ツ Forever Alone Crew ツ Part 2

[803988294]

yeah i guess so.. Hoever weird you are you'll fit into your ethnic group.. Desi's will stick together with other desi's, Chinese with other Chinese etc..

Yeah, that's what is was like in az and that's what it's like here, and fob students will only associate with other fob students. A lot of the fob kids that lived in my apartment building back in Arizona wouldn't even look me in the eye when I walked by them, much less acknowledge me.

Yesterday was my 23rd birthday and I spent it alone playing Madden 13 all day.

Happy birthday man. At least you live in Boca Raton. Imagine if you were FA in the middle of Nebraska or something...or Wyoming

I get the feeling a lot of posts get ignored here. No-one seems to have addressed the fact that I'm FA yet MOUNTAIN CLIMB.

I work at two retailers buddy.

Edit: ^^^^^^^ I stand corrected.

No offence, but it may be because you have a 2012 join date. A lot of trolls make their way through this thread.

Too many social awkward dudes on here. The whole reason this thread works so well is because social awkwardness doesn't translate online. I bet even a misc FA tinychat would be awkward.

I personally like awkward people more, both irl and on here. I don't feel anxious around awkward people.

[WhirlwindTobias]

No offence, but it may be because you have a 2012 join date. A lot of trolls make their way through this thread.

None taken!

[damlurker]

Yeah, that's what is was like in az and that's what it's like here, and fob students will only associate with other fob students. A lot of the fob kids that lived in my apartment building back in Arizona wouldn't even look me in the eye when I walked by them, much less acknowledge me..

LMFAO.. I do tht same thing.. Ive never spoken to a white american unless I HAD to.. well apart from dat miscer I met in the gym.. lolz
I'm cool with other FoBs from other countries.. chinese, african, even europeans and south americans.. Ive even had a few african american brahs I was cool with..

But we never seem to get along with whites.. lol

[Tinie]

LMFAO strong unaware.. some of us are on FA tinychat almost every night.. particularly on friday and saturday nights..

http://tinychat.com/00juris

Ratio of how many cams vs how many in chat?

[803988294]

LMFAO strong unaware.. some of us are on FA tinychat almost every night.. particularly on friday and saturday nights..

http://tinychat.com/00juris

School library has tinychat blocked, and I am still without internet at home

[damlurker]

Ratio of how many cams vs how many in chat?

juris and nocturn cam up.. even EoD sometimes is on cam..

I usually prefer it when they type however since I typically have the chat on mute and im miscing, youtubing or watching porn at the same time.. lol

[803988294]

LMFAO.. I do tht same thing.. Ive never spoken to a white american unless I HAD to.. well apart from dat miscer I met in the gym.. lolz
I'm cool with other FoBs from other countries.. chinese, african, even europeans and south americans.. Ive even had a few african american brahs I was cool with..

But we never seem to get along with whites.. lol

lol I remember you saying that. How would you distinguish a white american from a european though? I mean apart from actually talking to them..

[damlurker]

lol I remember you saying that. How would you distinguish a white american from a european though? I mean apart from actually talking to them..

their accent and mannerisms are much different.. most of the eurobrahs in my department are russian, ukrainian etc.. Pretty easy to tell apart.. White americans tend to stay away from all FoBs anyways..

[Ronceiro]

I spent my 23rd alone alone too, however I chose to be alone as people cause drama and I climbed up my first mountain instead of staying in.

How come you're foreveralone? I'm guessing you weren't in the 'cool crowd' at school/university (but fukk that $hit, it doesn't matter and whoever thinks it does is a certified *******) but from your general appearance you look like a chill guy (wouldhangoutwith/10) and it seems like you could attract a certain type of girl (nerdy) so my mind = potato as to how you're foreveralone.

Doesn't help that I have SAD ontop of depression.

knowthisfeel, I'm thinking of getting a light box (ones that simulate natural sunlight) in my room at university



http://www.ebay.co.uk/sch/i.html?_nk...x&geo_id=32121


Pretty good value too

[803988294]

their accent and mannerisms are much different.. most of the eurobrahs in my department are russian, ukrainian etc.. Pretty easy to tell apart.. White americans tend to stay away from all FoBs anyways..

Well my dad is an immigrant from Poland...I'm bilingual as well.

[newfag123]

Ok so my anxiety is getting really bad. I can't stop shaking, it's not even social anxiety either but i can't do anything like this. I'm trying not to drink at all but that's making it worst. I know this anxiety is induced because i can't handle this life style anymore like i'm flipping out.

long time lurker here

you have to act now dude or you will really flip out and go on a rampage in a couple of years. You aware of the 2009 Collier Township shooting?

