I may be "different".... but I'm not crazy or deranged. (srs) (no cliffs)

Malodrax · 08-26-2009, 04:32 PM

Ok so my thread from last night got deleted (not by me) because we've got some retard posters/trolls in the misc that felt the need to make inappropriate replies that would inevitably make the thread go to hell... it's a shame.. because a) i didn't get to respond to the queries about my creation and dispel some of the negative first impressions people had about me b) I had some epic plans for that doll that I was going to share with the misc in that thread.... It's because of idiot posters/trolls, that we can't have nice things in the misc.

So this is a serious thread where i explain myself and give you guys a little insight into who I am so you don't get the impression that I'm some sort of sick, deranged, demented, rapist/serial-killer to be....I'll also answer any serious questions people may have about me.

for any retard trolls that feel the need to make dumb posts... you run the risk of getting mod negged/banned as always.

Anyway...

Yes I made a sex doll years ago out of articles of clothing during a christmas break.
Yes I taped pictures of faces from magazines onto the doll and i would change the faces for variety
Yes i put perfume on it
Yes I fapped with it
Yes i piss in bottles and toss them on buildings
Yes i did/do other unique things that I won't mention here

Are these things "weird"? It depends; weird is a subjective term and it is often used in context of established societal norms. So perhaps when we compare my actions to societal norms (which are of course subjective themselves), then they could be considered weird. To me, however, my actions are perfectly acceptable. I really don't see why people insist on striving towards conformity, why they insist on following those preset norms just because that's what we're "expected" to do or be like. Why not strive to create your own norms? live your life how you want to (as long you don't hurt anyone in the process) without being too worried about what "other people think". Set your own goals, make challenges for yourself, do sponteneous and exhilarating things even if they don't fit with what other people would consider normal... who gives a **** what other people would think? Don't let norms or people's expectations hinder you from being who you are or from pursuing endeavours that bring you joy. It's a sad world we live in, where people who are "different" are often stigmatized, shunned and accused of being things like "crazy", "demented" etc. This norm of conforming to the norm prevents invidualization, creativity, ingenuity and it often creates masses of non-genuine tools.

I won't get too much into the pissing bottle thing (I already explained the rationality of those actions in my thread about the home gym)...

Now tell me what's wrong with making a sex doll to enhance the fapping experience? What's wrong with satisfying your creative side and wanting a bit of a challenge? We all fap. Some people use fleshlights, some buy porn, some people actually BUY sex dolls....ultimately there is nothing wrong with trying to make fapping more enjoyable is it? At least my fap enhancer (the doll) required creativity and it didn't cost me a dime. You should realize that one of the main motivators for making the doll, was a need to take up a challenge; i wanted to try something i've never done before and see what i could come up with and the thought of creating a mock human that I could use for fapping was an especially appealing notion. In addition, the thought of making a sex doll out of clothing was completely hilarious to me and I lulzed the entire way through lol. So my sex doll project was mainly a way of feeding my creative side and my appetite for challenge and sponteneity, and also a way for getting the lulz; the actual fap enhancing part was only a minor motivating factor.

It's not like i treated it like a real person and acted as though it was my girlfriend and talked to it and stuff. Heck everytime i fapped with it i was watching porn (either directly watching it, while banging the doll.or having the porn on in the background to get turned on and to have the sounds going). Sometimes I fapped without porn but, just like any fap sessions that you brahs would do, I was visualizing that i was banging a hot bish from real life. The main difference is that in your case you were using your hand... in my case i was banging an anatomically correct mock human with a very realistic feeling portable pussy.

You might say i went "out of my way" to make fapping more realistic, but again, "making fapping more realistic" wasn't really the major motivator; i wanted to be creative, i wanted to take up a challenge, and i wanted to have some epic lulz. The fap part was icing on the cake. It didn't even take me that long either... only a few days actually.

As i mentioned in the other thread... i stopped using it a long time ago (5 years ago), and i rarely even fap now a days.

