brahs im super depressed tonight

ilivonsports · 11-02-2009, 12:36 AM

i've had a lot of news dumped on me this month and tried to hold it together and act like nothing is wrong but for some reason tonight it just hit me like a brick wall. this month i find out my grandma is dying of breast cancer, my best friend of lymphoma at 20 and the relationship i have with my gf of 1 year ends. out of the 3 one is out of my life now and 2 will be. balancing this on top of school, being sick and getting my wisdom teeth out all in one month has me at my breaking point. i know everything will work out eventually, its what i tell myself but i have always come to you guys when im feeling my worst.

JL4LucidDream · 11-02-2009, 12:38 AM

Sorry to here that man, hope things get better for you.

livetobuild · 11-02-2009, 12:38 AM

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Originally Posted by ilivonsports

i've had a lot of news dumped on me this month and tried to hold it together and act like nothing is wrong but for some reason tonight it just hit me like a brick wall. this month i find out my grandma is dying of breast cancer, my best friend of lymphoma at 20 and the relationship i have with my gf of 1 year ends. out of the 3 one is out of my life now and 2 will be. balancing this on top of school, being sick and getting my wisdom teeth out all in one month has me at my breaking point. i know everything will work out eventually, its what i tell myself but i have always come to you guys when im feeling my worst.

Feel for you brah, stay strong

torontoSauga · 11-02-2009, 12:39 AM

i was homeless ok

ilivonsports · 11-02-2009, 12:40 AM

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i was homeless ok

imo dealing with family dying is worse than not having a roof over your head. one can be fixed the other cant

Johnny Mix · 11-02-2009, 12:43 AM

i lost my gf of two years, my grandfather and my grandmother within two months of each other. it sucked then but things get better. everything gets better with enough time

jonnyperoni · 11-02-2009, 12:43 AM

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i was homeless ok

collegemisc?

zenzone · 11-02-2009, 12:46 AM

dude, i dealt with a tragic death a short time back, and i honestly have no words of wisdom. I dont know.

hampo · 11-02-2009, 12:48 AM

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Originally Posted by ilivonsports

i've had a lot of news dumped on me this month and tried to hold it together and act like nothing is wrong but for some reason tonight it just hit me like a brick wall. this month i find out my grandma is dying of breast cancer, my best friend of lymphoma at 20 and the relationship i have with my gf of 1 year ends. out of the 3 one is out of my life now and 2 will be. balancing this on top of school, being sick and getting my wisdom teeth out all in one month has me at my breaking point. i know everything will work out eventually, its what i tell myself but i have always come to you guys when im feeling my worst.

Im sure there would be people in the world who would do anything to be in your position right now. Man the **** up life goes on.

Zeal · 11-02-2009, 12:51 AM

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Im sure there would be people in the world who would do anything to be in your position right now. Man the **** up life goes on.

Great advice. Relatives dying? MAN THE **** UP!

wtf is this ****. Things will get better brah, everything takes time.

wtness · 11-02-2009, 12:54 AM

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Originally Posted by ilivonsports

i've had a lot of news dumped on me this month and tried to hold it together and act like nothing is wrong but for some reason tonight it just hit me like a brick wall. this month i find out my grandma is dying of breast cancer, my best friend of lymphoma at 20 and the relationship i have with my gf of 1 year ends. out of the 3 one is out of my life now and 2 will be. balancing this on top of school, being sick and getting my wisdom teeth out all in one month has me at my breaking point. i know everything will work out eventually, its what i tell myself but i have always come to you guys when im feeling my worst.

just think about that guy dying within 3-6 month of misc, and say thank god im in good health.

Jpz · 11-02-2009, 12:54 AM

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Im sure there would be people in the world who would do anything to be in your position right now. Man the **** up life goes on.

There are times where manning the **** up is a proper solution, this isn't one of those times brah.

Feeling for ya op, keep pushing on brother it'll slowly get better.

SeP · 11-02-2009, 12:55 AM

pop a couple of the vics they gave you for your surgery and chill out brah

Excellentswag · 11-02-2009, 12:56 AM

time will heal the wounds brah. Till then, try your best to keep your head up and cry if you have to (no homo)

hampo · 11-02-2009, 12:56 AM

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There are times where manning the **** up is a proper solution, this isn't one of those times brah.

Feeling for ya op, keep pushing on brother it'll slowly get better.

