Every boxing class here's how it goes: we spar, I get put up against a guy my size with 6 months experience on me, I get my ass handed to me to the point where I'm bleeding from both nostrils, they stop it, say I'm getting better even though I definitely don't feel like I am, then I do bag work for 30 minutes. Im seriously getting so tired of getting my ass whooped even by guys who only have a little experience on me I don't think I landed 5 good punches today. The way my gym's schedule goes Monday Wednesday and Friday at 11:00 A.M. Manuel Arce trains the guys in technical boxing and I guess that's where you get 'good' and Tuesdays and Thursday nights are boxing sparring with Lance Foreman, the problem is I cant fking make ANY of Manuel's classes so I just go to sparring and get the **** beat out of me
If I didn't have a personal policy of being respectful to my coaches at all times I would've just said fucck this **** and walked out tonight. It's wasting my time, my patience, and my brain cells, and not only do I feel like Im not getting better, I felt WORSE today because now since I know there's no way I can even compare I'm scared to open up and let my hands go and since I know Im going to get hit every time I'm scared of getting hit more than I used to be
What the hell can I do ?
edit: Oh yea the coach only allows me to throw 1s and 2s whereas the other guys can use their whole arsenal. I seriously feel like they're just throwing me in there for the more experienced guys to practice on me.
edit: idk if I mentioned it but I cant make any of the "technique" classes