i ****ing hate my life (srs)(no troll)(no suicide)

[screwmylife]

im not CJ, so im not going to ****ing kill myself. i made a new account for this post so im not trolling and mods please dont delete this or my account until i ask you to. im not harming anything. im not a troll.

this is 100% serious.

i need any help from anyone who has dealt with an absolute terrible life and how you changed it. i don't want to get into details right now because i don't ****ing want BOZZ contacting the FBI because he thinks im going to commit suicide or because he thinks im going to harm other people. im simply making this thread, because i am 17, with all my dreams ruined, and im looking to completely change my life and make it how i want it to be.

but it has honestly gotten to the point where i can't take it anymore. once again im perfectly sane, im not going to ****ing commit suicide.

my dreams as a kid:
-play in the NFL. **** was ruined when my mom didn't allow me to play football as a kid and it is now 100% ruined with the fact that i am still the size of a 12 year old and im 17 right now.

-go to a big, fun college and make a good living. brb not having the grades to get accepted anywhere or having the money to go to any college since i don't have scholarships.

-get a girlfriend or at least **** a girl before college...you know what? **** that. how about ****ing makeout with a girl? brb being smaller than every girl in my school and brb entering senior year with never kissing a girl. **** im not some nerd that sits on their computer all ****ing day long or plays video game and isn't social. i am social but its pretty ****ing hard when you are this small to get chicks.

the list can go on. they may seem like pretty shiitty dreams to you guys, but that is what i wanted to do and can't accomplish any. i want to be more successful than my poor ass parents and be able to afford **** for their kids and life an enjoyable life, but how can i do that when i pretty much can't get into college?

ive never been invited to a party (not talking about a little birthday party from when you were 13, but an actual party where there is alcohol and bitches to ****. people say that high schoolers that drink are just idiots and it is stupid, well i dont give a ****. that **** seems like fun, rather than sitting at home every ****ing friday and saturday night beating off and miscing. ive tried to go to **** like that or tried to start other **** with my friends that could be fun but they rather go to a party and **** little high school whores rather than chill with me. anyways if i got invited to one of those parties i would probably pussy out since im small as **** and wouldn't want to get my ass kicked.

i am just fed the **** up with my life, and i want to change it so i am not like half the ***got ass miscers that are in college and sit at home playing video games and sitting on the computer on friday and saturday nights.

edit: just got told by my mom, literally 20 seconds after i made this thread that she is tired of ****ing having me around so she is looking for a military school for me to go to over the summer or something of the sort. once again im not planning on killing her BOZZ or anything, so don't report me to the FBI. just saying how much i hate my life. even my parents think im a ****up.

[CementPizza]

Saw title.
Saw age.



Did not read.

[ReducedCarb]

The problem is you're focusing on the things in life that don't really matter.
srsly
There's plenty of time to kiss girls and go to parties. Not the end of the world.

[screwmylife]

Saw title.
Saw age.



Did not read.

good fat ass. people like you are my inspiration in turning my life around. there is no way im going to end up in my 30s ****ing posting on a message board, while being 200+ pounds over weight.

[debo911]

did not read. fail. again.

[Uninspired123]

if you can't handle the pressure of being 17, you sure as $hit won't make it in the real world

[Aliman]

Quit complaining and be grateful for what you have. serious. Your lucky u aint some kid in africa eating 1 meal a day or have some disease. Your problems are minor.

[bvalks]

[Donnie_Darko]

good fat ass. people like you are my inspiration in turning my life around. there is no way im going to end up in my 30s ****ing posting on a message board, while being 200+ pounds over weight.

Oh lawd lol.

OP What height are you?By small do you mean weight or height?

[CementPizza]

good fat ass. people like you are my inspiration in turning my life around. there is no way im going to end up in my 30s ****ing posting on a message board, while being 200+ pounds over weight.

Did not read this post either.

[Dan828]

you don''t stop growing until you're 20. jus sayin

[SexFalcon]

are u that 5'2 dude with the haircut of a mushroom?

[LUKEDEICHER]

good fat ass. people like you are my inspiration in turning my life around. there is no way im going to end up in my 30s ****ing posting on a message board, while being 200+ pounds over weight.

Good work, let it out OP.

We were all cocky and naive at one point in our life.

[Bushmaster]

even my parents think im a ****up.

After reading that giant pile of sht I don't blame them.

You're only 17, you little emo phoggot. You haven't even smelled "real" life yet so WTF are you whining about?

You need to be bitch slapped.

[uzbek]

Are you ****ing lifting?

Are you looking for ways to involve yourself in anything?

Are you taking any martial arts?

Are you ****ing studying? Reading? Developing your logic?

Are you trying to understand this life? Why we're here? Ways to get what you want?

Are you trying to get control of your mind?

[rawprotein]

Bro, dont worry about going to those parties or trying to get laid. Its not worth it. Most of the people at those parties are douche bags. Try to find a good workout plan and use all of your energy and devotion to build tons of muscle and achieve your goals.
You can do it.

[Getmotivated]

Your life is what you make it brah, I bulked up 40 pds in 6 months at the age of 26. Ive never been over 150 pds in my life and I finally decided to do something about it.

[ReducedCarb]

Are you ****ing lifting?