Why not? Sure have your period of mourning but don't let it affect your life.

torontoSauga · 11-02-2009, 12:57 AM

uncle died car accident

ok

grandma has diabetes and on so many different meds

so

wifi · 11-02-2009, 12:58 AM

it's always darkest before the dawn.... good things are coming, good things

albert88 · 11-02-2009, 01:02 AM

hit the weights, you'll always feel better...

got a roof over your head? clothes? food? ... make it happen

BLACK0UT · 11-02-2009, 01:03 AM

i hear ya man. mom just got over breast cancer round 1 and grandma died a few months ago. plus my parents will probably be divorcing fairly soon

ilivonsports · 11-02-2009, 01:06 AM

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Originally Posted by hampo

Im sure there would be people in the world who would do anything to be in your position right now. Man the **** up life goes on.

i've shown no weakness until tonight. manning up when a relative is dying and a friend who my family considers one of their own is dying a painfully is extremely difficult

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Originally Posted by SeP

pop a couple of the vics they gave you for your surgery and chill out brah

went through them before the fist week was up of having the surgery, they wouldnt give more.

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Originally Posted by torontoSauga

uncle died car accident

ok

grandma has diabetes and on so many different meds

so

family has died in the past and i have gotten over it. this is whats happening now and im having to deal with it. i dont think you quite grasp the concept of what im saying

BLACK0UT · 11-02-2009, 01:07 AM

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Originally Posted by ilivonsports

i've shown no weakness until tonight. manning up when a relative is dying and a friend who my family considers one of their own is dying a painfully is extremely difficult

went through them before the fist week was up of having the surgery, they wouldnt give more.

family has died in the past and i have gotten over it. this is whats happening now and im having to deal with it. i dont think you quite grasp the concept of what im saying

went through all your vicodin in a week? that sucks. i got like 1.5 weeks of percoset but they didnt do **** for me, im almost immune to pain meds

torontoSauga · 11-02-2009, 01:10 AM

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Originally Posted by ilivonsports

i've shown no weakness until tonight. manning up when a relative is dying and a friend who my family considers one of their own is dying a painfully is extremely difficult

went through them before the fist week was up of having the surgery, they wouldnt give more.

family has died in the past and i have gotten over it. this is whats happening now and im having to deal with it. i dont think you quite grasp the concept of what im saying

its alright though. hope for the best in any case. but remember in the end you have no control nor did you cause whatever to happen

Memo58 · 11-02-2009, 01:10 AM

dam brah i know its hard lost my grandpa and father in the same month hardest thing i had to surpass keep strong and time will heal sucks cause its immediate relief you want but realistically not going to happen stay strong and someday you'll be giving somone else later on in life thats in the same shoes advice stay strong brah

LIF3S_GOOD · 11-02-2009, 01:11 AM

well, just be as supportive as you can and spend as much time while valuing their presence here on earth. just think positive and if it's bugging you to be around these people too much to handle then just ease up Brah and do activities that you enjoy that'll surely get your mind off things. Time heals all, Life goes on, and time gives you space to grow. Life's Life and things are gonna suck sometimes, but there's no stopping on how it'll mold your mentality and characteristics. So Chin up, and appreciate Life 'cause its too GOOD to resent it.

-LIF3S_GOOD

ilivonsports · 11-02-2009, 01:11 AM

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i hear ya man. mom just got over breast cancer round 1 and grandma died a few months ago. plus my parents will probably be divorcing fairly soon

if you need to talk to anybody if they get one, pm me. i went through it a few years back and it was very messy. i have a lot of insight on it

FGCHENG · 11-02-2009, 01:12 AM

ilivonsports · 11-02-2009, 01:15 AM

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strong nostalgia... i had to do silent reading to that in elementary school

Tyr616 · 11-02-2009, 01:16 AM

Life is good man, take it with stride.

LIF3S_GOOD · 11-02-2009, 01:18 AM

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Originally Posted by ilivonsports

i've had a lot of news dumped on me this month and tried to hold it together and act like nothing is wrong but for some reason tonight it just hit me like a brick wall. this month i find out my grandma is dying of breast cancer, my best friend of lymphoma at 20 and the relationship i have with my gf of 1 year ends. out of the 3 one is out of my life now and 2 will be. balancing this on top of school, being sick and getting my wisdom teeth out all in one month has me at my breaking point. i know everything will work out eventually, its what i tell myself but i have always come to you guys when im feeling my worst.

yea, just stick to what i said up there ^ ^and you'll be ight.

muscleman420 · 11-02-2009, 01:19 AM

damn dude, i cant imagine if that kinda **** happened to me. i suppose it will eventually though.

as far as the gf, try to keep in mind that its better to have loved and lost than never at all. same with the family. try to be thankful for the time you had with em' n ****. Death never bothers me, i think its because i have that sort of attitude towards it.