So many people say i'm monotone. I am shy around people I don't know, but pretty outgoing with people I am comfortable with. People hate hanging out w. me because they say I'm boring and show no emotion.
"and thats why im not fond neither is pem...no offence its kinda boring to be around you..like not trying to be a bitch!! i dont mean it that way"
"hahaa hates a strong word..just arent fond..you arent very outgoing like lynds idk just kinda dont show any emotion"
I'm actually a person with a lot of emotion. I get happy, sad, angry, romantic, excited, worried, and so on just like everyone else. But I can't express any of these emotions in my voice, I always sound bored when I'm talking, even though I'm not. My voice never changes pitch or tone ever, and this is quite frustrating because I'm trying to force myself to express emotion and I can't.
How can I fix this? Does anyone know? It really hurts my feelings when people say that. I know they aren't trying to be mean, but the thought of not liking myself is painful. I want to change... does anyone know how?