Look if I learned one thing is that change can only come through real life experience.

You have to force yourself to get out all day err day. **** taking baby steps, no one's ever died from SA. Just start by finding a job where you are preferably around people under 30 and talk to them whenever you can. Doesn't matter, just say hi to everyone, shake hands, smile, ask them about their day/whats up, be curious about their lives etc. Do this in the sense that you actually want to know about them and not just do it as an alibi. **** thinking that it's desperate, you're a young fit guy so 90% of people will respond positively and yes that includes hot girls. I know this from experience and I have worse facial aesthetics than you. People want to be talked to.

Let me tell you how I personally stopped caring so much (believe me bro, I know your feels..)

I used to work with a guy who forced small talk with everyone working there. Me, the hotties, the old folks. He wasn't about wit, personality, charm or anything you would have to learn from experience in the social world. He didn't tell amazing jokes or had a way with words etc (some would call him lower class.. ). No, this guy just said what's on his mind and was open to everyone about everything. At first it was kind of overwhelming, because you aren't used to people totally opening up to you like that. But 2 weeks later I was friends with the guy and so was everyone else. He never put on an act and he was never reserved about anything. Fear of rejection never once crossed his mind. So when we were talking about a hot coworker guess what he did? Walked up to her, got her ******** and gloated to me about it, then we got a beer after work. You could never hate him except for talking too much sometimes. So maybe you are picturing some handsome dude right now? Guess what, he had the facial aesthetics of a dog, he only wore XXL shirts, had an emo haircut and was 150 lbs @ 5'6. Not trying to diss him, just giving you a visual. Oh and he had a steady gf + sex with clubsloots every Saturday night just because he could.
Man I actually became depressed, because I realized how much I was missing out on. One day I just decided to get drunk and wander around town, imagining how I hit the stereotypical rock bottom. I ended up sitting down next to some people my age at the bus stop. Thinking about the dude from work, I just started saying what's on my mind, basically inserting witty comments here and there, laughing and being genuinely curious about peoples lives and preoccupations. I didn't plan it, I guess the alcohol helped a lot because I had no time to think "wtf are you doing, you dont even know these people" etc. But guess what happened? No one thought I was weird. No one said "who the **** is this kunt?", no rejecting looks etc. Which was funny because I was the only guy who was drunk.
What I did was I took things slow, not thinking about the outcome, just shooting the **** as they say as the conversation progressed. I talked to the dudes. I talked to the hot chicks. I talked to the average chicks. Then, as we became acquainted, I started to obviously focus more on the hot chicks. Got ********s like it was nothing. Next time I saw a girl from that group, I was greeted with a hug. Hey, to me it was special.

There will always be the voice inside your head that wants to keep you from changing. In your and my case that would be something along the lines of "she will just ignore me, no one wants me, I don't know what to say, they wouldn't enjoy hanging out with me, that's desperate" and so on. Realize that this doesn't mean much. You can hate the thing you see in the mirror right now. Doesn't ****ing matter, that can be changed if you just aquire some real life experience.

So.

Talk to people. Don't be afraid of asking anything because even if you get a negative response, you know that you did nothing wrong. This includes, for instance, asking guys to hangout with you. This includes asking a girl if she would be interested in meeting you somewhere. You could be the most undesirable ugly boring **** and people will love you, seriously. The biggest problem is focusing on that one rejection. Yes there are some dicks and female dicks, but having that mindset of "all people are *******s" is just wrong. Just another excuse from your inner voice to never change. As some guy put it, everyone on this planet is a walking ego. Some people for being picky/standoffish/defensive. You for being afraid of interaction. ALL PEOPLE FOR BEING AFRAID OF BEING HURT one way or the other. It's the way we were raised by society and to put it shortly, Western society as a whole sucks but most young people really really don't so get out there please.

[WhirlwindTobias]

How come you're foreveralone? I'm guessing you weren't in the 'cool crowd' at school/university (but fukk that $hit, it doesn't matter and whoever thinks it does is a certified *******) but from your general appearance you look like a chill guy (wouldhangoutwith/10) and it seems like you could attract a certain type of girl (nerdy) so my mind = potato as to how you're foreveralone.

At school/uni I threw my intelligence away for the sake of attempting to be popular, which involved being the class entertainment. What I didn't realise then is that people don't want a circus monkey for a friend/boyfriend, but to me attention was attention.

Thanks for the compliment, and yeah on first impressions I can be relaxed and confident. But know me long enough, and the cracks start to show. Endearing qualities become sources of annoyance, insecurities are revealed and whatnot. I also have little patience for petulance and lack of aspirations, although I'm a bit more open to "live and let live" than I used to be.

