Been in isolation for months (changed the way i think) i got some bad ideas

[The_Magic_Man]

So anyway after years of being made fun of, and after the bar fight that took place months ago. I lost it, told myself i would not accept natural order. so i went into isolation with one thing on my mind "get big behind closed doors"

I told myself i would get organized and that is just what i am doing. I quit my job at the zoo with no real plan in mind, cause lets face it a plan is just a list of things that dont happen. I now work at giant eagle surviving off the very minimum, just enough to self-sustain. I do the same thing everyday I lift, work, and sit around on the computer. Pretty much iam just waiting for a change.

But after a few months with no contact with family or friends. I lost track of everything. All i care about is gaining muscle. however no matter how in shape i get i am only as healthy as i feel. I have developed a strong hate for society. I am sick of the scum. By scum i am talking junkies, gangsters, pimps, ****s, rapists, robbers, dealers. I am fed up the crime and want to bring some justice to this sick world.

All i ever wanted was to a be a normal person just like everyone else, but no not me natural order wouldn't allow it. i understand what iam doing is unhealthy, but very few men actually stand up to the filth.

I have this bad idea in my head, might be a good idea in the long run. I have realized i will never be with a girl, i will never be the man my parents want. But what i can do is bring some good to this sick world. So if i goes well i hope to train hard in isolation for the next 5-10 years get huge, then go out to the slums of America and make my stand. Ill be that man who stood up and i will die alone.

Don't freak out misc, iam a good guy, i have good intentions. this is just a fantasy and a way to vent.

[Acesopro]

Ahhh not such a good idea

[Lux-Veritas]

Ok.....




























Kickass

[Wavegod]

Ok I understand.

[latspread]

[IareSheep]

Strong post content to topic name relevance.

[Rhetorician]

poor creative writing skills ITT

[Softworn]

mymindisfullof****.jpg

[LIL_WHEYne]

Join the military

[mab23]

go get laid!

[Croatian_Lifter]

[PerfectFormForever]

[SUMTINGVEWYWONG]

honestly at this point, just do a cycle

[schnell123]

[DudeManBro]

[ryan36_1]

end well.....


















































































































......this may not.

[teslac]

op been watching taxi driver much lately?

[CHCubs]

u batman cuz?


lettuce be reality, if you don't want to make yourself better, you're not going to get better. The first step is to ask yourself if you're happy with what you're doing, and you're obviously not. Only you can change yourself, the world isn't going to change for you.

[Rathryan16]

lol OP you are delusional as hell. seek medical help srs

[The_Magic_Man]

poor creative writing skills ITT

Creative articulation my good man

Join the military

not with the way our military is these days...its become pussified under obama

[QUOTE=mab23;510207283]go get laid!
tried many times its not for me, it is for some

[LargeWill]

what ever you're thinking of doing

don't

[Rathryan16]

http://nancyimperiale.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/george-sodini-had-blog.jpg[/img]

Didn't this guy kill some chick or go sniper rampage or something? i forget

[Stripez]

OP do you actually work out? spoon pic with a bicep flex to prove not a troll

if so i think i might go to the same gym as you

[The_Magic_Man]

op been watching taxi driver much lately?

haha YES, its one of my favorite movies. Travis is alpha

lol OP you are delusional as hell. seek medical help srs

iam not dangerous or anything. iam just motivated to get in shape and live in a safer world

[ryan36_1]

Didn't this guy kill some chick or go sniper rampage or something? i forget

Shot up people in a gym, supposedly over some chick. 45 mins from where I live.

[CrazyTall]

doesnt matter how huge you get, if you dont know anyone on the streets, you wont last a single hour "making a stand"

[The_Magic_Man]

Didn't this guy kill some chick or go sniper rampage or something? i forget

George sodini was a piece of sh!it he killed innocent people. he was too concerned with himself all he cared about was getitng laid, he was a dog

[davidkap]

So anyway after years of being made fun of, and after the bar fight that took place months ago. I lost it, told myself i would not accept natural order. so i went into isolation with one thing on my mind "get big behind closed doors"

I told myself i would get organized and that is just what i am doing. I quit my job at the zoo with no real plan in mind, cause lets face it a plan is just a list of things that dont happen. I now work at giant eagle surviving off the very minimum, just enough to self-sustain. I do the same thing everyday I lift, work, and sit around on the computer. Pretty much iam just waiting for a change.

But after a few months with no contact with family or friends. I lost track of everything. All i care about is gaining muscle. however no matter how in shape i get i am only as healthy as i feel. I have developed a strong hate for society. I am sick of the scum. By scum i am talking junkies, gangsters, pimps, ****s, rapists, robbers, dealers. I am fed up the crime and want to bring some justice to this sick world.

All i ever wanted was to a be a normal person just like everyone else, but no not me natural order wouldn't allow it. i understand what iam doing is unhealthy, but very few men actually stand up to the filth.

I have this bad idea in my head, might be a good idea in the long run. I have realized i will never be with a girl, i will never be the man my parents want. But what i can do is bring some good to this sick world. So if i goes well i hope to train hard in isolation for the next 5-10 years get huge, then go out to the slums of America and make my stand. Ill be that man who stood up and i will die alone.

Don't freak out misc, iam a good guy, i have good intentions. this is just a fantasy and a way to vent.

have fun hating your life and dying a pissed off virgin loner.

[Big Slim DaDDy]

That all sounds pretty gay.

[Fourunnerguy]

in b4 ghetto batman.