hey guys , I want to tell you a story about my life how it is wright now.
I was a beautiful 16 old funny kid (narcissist much?)that didn?t have any problems. I had about 2 or 3 girlfriends at the same time. Then i had a
special girlfriend (mentally retarded?)and i?ve been working out for 2 years with usin supps like amino acids and creatine.
Now i wanted to take myself to the next level. My girlfriend told me she want?s to swimm with me in a month.
There will be a pool party with foam and stuff. So i accepted her invitation and looked for some supps that could make me look better than i already was.
i decided to buy the shredded stack by muscletech in that time i almost got 17. Leukic hydroxycut hardcore and hydrazide. i alredy had a sixpack but that one made it look really great.
There was another supp i bought to increase my genital size. I just wanted to give her everything she wants and needs do you guys understand. The products name was ultimate max and it?s ingredients were all herbs, but somebody told me they could boost testosterone. here are the ingredients:
Asian Ginseng root, Saw palmetto berry, Hawthorn berry, Ginkgo Bilboa Leaf, Muira Pauma extract, catuaba bark extract, cuscuta seed extract and Epimedium Leaf Extract.
So for the record i used the shredded stack and that supp together.
So i was taking 4 supps at the same time. Every supp does somethin else.
After finishin those supps I recognized that
my face changed, it was kinda bigger. like my jaw grew my nose got bigger. it just looks bigger
since then and that is 6 months ago, [/b]i am not livin anymore[/b]. Don?t goin out problems with the parents, no contact with friends anymore and the worst thing since then i didn?t have a girlfriend. My life is ****ed up
I was guys that always reached the next step, got better in american football always reached the next level as a QB and WR, had fun with friend and especially with girlfriends and
every guy around here wanted to be like me.
But now
i am not Me (flavio) anymore I am an other person.
My parents think that i am consuming drugs and that my mind is ****ed up.
That?s why they want to put me in a psychological clinic for 4 weeks. They told me ,
they want to give medicaments every day and that they want to make several tests with me.
I am on my own feet.
Can?t see myself in the mirror, don?t want to be me.
and the girl I was doing all the stuff for, had a other boyfriend at the same time ,she was with me. that?s why i leaved her.
So guys what should i do, do i have to visit that clinic or do i have to escape from home.
What do i have to do..................
i am a messed up 17 year old guy that has one of the biggest problems on earth. (wow, strong awareness of the world)
i would be appreciated to get advise
thx for reading
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