I normally dont put the pussy on a pedestal, and i dont remember when was the last time i lost some sleep thinking on a girl who i havent even exchanged words with... probably in elementary school was the last time.
So anyway there is this girl in one of my classes that is fukin gorgeous. I have met a lot of gorgeous girls before that i wanna fuk and im attracted to them, but never i would think so much about them or be a pussy about it. With this girl i feel like just throwing some romantic bullshiet at her and for one time be the one who chases, but that wouldnt work at all anyway.
She is 24 years old while im 18, dont know wtf is she doing in that class full of 18-20 years old, but there she is, and thats the only class that i wouldnt skip for anything, not even being mad sick.
Sometimes she would text in her phone(probably bf) and she hardly ever speaks at all. Shiet is depressing, to know that no matter how much i want her or think about her, i wont even get a look from her.
Now dont get me wrong im no fugly social retarded guy, quite the opposite, but that wont help a thing with this girl. Oh well i guess i will eventually forget about her