I love cute nerdy girls to a certain extent, but what I would really like is a girl who wants to be thrown around a little bit nomsayin'?

As for being foreveralone, I put it down to a lack of approaching due to being generally unsocial, which stems from a few social anxieties. I am also pretty outcome dependent, leading to a fear of rejection. I hate not being in control of a situation, and we both know when talking to a girl anything could go down, they're unpredictable as ****. I read books on game, implement it with some success whenever I'm thrust into interaction but I never "hit the field" or try to number-close.

[803988294]

You're an idiot, how do you expect us to display sympathy towards you when you're selfish as ****?

lol i c ur new here

[803988294]

lulz

[bilaba70]

So many cheeky kunts in that tinychat room

[Nocturne808]

So many cheeky kunts in that tinychat room

lol bilaba didn't know that was you.

[AhDo]

Does anyone else get mood swings? One minute I feel like chit, worse than EOD with a lot of anxiety spinning around my head. The next minute I feel pumped up and excited as fuark for no reason. I might be a little bipolar but that's not a bad thing.

[803988294]

[damlurker]

Well my dad is an immigrant from Poland...I'm bilingual as well.

ok if ur father came here when he was an adult (18+) then he can be a FoB still and he'll be cool..
I know a few older FoB's.. from palestine, India, etc. and they are all ok to talk to..

You on the otherhand cant hang because you were born/raised here.. Doesnt matter if u speak another language.. There are indians who are not FoB and who were born here or moved when very young.. some can even speak hindi but we usually do not hang with them.. (white mans accent coming out of a brown dude is pretty jarring lol)

oh and polish vag critters gonna sloot.. one of my friends who went ot UK, who is even uglier than me AND fat as fuk lost his v-card at age 25 to some polish sloot.. lulz were had.. (they weren't even dating)

[803988294]

Well it's like you said, there is no social network in place for people such as myself.

[AhDo]

Well it's like you said, there is no social network in place for people such as myself.

that's not true. you'll always have a place with us in the FA crew bro

[damlurker]

lulz

haha aware because I play SC2

main singer looks like that korean version of me.. lol
There was a pretty epic remix of this with nicki manaj's Starships

[00_Juris]

Lol

[803988294]

that's not true. you'll always have a place with us in the FA crew bro

haha aware because I play SC2

main singer looks like that korean version of me.. lol
There was a pretty epic remix of this with nicki manaj's Starships

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PHHCLh3fFg&

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[damlurker]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PHHCLh3fFg&

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yeah that one.. I love how nicki minaj looks in the StarShips vid.. :3

[mrdot]

Does anyone else get mood swings? One minute I feel like chit, worse than EOD with a lot of anxiety spinning around my head. The next minute I feel pumped up and excited as fuark for no reason. I might be a little bipolar but that's not a bad thing.

2 weeks ago I was the happiest I've been in years and now Im depressed every day and feel like killing everyone I see

[endofdays89]

I want to die it doesn't matter if i try 1000 more times i'm never going to get close to people EVERY ****ING TIME i try to talk to people i just stand around like a retard or talk about something stupid like work. I don't see anyone else making progress either this ****ing name holds true we are probably all just doomed to be alone forever.

[endofdays89]

long time lurker here

you have to act now dude or you will really flip out and go on a rampage in a couple of years. You aware of the 2009 Collier Township shooting?

Look if I learned one thing is that change can only come through real life experience.

You have to force yourself to get out all day err day. **** taking baby steps, no one's ever died from SA. Just start by finding a job where you are preferably around people under 30 and talk to them whenever you can. Doesn't matter, just say hi to everyone, shake hands, smile, ask them about their day/whats up, be curious about their lives etc. Do this in the sense that you actually want to know about them and not just do it as an alibi. **** thinking that it's desperate, you're a young fit guy so 90% of people will respond positively and yes that includes hot girls. I know this from experience and I have worse facial aesthetics than you. People want to be talked to.

Let me tell you how I personally stopped caring so much (believe me bro, I know your feels..)

