What matters is the intensity, integrity, & courage you bring to the effort.
To presume that your 1 in 64 million chance thing is a miracle is to significantly underestimate the total number of things that there are.
A little more persistence, & what seemed hopeless may turn to glorious success. There is no failure except in no longer trying. There is no defeat except from within, no really insurmountable barrier save our own inherent weakness of purpose.
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