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12-08-2009, 02:11 PM #121
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12-08-2009, 03:04 PM #122
yeah, i don't think a person should go against the grain just for the challenge either.
however, and i'm speaking from a marriage stand point, i can't always be true to myself, in the sense of getting what i want or doing what i want b/c it's absolutely necessary that i take my husbands wants and needs into account. and those, many times go directly contrary to what my wants or needs are.
it would be the same thing with children. the more people you add into your life the more necessary it becomes to deny one's self or risk damaging the people who rely on you. it's a degree of selflessness. i think you can be true to yourself and realize that for this time or whatever, maybe for the rest of your life, you're going to do what you would prefer personally not to do for the best of the group. (not speaking of "immoral" behaviors)
i think in a marriage at least, realizing that JUST because there are two people involved before any other factors come into play, that there might be some very heavy challenges to negotiate. for me, i'm all for that. i'm up for that type of challenge.
i guess the reason i'm elaborating is b/c many of these selfless choices don't necessarily (resonate) to me. it's not a pleasant experience. it's actually quite difficult. not at all a resonance more a discordance than anything.
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12-08-2009, 03:29 PM #123
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The whole population does not resonate with another person's being. That is just the way things are. For me the only thing that matters in the end is that I don't sabatoge myself because I want a relationship. I am truly happy that people found their compatible other with no envy though I desire the same. The unpleasant side of life is part and parcel of living and each of us deal with it differently alone or if coupled. I only hope that each person does not under-sell themselves in the whole roll of life for whatever reason.
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12-08-2009, 03:33 PM #124
Gosh, I'm so behind on this thread, which has bcome so juicy in the meantime! I love it!
Oh, yes. I also support very much the gentle approach in regard to most endeavors. And as you've stated, this doesn't have to equate with being a wimp. Still waters run very deep, and very often it's the quiet ones that are the most efficient thinkers.
One doesn't have to resort to brute force, loud antics, or nonsensical histrionics in order to make themselves known, or to get their points across. If they do, then I'd say their methods simply aren't effective enough.“Any idiot can face a crisis, it is this day-to-day living that wears you out.” Anton Chekhov
"10% of life, is what happens to you--90% is how you respond to it."
"I know that I know nothing"--Socrates
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12-08-2009, 03:46 PM #125
So beautifully stated! I accept that I'm human, and therefore terribly riddled with a number of human flaws. I do forgive myself for many of these, but also try to keep an open mind. Nothing worse than an old dog (a young one too), that refuses to learn new tricks. I've also learned to forgive man (as in men), for the various flaws they're so readily accused of. No one is perfect, and realizing this as a woman makes it much easier to comprehend, and also respect those little quirks (some naughty, some nice, and some downright nasty), that apply to both genders.
that's not to say that boundaries aren't important. i might totally understand why that other person does sucky things but that doesn't mean i need to let them do those things to me.Last edited by DemetriaF; 12-08-2009 at 05:01 PM.
“Any idiot can face a crisis, it is this day-to-day living that wears you out.” Anton Chekhov
"10% of life, is what happens to you--90% is how you respond to it."
"I know that I know nothing"--Socrates
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12-08-2009, 03:53 PM #126
don't quite understand what you're saying in the first sentence but i definitely agree with the last. no under-selling. <-- usually leads to unfortunate circumstances.
i was going to try to be funny here but i realize i'm actually not really funny so i'll just say. TRUE TRUE.
i also agree with this for most cases although, i don't think i'd cherish most nasty behaviors (which are also imperfections) and usually other's wouldn't either. or i'd have to hope they wouldn't.
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12-08-2009, 05:00 PM #127
My coffee roaster is broken today, so I can't do any work. Thank goodness for this thread!
I'd say dear sir, you just haven't met the right lady. And that's a commendable thing, as it shows you're not a 'dime a dozen' type fella.
I don't advise that people change themselves, unless of course they've got some really off-putting habits, intellectual deficiencies, or abominable character traits. So in your instance, I wouldn't change a thing, other than being a bit more discriminating about who gets all that 'goodness' you have to offer. I'd still keep giving it, but wouldn't hand it out like free candy to everyone (which only serves to cheapen a good thing).
