I do nothing besides go to college class and work out
I have 1 friend, and I see him about 1 time a month.
I almost ****ed a fat chick but my dick went limp when she took her clothes off
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01-23-2011, 04:15 PM #63
- Join Date: Jan 2009
- Location: Binghamton, New York, United States
- Age: 34
- Posts: 3,805
- Rep Power: 5442
the girl i love right now is banging her boyfriend
i ruined our relationship bc i over analyzed and got to paranoid
pushed her away, want her back now but its to late
have gotten drunk every day this past week over her
way to depressed over a girl..but life goes onGiants-Yankees-Bulls
Starting weight (Dec 11th) 285 lbs
Current weight (June 9th) 237 lbs
Goal weight 200 lbs
-Sometimes I win, sometimes I learn, but I never lose-
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01-23-2011, 04:16 PM #64
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01-23-2011, 04:24 PM #67
Elbow pain, hip pain, knee pain, lower back pain
Have to travel to the US soon and pay 5+k to have hip surgery
Brain chemistry problems
Low test (not so low anymore)
Life: School+work+PS3+sleep. Rinse-repeat 365 days a year.
Can't think straight and have a mental disorder
Go to CC which is even more depressing
No slaying of bitches no friends and certainly no parties.
Group hug.Toronto is Bake crew
Raptors-Jays-Leafs-Bills. Best 2/10 sport teams crew.
Herniated Dick crew
Mike Tyson admirer crew
Homeboy Leroy crew
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01-23-2011, 04:26 PM #68
- Join Date: Jan 2009
- Location: Binghamton, New York, United States
- Age: 34
- Posts: 3,805
- Rep Power: 5442
I tried, I'm gonna talk to her on the phone after shes done hanging out with him. She has been cheating on him with me since they've gotten back together. I wanna confront him about it and kick his ass but thats just gonna push her further away so its not worth it. I would do anything to get her back but idk how..
Giants-Yankees-Bulls
Starting weight (Dec 11th) 285 lbs
Current weight (June 9th) 237 lbs
Goal weight 200 lbs
-Sometimes I win, sometimes I learn, but I never lose-
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01-23-2011, 04:29 PM #69
had a botched circumcision as a kid, had to go back a second time and all my shaft skin was removed. I now have pubic hair up to the head of my penis and every erection hurts. My dick is also only 3.5 inches long fully erect
Tried to have sex once with a prostitute and it wasnt big enough to penetrate the vagina
Dont have any friends (literally ZERO friends, not even acquaintances)
depressed
was addicted to drugs for a few years but quit 2 months ago
dont have a job
never had a girlfriend because any girl I did manage to get would just cheat on me because I'm unable to satisfy her sexually
I just dont see a future for myself in this world. I'll never be able to have a wife, kids, a house, a car, or be able to save money for retirement. All of that stuff just seems so overwhelming and unattainable.
Hoping to be dead within 10 years as living this life is a hell of a lot worse than death can be. Still too chicken to kill myself though. Hopefully one day I'll get the guts and just do it *******I don't always get repped, but when I do I rep back
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01-23-2011, 04:50 PM #77
- Join Date: Nov 2009
- Location: Florida, United States
- Age: 33
- Posts: 926
- Rep Power: 1579
I'm 20 and I have a stack of divorce papers to serve to a **** i fell in love with and dated all throughout some of elementary, middle school, and high school. Dealing with my parent's divorce has turned me against women and relationships. I over analyze every aspect of life and I can't stop reading people like electronic schematics (its my job in the military). I try to talk to women but they annoy me and it actually makes me physically and mentally exhausted. My activities include the hiking, camping, kayaking, fishing - all of which involve me being alone to decompress. Outside of my work my only interaction with people is when I go and buy food from the grocery store. I almost went to the nut house on deployment when I found out that this **** had a kid and lives in california. I have horrible rage issues that scare me into staying away from people out in public.
But on the bright side:
That **** soon-to-be ex most likely depends on my insurance, the father of her child wants nothing to do with her or her child, she lives with a scummy drug-addict family member of her's. She has ailing health issues and I can look forward to them getting worse. A mental picture of her sleeping with whatever guy, my rage, and past health issues drive me to run that much faster for that much longer, to lift that much heavier and for that many more reps. Eventually I'll get where I want to be and I can thank the drive for it to that ****ing ****.*QQ Cleveland Crew member*
USN - 2008-now
i see the faces of every single piece of scum thats done me wrong over the years, and I hate them for it, but it did me good every single day to get up and train harder and be stronger so that one day if our paths cross again, I'll be the one with the chin held high.
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01-23-2011, 04:52 PM #78
- Join Date: Jan 2009
- Location: Arizona, United States
- Age: 32
- Posts: 1,296
- Rep Power: 694
I have so much but I still hate myself because nothing is ever enough. I just stabbed myself in the hand with a very sharp knife, more than half way through. Can't lift for a few weeks.
Never had a real relationship with a girl even though I almost always have a girlfriend. I can't cum from anything a girl does (virgin, anything but sex) because I fap to continually more fawked-up and extreme fetishes and even seeing my girlfriend naked and ready isn't enough.Always rep back 100+ (even on recharge)
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01-23-2011, 05:21 PM #86
I have some pretty good ones
1. Virgin here. Never had a GF. chicks reject me. No girls ever touched me/hugged me. Etc Been called ugly numerous times, even when I approached girls I liked. One time I was trying to talk to one girl .She was 7-8/10
When I talked to her, she pretty much played me hard. Kept asking why I was talking to her. Called me ugly , slow, short, and that she would never date someone like me. Her friends had to literally calm her down. After that, I was like **** women. I haven't approached in two years
I've pretty much accepted that I won't be able to get a girl as well. Generally focusing on other things helps a lot so that I dont have to dwell on it.
2. Moved to another state 7 month's ago. I lost all my good friends, family. I went from being "social" and going out with friends, feeling apart of a group/groups for the first time to being lonely/a loner. My development was starting to get better, but when I moved everthing went back to point A.
Now I'm usually stuck by myself . Only real times I go out is when I have to school. My step parent and Mother usually have to ask me if I want to go out with them. But I don't have the desire. Other than that I spend the majority of my life gaming/watching TV/ doing school work. Will be getting a job once I get a car(I live in a driving state), but I doubt it'll make me any happier. Some days I get depressed, thinknig about how my life has been in a downward spiral, but I'm hanging in there. I have no real social life.
Most girls in my School look like ****. Most of them are hoodrats, the others don't really like me. So it's really just discouraged me from approaching as there is no real incentive. The only thing I have going for me to continue with my life is hope that I'll move back to my original state(NY)
3. Paranoia. If a girl talks to me I usually have the idea that she is plotting against me. That people say things secretly about me behind my back. That people watch my every move, and If i make a mistake, it always seems that someone laughs at that very moment. Infact when people are laughing, I automatically assume it's me.
If a girl looks at me? She's either looking at someone else, or there is something funny with the way I look. Other than that, I have very deep feelings that secretly people hate me and that they despise me.
So I'm a lone wolf now.
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