Are you looking for ways to involve yourself in anything?

Are you taking any martial arts?

Are you ****ing studying? Reading? Developing your logic?

Are you trying to understand this life? Why we're here? Ways to get what you want?

Are you trying to get control of your mind?

Join Date: Nov 2005
Posts: 78

[paulpfiction]

son, get off the ****ing internet and do something with your life if you want to

stop sitting around waiting for people to do it for you

set goals
work hard
??????
accomplish goals
profit



NOWHERE IN THAT TIMELINE IS THERE TIME FOR YOU TO ****ING MISC
GTFO

[BOX_UP_YOUR_DAD]

It sounds harsh mate but there are plenty of kids your age in much worse positions. If not getting to play in the NFL is on your list of things that are ruining your life then you've obviously had quite a blessed life.

You can easily change your situation. Make some new friends outside school - join a sports team or a boxing gym or something. Chat a girl up at the bus stop. If you don't get invited to parties I can guarantee it's not because of your height.

[Chuck2600]

my dreams as a kid:
-play in the NFL. **** was ruined when my mom didn't allow me to play football as a kid and it is now 100% ruined with the fact that i am still the size of a 12 year old and im 17 right now.

I know where you're comming from.

When I was a kid I wanted to be the richest and strongest man in the world (srs).

[CementPizza]

Here you go, OP.
You can join up with these folks like yourself.

[BigMacMeal]

you should do whatever you can to enjoy this period of your life as it could either be the best time of your life or the most regretful because you wasted it

[NaturalDubs]

Why dont you fucken try hard in school, you get what you put in

[Bushmaster]

good fat ass. people like you are my inspiration in turning my life around. there is no way im going to end up in my 30s ****ing posting on a message board, while being 200+ pounds over weight.

If you even make it to 30.

Right now it's not looking so good for you...

[Galvatorex]

im not CJ, so im not going to ****ing kill myself. i made a new account for this post so im not trolling and mods please dont delete this or my account until i ask you to. im not harming anything. im not a troll.

this is 100% serious.

i need any help from anyone who has dealt with an absolute terrible life and how you changed it. i don't want to get into details right now because i don't ****ing want BOZZ contacting the FBI because he thinks im going to commit suicide or because he thinks im going to harm other people. im simply making this thread, because i am 17, with all my dreams ruined, and im looking to completely change my life and make it how i want it to be.

but it has honestly gotten to the point where i can't take it anymore. once again im perfectly sane, im not going to ****ing commit suicide.

my dreams as a kid:
-play in the NFL. **** was ruined when my mom didn't allow me to play football as a kid and it is now 100% ruined with the fact that i am still the size of a 12 year old and im 17 right now.

-go to a big, fun college and make a good living. brb not having the grades to get accepted anywhere or having the money to go to any college since i don't have scholarships.

-get a girlfriend or at least **** a girl before college...you know what? **** that. how about ****ing makeout with a girl? brb being smaller than every girl in my school and brb entering senior year with never kissing a girl. **** im not some nerd that sits on their computer all ****ing day long or plays video game and isn't social. i am social but its pretty ****ing hard when you are this small to get chicks.

the list can go on. they may seem like pretty shiitty dreams to you guys, but that is what i wanted to do and can't accomplish any. i want to be more successful than my poor ass parents and be able to afford **** for their kids and life an enjoyable life, but how can i do that when i pretty much can't get into college?

ive never been invited to a party (not talking about a little birthday party from when you were 13, but an actual party where there is alcohol and bitches to ****. people say that high schoolers that drink are just idiots and it is stupid, well i dont give a ****. that **** seems like fun, rather than sitting at home every ****ing friday and saturday night beating off and miscing. ive tried to go to **** like that or tried to start other **** with my friends that could be fun but they rather go to a party and **** little high school whores rather than chill with me. anyways if i got invited to one of those parties i would probably pussy out since im small as **** and wouldn't want to get my ass kicked.

i am just fed the **** up with my life, and i want to change it so i am not like half the ***got ass miscers that are in college and sit at home playing video games and sitting on the computer on friday and saturday nights.

edit: just got told by my mom, literally 20 seconds after i made this thread that she is tired of ****ing having me around so she is looking for a military school for me to go to over the summer or something of the sort. once again im not planning on killing her BOZZ or anything, so don't report me to the FBI. just saying how much i hate my life. even my parents think im a ****up.

Thats ****ing life, i hate my ****ing life too, im surrounded by ****ing ******* "friends" if you can even call them that. ****ing in pain all the time from an l5 disc protrusion, diabetic, kidney failure. Indian whore dr wont fill my vicodin script. Got ****ed over by a "friend" for 80 bucks.

So


SHUT THE PHUCK UP *******!!!!

[Chuck2600]

Wow, kid you are one whiny useless brat! Take my advice and get a job, a work ethic and learn to start taking responsibility for yourself...Things most of us do before the age of 17.

[uzbek]

Join Date: Nov 2005
Posts: 78

I am ****ing confused as **** about how creatine works bro!

[italianmafia306]

[Bushmaster]

edit: just got told by my mom, literally 20 seconds after i made this thread that she is tired of ****ing having me around so she is looking for a military school for me to go to over the summer or something of the sort.

Pics of said mom?