All of you will assume that im
1. trolling/lying
2. will neg me
yes, but i just wanted to vent here because no one here knows me irl so i can vent peacefully.
1. i have no friends anymore. :/
literally no one is a true friend of mine. even the ones that claimed to be my friends before would be fake behind my back...and i knew they were, i just didnt want to lose them so i didnt hate on them for it
2.
ugly ex left me for another girl.
Not only this, but i then saw screenshots of him calling me annoying and talking about girls, and it really hurt. i thought i meant something to that ugly *******....
ex before that hurt me rly phucking bad as well..
3. cannot talk to a guy anymore without him only befriending me to ask for pics..... although im not known for sending pics.
4. cannot caam with a guy without being told to take clothes off and not admired for my face/personality.
5. im extremely obsessed with looks now....i want to look perfect and be a 10/10 because i want whoever dates me to think im gorgeous but now im doubting it because when you look good you get way too many guys asking you to get nuude and things like that and its annoying
and even if you're like an 8 they still ask ;(
yesterday i fell, hit my nose, started bleeding.... now i gotta go to school with a
broken nose. seeing as it starts tomorrow ;(
vacation over...... now i also gotta focus on getting good grades and im gonna go to school with absolutely no friends
i always feel like everyone dislikes me
And it just feels really bad to be lonely and not finding anyone that you actually like to talk to....
and now adays almost everyone talks shiit behind your back, even the ones that claim to be your close friends
or i just associate with the wrong people......
fuuck man, i dont know what to fuucking do.
it upsets me every day.... legit...
rant/vent over..
the reason why i am on every single day is because my parents dont let me go outside and ive became extremely anti social and whenever i talk around people i feel like i annoy them and most of the time they just laugh at the things i do or say and call me stupid
ask me anything.....
go ahead misc, neg me, call me a troll, etc....
not like its gonna make me any more depressed than i already am
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