost and I will pay for them out of my pocket. Gonna be real sweet being 21 in college with braces and acne.Gentleman of Leisure
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09-07-2011, 08:04 PM #123
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09-07-2011, 08:06 PM #124
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09-07-2011, 08:07 PM #125
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09-07-2011, 08:10 PM #126
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09-07-2011, 08:10 PM #127
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09-07-2011, 08:11 PM #128
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09-07-2011, 08:13 PM #129
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09-07-2011, 08:14 PM #130
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09-07-2011, 08:15 PM #131
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09-07-2011, 08:17 PM #132
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09-07-2011, 08:23 PM #133
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09-07-2011, 08:23 PM #134
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09-07-2011, 08:26 PM #135
I want to feel normal again... not even good or OK, just normal. Let me explain:
First 3 years of HS i had horrible acne, and it made me insecure as fuk. I was afraid of looking at my reflection in the mirror (srs). I knew i was a good looking kid with a very cool personality and potential to be very social, but because i didnt look normal due to severe acne, i couldnt even make eye contact with people.
Then a temporary solution came, accutane. Used that **** and in about 3 months my skin was crystal clear and you couldnt find a flaw in my face. Confidence went to the roof, and i was an athletic kid, so senior year of HS i had a blast. Bunch of partys, friends, bitches, etc. Felt normal for the first time in a while.
Then it came chapter two of my dark years, thanks to accutane my hairline receeded like **** and now i have worst hair than most 50 y/o guys out there. Accutane only gave me freedom for a while, because this horrible side effect showed up like a year after taking accutane, and honestly, its just as worst as severe acne.
Its been 2 years now of my life being pretty much just gym and school and its all due to me feeling really insecure about my hairline. Its not easy for a 20 y/o to compete with all the young guys with full head of hairs while me lookig like im 40. Why would any 20 y/o girl choose the bald guy instead of any of the other normal guys?
So again, i know i could be a very social kid, because im fun to be around, im good looking, good family, good body etc but i cant do **** with that because none of that matters if i dont have a normal head of hair. Unfortunately for me there is no cure for balding, so next step is just get a hair implant done.
And im not being vain, i know nobody is perfect, and i dont want to be perfect, but i just want to be normal. Thats all i ask for. If i were 30 y/o, i wouldnt care that much, because even if its not the normal thing, its not that weird either to see a 30 y/o with balding problems. But lets face it, at 20 y/o and bald you may as well quit life.
So yeah i cant wait to get that **** done to get on with my life. I feel like my life has been paused for a long time, i just want to be happy FFS
/rant
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09-07-2011, 08:26 PM #136
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09-07-2011, 08:27 PM #137
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09-07-2011, 08:27 PM #138
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09-07-2011, 08:30 PM #139
damn bro that sounds like i am talking to myself. And what sucks is I saw her at the gym and got extremily nervous only small talk ensued. feelsbadman.
also: i have been diagnosed with minor tourretes syndrome. If i look you in the eye for long enough i will most likely have a weird eye twitch where i look up
ance scars
short
penor1k+
Sniff Hard Baby...
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09-07-2011, 08:30 PM #140
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09-07-2011, 08:31 PM #141
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09-07-2011, 08:32 PM #142
tbh I wish I would be more confident.
wish I could be a better boyfriend
sometimes I wish I'd talk morePhD Candidate, Genetics.
Practitioner of Stoic philosophy.
Hope to FI/RE (Financial Independence / Retire Early) by 2030.
I am the master of my fate;
I am the captain of my soul.
Gyno Surgery Log - https://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=165978531
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09-07-2011, 08:32 PM #143
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09-07-2011, 08:34 PM #144
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09-07-2011, 08:34 PM #145
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09-07-2011, 08:35 PM #146
StrEtch marks in the middle of my stomach, it looks like 1 big line running vertically with other stray lines.
Pimples/blackheads at 21..I also get cystic pimples, like this week right on my forehead. FML
Short, I usually dont think bout it but fukin shet gets me pissed if there's a 6 4+ person in the room, feel like. Midget
Pride, I had free practically head/pussy today, but I denied it well in a shrug manner, i told her i had work, she wasn't too ugly 5/10 Irish green eyes but those teeth fukin shet and nose. Couldn't do it.
My nose and ears, I have a wide nose and pointy ears.
Sweat like a pig, just my armpits, nowhere else.
Self confidence, I wish I had more or any of it.
Friends, I don't know why the hell anyone thinks I'm populr, I've only got 2 friends , 1 which is a girl and my other my half cousin, brothers too but bros are bros. Sucks that people always ask what are you going to do, as if counting for you to invite them with you, when you infact are the foreveralone one.
Lip, I had surgery on it to remove muceocele-sp? A while back, and I would not say it is botche but my right side is lower than my left and there's a gap which shadows my lip and darkens that lil area, only noticeable when I'm talking.Last edited by Njfinest; 09-07-2011 at 08:44 PM.
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09-07-2011, 08:36 PM #147
My belly has it's own ass
in 7th grade I noticed my nipples got hard over ANY FUKING THING
stopped caring 8th gradeMakes bout $350/week crew ( srs )
Second Job because no social life crew ( totally ok with it )
Ex Dipper, Smoker, Vaper, **** can't control me cuz
** Good vibe crew **
** Bearded brah **
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09-07-2011, 08:37 PM #148
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09-07-2011, 08:38 PM #149
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09-07-2011, 08:41 PM #150
Umm wow where to start. Girlfriend died which sent me into a huge depression + anger problems which caused me to ignored my friends for months, when I finally recovered I got kicked out of school and now I have like 2 friends. Girlfriend was last girl I had sex with so I feel guilty about having sex even though I know I shouldn't.
-acne
-weak looking wrists
-long neck
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