So no... making my sex doll wasn't demented or crazy.... I am a little anti-social (partly because of experiences throughout childhood that kind molded my personality in that fashion, partly because I lack a bit of confidence) and I do have OCD tendencies, but no I'm not a serial killer/rapist to be; I'm a genuine, hard working, compassionate, unique, and sponteneous person that strives to challenge and better myself when I can and I'm someone that doesn't let norms get in my way when it comes to enjoying life or achieving goals.

pedobearu_aware · 08-26-2009, 04:33 PM

In.

iamtheawesome · 08-26-2009, 04:35 PM

You are a fucking weirdo.(serious)

G-mane12 · 08-26-2009, 04:36 PM

You are one bizarre individual.

Malodrax · 08-26-2009, 04:38 PM

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Originally Posted by iamtheawesome

You are a fucking weirdo.(serious)

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Originally Posted by G-mane12

You are one bizarre individual.

I agree I am a bit "weird" by your standards because i do things that the average person doesn't.....

But is there anything wrong with being a little weird or different? I don't think so.

KiDL · 08-26-2009, 04:38 PM

Lol.

Adumb · 08-26-2009, 04:39 PM

LOL at OP trying to make himself feel better for being a freak.

pidginduck · 08-26-2009, 04:39 PM

Um dude everyone is weird. The only difference between you and everyone else is that you have the guts (or are just incredibly stupid) to tell everyone what you do.

Fathomless · 08-26-2009, 04:39 PM

Lol, in.

jonnyperoni · 08-26-2009, 04:41 PM

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Originally Posted by Malodrax

Yes I made a sex doll years ago out of articles of clothing during a christmas break.
Yes I taped pictures of faces from magazines onto the doll and i would change the faces for variety
Yes i put perfume on it
Yes I fapped with it
Yes i piss in bottles and toss them on buildings
Yes i did/do other unique things that I won't mention here

Are these things "weird"?

................YES
/thread.

Malodrax · 08-26-2009, 04:42 PM

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Originally Posted by Adumb

LOL at OP trying to make himself feel better for being a freak.

lulz... I'm not trying to make myself feel better at all... i actually like the fact that i'm a bit of an oddball.... i make myself laugh sometimes lulz....

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Originally Posted by pidginduck

Um dude everyone is weird. The only difference between you and everyone else is that you have the guts (or are just incredibly stupid) to tell everyone what you do.

I simply don't care what people think lol...if they think i'm weird... so be it... i am a little weird.... but i do like to dispel misconceptions and false associations.

The problem is when people fear doing things because they are scared that people will find out and think that they're weird... this is a poor mindset to adopt in my opinion and it hinders personal growth and overall life enjoyment

7straightup · 08-26-2009, 04:42 PM

Oh hai.

Why do you even still have the damn thing. Wouldnt you family have come across it by accident at one time or another??

Oldsport · 08-26-2009, 04:42 PM

I think you are sexy, wanna **** my sex doll?

IYIaYBe · 08-26-2009, 04:42 PM

MrPayday · 08-26-2009, 04:43 PM

I'm going to use a very extreme analogy here.

It's like if someone that had sex with animals said, "it's a little weird and not normal, but I'm open and confident about it. Everyone's weird and has their own thing they do."

What's weird IS subjective, but it can be taken too far.

Analogy is extreme, but it's something we find universally weird/crazy through our eyes.

Some things are just farther out than others. You pee in bottles and throw them everywhere, and you made an abomination of a sex doll. That's borderline crazy. LMAO!!!

Btw I think it's chill and funny as hell. You really don't have any reason to care about what people think on here, but it really is borderline crazy. Just my two cents.

iGotBigOnes · 08-26-2009, 04:45 PM

holy shit

Malodrax · 08-26-2009, 04:45 PM

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Originally Posted by 7straightup

Oh hai.

Why do you even still have the damn thing. Wouldnt you family have come across it by accident at one time or another??

