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i had a total binge last night! I was like "natalie! u r not in competition mode right now.. enjoy life a lil' before u start cutting again!" So I had a huge icecream sundae, 3 mini bagels, n a 1/2 bowl cereal (i had to throw out the rest... i literally couldn't finish it) So of course I felt like pure **** after n still do. I wish I could just eat it n enjoy it n move on w/ my life!! Now I am gonna torture myself for probably 2 weeks about this! I either wish I could eat that crap and smile about it so I could actually enjoy it... or I wish I could turn back time and not have done it!
But it is over and done with and I think the only reason I did binge is b/c my calories are still too low for me. So my body is just starving. esp. with my workouts being more intense. So I know I said I was adding my carbs back in slowly on a weekly basis but I thought about this last night as a learning experience and clearly my body is telling me to feed it more and fuel it for my workouts!! So I have come to the conclusion i am going to add back in another carb today and listen to what my body is telling me to do!
my question is do I add this carb to my pre workout meal or post? I personally like post better cuz it gives me something to look foreward to! What are your thoughts? My "diet" would now look like this:
meal 1: 6 egg whites 1/2 cup oatmeal
meal 2: 4oz grilled salmon (pre-workout)
meal 3: protein shake (immediately after lifting.. like while i am walkin off the floor)
meal 4: 4oz grilled chicken, 1 whole grain pita, 2 cups veggies (i don't measure out my veggies... i just pour a crap load in a bowl)
meal 5: 6 egg whites, again 2 cups veggies
meal 6: protein pudding w/ 8 almonds
its roughly 1,182 calories
80g carbs
22g fat
172g protein
wow! sorry this post is sooooooo long!
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