You don't know how that feels until you are in that place...It's like you don't see any possible solutions for what you are suffering and you can't stand it no more man!!
It's selfish, but try to care about others when you can't love yourself and you can't ****ing bear being alone with your mind, there's a storm inside. Try to understand why people act like they do.
I also think its completely selfish for other people to be so close minded about the whole situation. Doesnt really care that someone is so down that they are ready to end everything, only cares how it affects them if they actually go through with it
I think many (most?) teens have some dark thoughts at some point in their life, including me. Friend of mine who played on my soccer team, had classes with me, and hung out with me at his house a few times, jumped in front of a train a few months ago. He survived but had to amputate one leg. Now he's back in high school, going through physical therapy, walking around with a prosthetic leg, and blogging about what happened. This kid was one of the best (top three) on the soccer team, very popular with girl, tons of friends, middle-class, etc.
Just another small high school kid trying to get big(ger).
Don't do it man, there's plenty to live for.
Originally Posted by sgttom
There is someone out there that cares about you. Don't sell yourself short everyone is worth something.
I've felt worthless sometimes but never that no one cared as it simply isn't true.
Nothings wrong. I have a perfect life. Big house, parents pay for school, paid for my car, have a job.
But for some reason I feel worthless. I used to cut myself all the time and have made myself stop. Been through therapy but theres not much to talk about and solve when you dont have any problems. Idk maybe its just the stress from school, lifting, and work. Ive had suicidal thoughts and attempted it once but idk i feel like my time is coming soon.