My mom did actually see it a few times when cleaning out my closet... she was kind of like wtf is that thing... why do you have a "mummy" in your room... i just told her it was a science project and we had to make an anatomically correct human being. She, being the rather naive and innocent lady she is, believed me and simply left it alone. When i'm gone for college during the school year she doesn't go into my room...and eventually i just forgot about it until last night lol

Dr. Painburner · 08-26-2009, 04:46 PM

why would you piss in a bottle and throw it on a building? thats just stupid. not even funny. someone will eventually have to pick up your bottle of piss. just go in a restroom like a fukin normal person. if i saw you do that, i would beat your ass. yes mad because its so dumb.

N.W.A. · 08-26-2009, 04:46 PM

You're a troll

blananana4 · 08-26-2009, 04:46 PM

ok...

Galacticus24 · 08-26-2009, 04:49 PM

haha

in for wacko freak fest

tmc. · 08-26-2009, 04:49 PM

cliffs?

not of malodrax, but just this thread

BullByTheHorns · 08-26-2009, 04:49 PM

I don't think you're weird at all man. (serious)

Although I would say the pee bottles thing is definitely pushing it.

What were you going to do with the doll for lulz??

Malodrax · 08-26-2009, 04:50 PM

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Originally Posted by MrPayday

I'm going to use a very extreme analogy here.

It's like if someone that had sex with animals said, "it's a little weird and not normal, but I'm open and confident about it. Everyone's weird and has their own thing they do."

not really because in that case you are actually taking advantage of living and possibly conscious being (against it's own will)... so your actions are hurting others and would be, imo, a little overboard.

in my case i made something for a challenge, for fun and for lulz... and i could **** it hard as a nice bonus lol

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Originally Posted by MrPayday

What's weird IS subjective, but it can be taken too far.

I agree... weird within reason... as long as you don't hurt others.... is perfectly fine.

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Originally Posted by MrPayday

Analogy is extreme, but it's something we find universally weird/crazy through our eyes.

Some things are just farther out than others. You pee in bottles and throw them everywhere, and you made an abomination of a sex doll. That's borderline crazy. LMAO!!!

yea it's a little different.... but not wrong in any way... it brings me the lulz and it's fun... so who cares if it's weird lol

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Originally Posted by MrPayday

Btw I think it's chill and funny as hell. You really don't have any reason to care about what people think on here, but it really is borderline crazy. Just my two cents.

lol how are you defining crazy then? essentially as "different" to an extereme?

TheCokeBaron · 08-26-2009, 04:50 PM

Aren't you also the guy that sniffs woman's maxi-pads from public toilets to smell what a real vag is like...? The whole it is pretty disturbing, but lulz lol.

jonnyshap · 08-26-2009, 04:52 PM

attention whore much?

LaChupacabras · 08-26-2009, 04:52 PM

The sex doll thing seems like something a future serial rapist/killer or someone who snaps and goes on a killing spree would do....

May want to seek some help now man....

Irishladdie235 · 08-26-2009, 04:53 PM

I actually usually piss in empty water bottles because i'm too lazy to go up the washroom (that and because my morning dump is usually so massive that i need to let it sit in the water for a couple of hours to dissolve a bit otherwise i plug the can). I also bring empty bottles to school/work and pee in them and then dump the urine into the sink because i HATE using urinals/tiolets and getting all that gross pee/poo water splashing off of the bowl/urinal and onto my legs and ****...ICK!!

When i'm done with the bottles i usually gather them all into a bag and bike up to my old public school and toss them onto the roof of the school while doing that shot-put motion that those shot-puters in the olympics do... i usually try to get as much air as i can.

feels good man. (srs)

blananana4 · 08-26-2009, 04:55 PM

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Originally Posted by TheCokeBaron

lol

lol

affy · 08-26-2009, 04:55 PM

the fact that you're a med student, and possibly a future doctor is especially troubling

I suggest you get some help from your schools psychiatrist..seriously

This is not normal..it doesn't matter how much you try to rationalize your behavior..it's weird