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I think i'm Gonna come out of hiding!
Maybe the time has come for me to stop relying on 1 show a year to turn Pro/ To stop relying on situations to take place and me not doing nothing about it/ To quiet people's assumptions. as people always have some sort of negative vibe at times to say behind one's back,,whether It is about me not being natural, jealousy, envy,..all that $*it!/ to stop hoping for sponsorships and me not putting myself out there for the world to see and critique/ To stop worrying about what other's will think when I am the 1 putting in the time,work,effort/ To get on the ball as I have a tendency to slack off at times. I think i need a swift kick in the A$$.. I am starting to look at things in a new light. I've been on these boards for almost 2 years now and have purposely not revealed who i am and what I am about for personal reasons. Maybe it is time for me to start looking out for myself as this is my life and I am the 1 putting the the work. I think I'm gonna start a log or something to keep myself on track for the time being.even though it is limited. Just sick and tired of people asking me WHY,WHY,WHY, whether it is about not doing certain shows,whether or not i am Pro, or dont want my card or any other B$ questions that i answer..and then they ask me the same exact thing later down the line ALL THE TIME. I hate repeating myself over and over and over again.
Maybe it is time to Out my lights under my Avatar.
Sorry for the vent Guys..just had to get it out before i decide what to do.
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