i feel alone alot
sometimes i go play with myself or my brot her becaus i xant get along with myself
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07-20-2014, 09:05 AM #721
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07-20-2014, 09:23 AM #722
Always had the dream to play college football. Just wanted to the gtfo of my house and away from my parents. Been here at college for a month now. Feeling really fawking alone. All the other guys on the team have bonded well but for some reason I'm having trouble and I'm not sure why. Having some girl issues as well with a girl i'm dating who I really like. She's being bitchy. Really miss my best buddies and also my family back home but I got no car and won't be seeing any of them for several months. Completely broke and unable to get a job because I'm either working with the team or doing school from 6 in the morning until 8 at night. Just feel really insecure, angry, and alone.
TRUMP 2020!!!
MAGA
Hildabeast for PRISON 2016
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07-20-2014, 02:33 PM #723
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07-30-2014, 10:26 AM #724
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Suicide = No Hope
People usually kill themselves because they lose hope in the current situation they're in, and they don't ever see the possibility of hope ever showing up.
It's called "the easy way out," for a reason. The quickest and ultimate way to end their pain/confusion is through death. It sounds pretty selfish if you ask me but the reason why these people do what they do is because they seem to only see the negative aspects in their life.
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07-30-2014, 10:37 AM #725
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Keep your head up man. There is going to be a day when you look back and laugh at this situation. Just focus on you and imagine being somewhere you would've never be if you stayed with this girl.
Around 8 months ago I got my heartbroken too and everything didn't seem right, but one day i decided to focus on myself and now I can say I am doing quite well. So stay positive and remember you don't need someone to make you worth something.
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07-30-2014, 03:18 PM #726
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08-04-2014, 04:25 PM #727
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08-05-2014, 12:12 PM #728
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08-06-2014, 03:25 AM #729
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08-12-2014, 07:59 PM #730
Yes, and then I found Jesus
Matthew 6:19-21: "Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20 But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."
***Capoeirista Crew***
***True Blue Crew***
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09-03-2014, 06:50 PM #731
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09-03-2014, 06:51 PM #732
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09-03-2014, 06:52 PM #733
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09-03-2014, 07:04 PM #734
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09-03-2014, 09:30 PM #735
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09-11-2014, 06:36 PM #736
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09-11-2014, 06:37 PM #737
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Yes... Most the time... No fuks given
Clothes only fit for a month crew******
My girl hates me training crew******
Argue before during and after training crew******
What's her problem crew******
Maybe she's just jealous crew******
Insecure biitch if you ask me crew******
Lucky no ones asking crew******
Most nights I sleep with one eye open just incase she deletes my account, coz I swear I'd never hit a women but her ass is pushing it crew******
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09-11-2014, 06:37 PM #738
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09-15-2014, 12:36 PM #739
Im that guy thats always alone...
I honestly cant do it anymore, it sucks hard. Im extremely beta and cant make any friends.
What makes it worse is that Im at a new school and having classes with 7 diffrent classes.
I know no1 and everyone already knows eachother, I just cant fit in.
I dont even want to go to lunch because I always sit alone.
I've always been like this, I havent been with friends since 7th grade...
Day by day, I realize that some people are just meant to never make it...
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09-15-2014, 01:36 PM #740
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09-15-2014, 03:32 PM #741
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10-01-2014, 03:33 PM #742
I grew up in a very isolated area of northern Scotland. I lived with my single mother and my twin brother. At school, there were three other kids in the school. My house was an hour's drive to the nearest other house, and petrol was expensive, so I barely got out. There are so many things that I never learnt as a child - social skills, for example, but also how to behave around large groups of people. The other kids at school would gang up on me because they were closer to typical - they went to the city at the weekends, saw films, ate out, and came back and talked about it to one another, shutting me out - and would sometimes be overtly aggressive towards me.
The first irl friends I ever made, I made in a mental hospital. I was sectioned when I was 15 and sent to a large adolescent psych hospital. In hindsight, I think that I thought that our friendships were closer than they thought they were, but I knew nothing else. I had some great times staying up late defying the nurses drinking contraband diet soda and watching late night TV. That said, I was also a stinking ******* to some of the other patients. I didn't realize it at the time, but I was very thought disordered, plus I'm a rubbish person.
My closest hospital friends are, I think, now afraid of me. When we were in the bin together, I tried to get one into a suicide pact, and tried to hit the other in the face. I was psychotic, and barely remember it - someone had to tell me about the pact thing quite recently. They communicate often to one another on social networks, but ignore my posts. I try to get their attention, but I feel as though I'm bordering on being creepy.
Since the hospital, I've returned to school and made a friend there. But it doesn't seem as close as my hospital friendships. I doubt I'll ever have friends that close ever again. I'm currently taking time off school after being "rescued" from suicide, so I don't even have her. I have a bf, but we met online and have only met irl twice. I'm not sure whether it counts as a real relationship. I love him madly, but there's an ocean between us. We've never had sex even though I'm horny as **** because I'm afraid of scaring him away with my horrible body. I feel he may leave me over the lack of sex if when we meet up again I don't have a nicer body.
Losing my hospital friends has hit me very hard. I'm still very fond of them, and they're going through very hard times at the moment but I can't help them because I scare them. I often consider suicide - for more reasons than just this, of course, but this is one of them.Cut diary: http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=164369391
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10-02-2014, 09:44 PM #743
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10-05-2014, 11:37 AM #744
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10-05-2014, 11:44 AM #745
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10-26-2014, 12:27 PM #746
Lol, to be fair, I'm not a depressed guy, well, I dunno, I seem to laugh a lot and be happy with the way my life is, but I have these moments where I feel really lonely, like really lonely.
But I have no friends, I've never liked a girl romantically my entire life, I had only one friend when I was like 5 or 6, and I have no idea where that person is now. The only source of interaction are my parents, and even then, I spend no more than 1 hour, allotted over a period of one day talking to them. With the exception of college, where I also have no friends and talk to no one, even though I try really hard to discuss topics that might be of interest to them, I've started lifting again about 5 weeks ago, where I'm making good gains every week, after being forced to quit for 6 months cause of shoulder injury from gym. I should also mention that perhaps being bullied for nearly my entire school life from primary school all the way through secondary school for being deaf could be a factor in the reason why I'm not so keen on talking to people anymore.
I've pretty much gotten to the point in giving up on friendships and relationships, I've never had any for nearly my entire life. I'm not even ugly, I'm pretty decent looking and I hear some people comment on my appearance saying I look good and hot on web forums by both genders, so I guess I can't be that bad looking or unapproachable. Like I said, I try really hard every chance I get to go and talk to people, but the conversation never carries out and they seem disinterested in talking to me.
But for the past two years, I've shut myself away from the rest of the world, with the exception of going to college, and watch anime/read manga, play games, work out in my gym, and don't leave the house until the next time I go to college.
Had some awful turbulent problems with family and people living in my area, who are pretty much criminals, drug dealers, gang members etc.
But I've decided to like 2D girls only, since I know they're not real so I can at least talk to them without being rejected or ignored, and plus, they're way prettier than real life girls
But again, I don't think I'm depressed, I can't really self assess and I don't wanna see a psychiatrist either cause I just don't want to talk to people anymore, just wanna focus on my lifts and getting stronger every month.
Just thought I should just vent on here since it's a thread about loneliness and not being cared about, and honestly, there are only two people who actually care about me and thats my parents
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10-29-2014, 07:42 PM #747
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11-15-2014, 05:55 AM #748
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12-28-2014, 06:29 AM #749
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01-02-2015, 02:45 PM #750
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