I've decided to completely give up on dating and relationships

[Psychnutt]

I'm 27 now and I'm done. It's not because I'm FA or anything like that. I've had my share of hook ups with random girls and carried 3 long term relationships since high school to this present day. The reason is I simply cannot trust my partner. Any partner for that matter. I've come to terms that I have insecurity issues.

I find triggers to spark my insecurities. Stuff like her going out with friends . (BAM)the fact she has mostly guy friends(best friends) triggers my insecurities . I go into rage mode and now I'm feeling like total crap. These things have lead to jealousy issues and low self esteem.
The list goes on and on. Im just done with it. I feel like I could truly be more happier with out a relationship. No worries about who she's with and stuff like that.