- i like to think i have a notasinglefukwasgiven.jpg attitude but i actually do care a lot what people think of me
- i have low confidence because of point listed above
- this low confidence hurts me in my social life (especially when it comes to girls)
- afraid of failure so i don't try. if i don't try i can't fail
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11-13-2011, 02:47 PM #1021
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11-13-2011, 03:38 PM #1024
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11-13-2011, 04:09 PM #1025
-i care to much on what other people think and most of the time i think of something but dont say it in fear of someone saying something mean.. like i hate when people call me dumb because my dad always use to yell at me when i did something wrong which i think is the reason why i care on what people think of me.
-i think so much that at work i forget what i was doing because i think of what others see of me or something that someone saidbraaaap
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11-13-2011, 04:11 PM #1026
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11-13-2011, 04:33 PM #1028
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11-13-2011, 05:43 PM #1029
This is one thing I struggle to comprehend about myself. I can't feel anything for people that have passed on, even family members. I'll stand at funerals and watch everyone crying and I can't feel a single thing. But then I'll do something small like fight with someone or make a small mistake and I'll end up unbelievably depressed.
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11-13-2011, 05:51 PM #1030
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11-13-2011, 05:56 PM #1031
I resent my parents and am ashamed to admit to the people in my life who i really am and where i really come from. I havnt seen my mother since I left home to live with my abusive, estranged father. my mothers health is failing due to her cronic alcoholism but I still dont want to go home because thats even more depressing and i keep making up excuses because I dont want to be the one who has to make all the funeral arrangements, payments, and essentially dibby up her home and possesions to pay of her tremendous debts.
Its mostly just a headache I dont want to deal with. I tell people Im from seattle because I lived there with my aunt when things got rough but really im from a tiny town in eastern washington called bridgeport and I dont tell people that because I dont want to go back there because the people there know me as a theif, a coke head, a bad egg with an alcoholic mom, and Im successful now and I dont want to marr that image.
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11-13-2011, 06:11 PM #1032
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11-13-2011, 06:13 PM #1033
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11-13-2011, 07:03 PM #1034
-i really feel like im never gonna know what it's like to feel loved by someone else
-deathly afraid of failure, so i think i subconsciously sabotage things so i don't have to see them fail themselves & be blindsided
-i care too much of what people think of me, but DGAF about what they do. so i know most people dgaf about me, but i still am constantly hyper aware of my mannerisms and how i look to people and my anxiety is always off the charts. for practically everything.{{**DIRTY SOUTH CREW**}}
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11-13-2011, 07:34 PM #1035
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11-13-2011, 07:37 PM #1036
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11-13-2011, 09:34 PM #1037
I feel like I hold myself back because im afraid of failure. Like school for instance. Im afraid to pick a challenging major because I do not want to do bad and ruin my GPA. Sitting at a 3.8 but havent taken any classes that were that challenging yet. And I dont know what I want to do with my life so anything is possible.
I also couldve went far with hockey but didnt. Too afraid I wouldnt dominate the higher divisions.
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11-13-2011, 09:40 PM #1038
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11-13-2011, 09:43 PM #1039
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11-13-2011, 09:51 PM #1040
srs post. plz respect.
i blame myself for what happened to me as a child. no matter how many times i brush it off i feel like i am a horrible person who let that happened like i could have stoped it even though i was 6 years old. I let it go on for 6 more years. i cant even say that it wasnt my fault outloud. and now that i dont speak to that person who did this too me i feel like im a horrible son, and nobody from that side of the family likes me because they dont belive what i claim happened to me. my sister doest belive me nobody belives me.
could somebody who experianced abuse as a child please pm me? i need help.Last edited by judoka323; 11-13-2011 at 09:57 PM.
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11-13-2011, 09:53 PM #1041
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11-13-2011, 09:54 PM #1042
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11-13-2011, 09:58 PM #1043
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11-13-2011, 09:59 PM #1044
1. Honestly in love with a girl head over heels, do anything to be with her, scared as fuark to be in love and not with the girl, (we were together, things somehow went haywire, broke up and now trying to see how things work but shes confused because she "kinda" likes another guy too)
2. Alpha as **** attitude, but actually self-conscious and insecure but no one RARELY will ever see that side of me.
3. Scared of not being successful in life and dont know if what Im doing is right..**Tim Tebow Crew**
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11-13-2011, 10:08 PM #1045
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11-13-2011, 10:12 PM #1046
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11-13-2011, 10:21 PM #1047
I hate (or at the very least "dislike") 99.9% of the people in this world. I enjoy my own company more than the company of others. I enjoy internet forums, because when someone is annoying me, I only have to click out of the page, not tell them to shut up, sit there and take it, or take the time to walk away from what I am doing to get away from it.
I have few friends because of this, and hate meeting new people. The friends that I do have, I go months without talking to. I end up being dragged into different events/functions by my friends/family, and end up wanting to punch everyone in the face by the end of it.
I don't go out to movies, unless it's like a Tuesday matinee, because just the thought of someone sitting beside, next, or in front of me, drives me insane. (I've straight up told people to STFU during movies, and not a single fuk was given if I offended anyone or made a scene.)
I hate it when people ask me for favors. I never ask anyone for a favor unless it involves me paying them, because I don't want to feel like I have to owe them. I hate when people give me presents, for the same reason. If I want something, I buy it.
cliffs: I probably wouldn't like you in real life (no offense, you wouldn't like me either)
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