I used to work with a guy who forced small talk with everyone working there. Me, the hotties, the old folks. He wasn't about wit, personality, charm or anything you would have to learn from experience in the social world. He didn't tell amazing jokes or had a way with words etc (some would call him lower class.. ). No, this guy just said what's on his mind and was open to everyone about everything. At first it was kind of overwhelming, because you aren't used to people totally opening up to you like that. But 2 weeks later I was friends with the guy and so was everyone else. He never put on an act and he was never reserved about anything. Fear of rejection never once crossed his mind. So when we were talking about a hot coworker guess what he did? Walked up to her, got her ******** and gloated to me about it, then we got a beer after work. You could never hate him except for talking too much sometimes. So maybe you are picturing some handsome dude right now? Guess what, he had the facial aesthetics of a dog, he only wore XXL shirts, had an emo haircut and was 150 lbs @ 5'6. Not trying to diss him, just giving you a visual. Oh and he had a steady gf + sex with clubsloots every Saturday night just because he could.
Man I actually became depressed, because I realized how much I was missing out on. One day I just decided to get drunk and wander around town, imagining how I hit the stereotypical rock bottom. I ended up sitting down next to some people my age at the bus stop. Thinking about the dude from work, I just started saying what's on my mind, basically inserting witty comments here and there, laughing and being genuinely curious about peoples lives and preoccupations. I didn't plan it, I guess the alcohol helped a lot because I had no time to think "wtf are you doing, you dont even know these people" etc. But guess what happened? No one thought I was weird. No one said "who the **** is this kunt?", no rejecting looks etc. Which was funny because I was the only guy who was drunk.
What I did was I took things slow, not thinking about the outcome, just shooting the **** as they say as the conversation progressed. I talked to the dudes. I talked to the hot chicks. I talked to the average chicks. Then, as we became acquainted, I started to obviously focus more on the hot chicks. Got ********s like it was nothing. Next time I saw a girl from that group, I was greeted with a hug. Hey, to me it was special.

There will always be the voice inside your head that wants to keep you from changing. In your and my case that would be something along the lines of "she will just ignore me, no one wants me, I don't know what to say, they wouldn't enjoy hanging out with me, that's desperate" and so on. Realize that this doesn't mean much. You can hate the thing you see in the mirror right now. Doesn't ****ing matter, that can be changed if you just aquire some real life experience.

So.

Talk to people. Don't be afraid of asking anything because even if you get a negative response, you know that you did nothing wrong. This includes, for instance, asking guys to hangout with you. This includes asking a girl if she would be interested in meeting you somewhere. You could be the most undesirable ugly boring **** and people will love you, seriously. The biggest problem is focusing on that one rejection. Yes there are some dicks and female dicks, but having that mindset of "all people are *******s" is just wrong. Just another excuse from your inner voice to never change. As some guy put it, everyone on this planet is a walking ego. Some people for being picky/standoffish/defensive. You for being afraid of interaction. ALL PEOPLE FOR BEING AFRAID OF BEING HURT one way or the other. It's the way we were raised by society and to put it shortly, Western society as a whole sucks but most young people really really don't so get out there please.

I have been trying i tried making friends i tried going out i ****ed a girl all this year nothing changes. I pretty much realized i can't get close to anyone a couple months ago i tried to hangout with a few people who were friends at the time. Thought it might work out and i would be out of the crew. It didn't work they stopped contacting me and i had to initiate everything. I was awkward i remember going to eat with them and they talked about their friends and i just sat there like a retard with nothing to say. Keep in mind both of these people i hung out with and had a good time with but as soon as it became a group thing i was totally ****ed. If i can't make friends with them how can i ever make friends? I have anxiety everywhere i go and it's getting worst because i can't handle this loneliness my body is literally telling me to throw in the towel and give up on life.

[endofdays89]

Too many social awkward dudes on here. The whole reason this thread works so well is because social awkwardness doesn't translate online. I bet even a misc FA tinychat would be awkward.

Actually it's not we've all cammed up and spoken if the foreveralone crew united irl we would claim world domination plus have more aesthetics than these skinny pencil necks who have 9/10 gf's

[2012reso]

I have been trying i tried making friends i tried going out i ****ed a girl all this year nothing changes. I pretty much realized i can't get close to anyone a couple months ago i tried to hangout with a few people who were friends at the time. Thought it might work out and i would be out of the crew. It didn't work they stopped contacting me and i had to initiate everything. I was awkward i remember going to eat with them and they talked about their friends and i just sat there like a retard with nothing to say. Keep in mind both of these people i hung out with and had a good time with but as soon as it became a group thing i was totally ****ed. If i can't make friends with them how can i ever make friends? I have anxiety everywhere i go and it's getting worst because i can't handle this loneliness my body is literally telling me to throw in the towel and give up on life.

I've been lurking in this thread for a few weeks. One thing I've come to notice is that all your posts are fukcing pathetically depressing. All you do is bish and cry about how you can't make friends and act like a sad kunt. No one wants to be friendly toward someone like that. Stop bishing, get out, and start enjoying life and stop judging your self-worth over trivial chit and people will start gravitating toward you, rather than you having to chase after them. You have to improve yourself before you improve your life.