its true though, anyone who has had a dry spell of ~1 year knows how crazy you can get!!! Its a serious psychological issue after that long. 20 years his pyschotic attitude crystallised, guy became a walking facade of humanity with rotting craziness under the surface
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08-05-2009, 10:51 AM #245
i could honestly see this if the guy wasn't even banging hookers and was constantly getting rejected.
i went 6 months where i got no sex, no female contact, no male contact and i was honestly the biggest ****ing loser ever. i wanted to beat everyone ass for some reason/had massive rage in me.
now times that by 20, i can somewhat see this guys pain. he should of been trying to find a solution however.
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08-05-2009, 10:56 AM #249
Thats how I feel right now brother, I mean Im the nicest guy in the world but people dont know whats going on in your life and they treat you like **** or talk down to you or even haveing your own peers make snooty remarks in making fun of you and all thinking how cool they think they are. They ahve no idea how you feel though. Just remember who you make fun of or talk **** about, or at least be careful.
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08-05-2009, 10:59 AM #251
yes but i found a solution. i dont have any male friends (no im not a loser) or many female friends (only chicks i meet from bars/a few from college) but i had to find **** to do. so what did i do....fawking travelled and lifted and played basketball with a good group of guys. gets me out of htose social ruts.
this guy should of figured this out when he wsan't getting layed for a year in his 30's.
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08-05-2009, 11:02 AM #252
Yeah not many places to go here. My car sucks so I cant really travel too much. I had met a few people to play ball with but they got lazy on me and all they do is talk **** about my life anyways so **** it. i use going to the gym to at least stay motivated through these hard times. Tbh, I really never cared about getting laid or having a gf. I mean no one wants to be alone but oh well. Its not worth getting a disease or shot over.
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08-05-2009, 11:08 AM #256
youre making excusses, and justifiying your precieved '****ty life' brah. You need to make the best of your current situation, no matter what that might be. Stop focusing on the negatives, listen to yourself, thats all your doing.
We can all sit around and say 'my city sucks' 'my car sucks' etc, etc. we ALL have ****ty parts about our lives, no one has a 'perfect life'
The key is to remain positive and set goals for yourself. Start small.... like: this week i want to hit the gym 4 times and go to happy hour on friday. Or : this week i want to approach a girl and have a conversation.
make that **** happen, youre only 29 brah, its not too late. Stop wasting time feeling like ****, life is tooo short
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08-05-2009, 11:10 AM #257
Ill admit man Im good looking and have a nice bod, but I dont know what the deal is. I didnt get a college degree and I have a foreign last name. I live in an odd area also. Most everyone is with the same person they ahd from like 17 or 18. Not many people here my age period anyways. I might see a girl my age once a week maybe and she is taken. I kind of just gave up on it and its hard toi go out when you are totally alone. Ive actually gotton social anxiety from being alone so long, oh well. I mean I get rejected before I even try to talk to a female, I dont know.
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08-05-2009, 11:10 AM #258
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08-05-2009, 11:15 AM #261
I have a foregion last name, im smaller than you and I live in a small town. im happy, sure...ups and downs, but mostly pretty happy and content
stop blaming your surroundings. You need to start living a more positive life.
Get off your ass and make sh!t change... if you just wait for somthing to happen, you might end up like this fuking wacko (srs)
make a change brah
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08-05-2009, 11:16 AM #262
you sound like a dumb ass, get some help brah nobody normal sits around and thinks about negative stuff over and over. We can't help you cause we don't know why you are being a retard. Your life is what you make it you sit around crying / thinking negative and saying " I'm a loser no body likes me" thats your own damn fault brah I see retarded people out having more fun than you are lol
I just want to share the knowledge I have obtained throughout my life and hopefully change someone's life.
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this is the reason why.. he wanted to leave with a bang.. and ofcourse have his story heard through mass media as he states at the end of his logss.
"Some people like to study that stuff. Maybe all this will shed insight on why some people just cannot make things happen in their life, which can potentially benefit others."
In a way he wants others like him to make a change in their life b4 they reach boiling point and have others who can see a lonely person and provide help right away instead of overlooking.. All in all i would say his major villains according to him were his parents and his brother and his inability to seek help. Looks like the guy had too much pride or was too shy tao forcefully change himself.
Now these people who died.. they would have their on storiess.. some sucessfull i bet..
Guy sacrifficed human lives to make his own point.Death Comes To Those Who Bow Down To Their Fears!!
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