So I've been avoiding this girl who likes me. I live in the military dorms so it's a small community of 1000 people in a bunch of apartment style dorms. I'm working on my car and I have 2 buddies talking to me and she comes over and hangs out with me in the cold. She is freezing but she decides to hang out with me for 2hours while I'm fixing my car and she follows me to my room. I head to dinner which is across the street and I sit with a buddy of mine from earlier and a girl I like and the girl following me sits across from me. I don't say much to her the whole dinner, talk to the other girl most of the time and I leave and the girl proceeds to follow me again.
She comes to my room and I'm studying and she hangs out and then I'm just like **** it, I'll just make out with her then bang her. So I start taking her clothes off pretty quick and getting a hard on, then I take off my clothes and put a condom on and at that point, I'm going limp and am like wtf. Well I tell her to get on top and I get hard again and she's ontop of me for 15 mins while I think of the last girl I banged.
I'm so bored by then I push her off of me and I get on top and I instantly go limp as I look down at her. She has a cute face, a bit too chubby for me though. I've never tried to have sex with someone I'm not interested in and I couldn't believe I just couldn't just get off and kick her out.
I kicked her out anyway, I told her I wasn't really into her and I was like, Imma go take a shower which she leaves while I'm in the shower as expected.
I don't really feel bad even though I really care about most people's feelings. This is weird, I never am like this. I usually lose feelings if I finish or if the girl is an ******* so I think she is in her room crying right now and I'm kinda upset if she is. I don't really wanna call or text her cause it's embarassing but how can you tell a person that ur just not into them and was just doing it for the hell of it.
Has anyone experienced something like this?