But when the 'right' woman comes along (one that's right for you), you'll both fall into sync without skipping a beat. She won't want to 'take' anything from you, because she'll be too busy giving so much on her own. It will be a shared experience, and neither of you will need to worry about whether you're too giving, or being taken advantage of. You just haven't found the right fit--yet.
Think about it, I am very intelligent, healthy, oriented towards nutrition and fitness, very spiritual (was a monk for five years), quite university educated with straight As in every course every year even though I worked a full-time job while doing full-time studies, a fantastic listener, esxtremely passionate and wise about many things, a humanitarian in all aspects, a people person, strong yet gentle, a great communicator, quite creative in dance, music, poetry and romance yet here I am single.
My freind says I need to sit back and be more casual but my fault (if it is one) is that I am a bit too giving and supportive from the get go. I just meet someone and I am ready and willing for them to vent all through the night and I am there and really listening which is sometimes hard work for me. I have been like that for several women and they withdrawal leaving me dumbfounded.
So if I'm not in sync with a particular man, why should I bend myself so horribly for him to love me? Especially since no human can keep themselves bent for any period of time, without also bending back to their original shape. So there's nothing wrong with the ways in which you give, and also communicate. But I'd personally be a lot more selective about who I'd offer that to. And the fact that you have so much to offer, also means that you need to be especially mindful of the type of woman you interact with. Not everyone deserves, or will appreciate the things we all bring to the table, so we've got to be more in tuned to the types we ought to be giving to, including adjusting the radio signals so they'll be more apt to respond.
It seems a sad thing for me because just the fact that I am so open doesn't mean I am an easy mark and to be taken for granted.
If I am meant to be single forever than so be it. It is hard for me to withdrawal and play the game so to speak.
That is just so unnatural for me. My freind said that most of the women I have seen are not worthy of my presence and I need to decide if someone is worthy of my presence before really putting myself out there.
I am just like everyone else and become lonely at times (sad) for the presence of another to grow and journey with but I am tired of the dead pan results ofd my search when there is really nothing major wrong with me. Maybe the person that can honor who I am and what I have to offer is out there but I sure have not found her.
But the thing is that when I stopped playing, I started living. I then started increasingly discovering who I was, and what type of person I'm best suited for. It's a cake walk for me now, and I know pretty much instantly what type of person I 'should' be attracted to. Notice that I said "should be attracted to," as opposed to the type I very often 'am' attracted to. This was a major learning curve for me, but one that's served me well.Last edited by DemetriaF; 12-08-2009 at 05:09 PM.
“Any idiot can face a crisis, it is this day-to-day living that wears you out.” Anton Chekhov
"10% of life, is what happens to you--90% is how you respond to it."
"I know that I know nothing"--Socrates
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12-08-2009, 05:09 PM #128
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Wow how did you get so wise. I read your post initially expect critique not so much understanding (my plate of hash)! God I hope the man in your life knows what they have there (serious)!
I totally agree with you on your points! I have become a bit reluctant to be totally candid with everyone but in truth I know it is the only real way to find my counterpart in the world. There is nothing more sexy to me than a good warm smile and deep character nowadays! Yes I look at the body but if the person does not have it together it is an empty deal for me.
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12-08-2009, 10:42 PM #129
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12-09-2009, 09:59 AM #130
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12-09-2009, 10:01 AM #131
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12-09-2009, 10:14 AM #132
I love your humor, and your posts!
i also agree with this for most cases although, i don't think i'd cherish most nasty behaviors (which are also imperfections) and usually other's wouldn't either. or i'd have to hope they wouldn't.
What I meant to say was there are things each of us might see as perks in a partner, while another person might perceive the same characteristic as a flaw. For instance, both of my sisters perceive every man I've been with as being cold or distant, while I perceive them as independent, able to let me have some breathing room. So for me this is a positive characteristic (one that I actually look for in a man), while another woman might want more warmth, and time together as a couple.“Any idiot can face a crisis, it is this day-to-day living that wears you out.” Anton Chekhov
"10% of life, is what happens to you--90% is how you respond to it."
"I know that I know nothing"--Socrates
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12-09-2009, 11:47 AM #133
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12-09-2009, 01:10 PM #134
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12-15-2009, 02:35 AM #135
More often then not most men dont seem to know what they want.
They act like they do, but then act a totally different way when it finally comes to doing something about things.. (confused/trust issues I think)
All in all I think men and women play too many head games with one another..
Definitley needs to stop...
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