Dont read it if you dont want.
I dont even have a question.
As I get older I'm starting to realize some ****ed up things in this world. After I graduated highschool I started to notice things that I never really noticed before.
Sometimes I would hear of a Jerry Springer like situation and not know how people get themselfs into stuff like that. I was just sitting here and thinking. As it turns out I am in many situations like that, if I pulled the trigger.
For example, my girlfriend's mom wants to **** me. If I wanted to then I could bang her. I know this cause as our relationship has matured, I relize that my girlfriend is just like her crazy mom.
Its my girl's birthday today and I choose to chill by myself today and relax because I just got done doing 40hr community serves from something that happened recently.
Anyways, now being the summer after my first year of college on 6/9/06. I only know the date because it is 69 without the back-slash. Thats how I remembered that it is my girlfriend's birthday. Because of all my recent fines from crashing into a tree with a .23 BAC completely de-ruting it in the proccess doing verturaly no damage to my beastly Jeep.
I'm short about 2k and dont have a job yet, let alone a license to take her out, or have the money to get her somthing respectable enough to be an 18th birthday present.
I feel like **** in so many ways, but I would lie if I told you I wasnt indifrent about it anyway. I'm a bad person I think sometimes maybe I should have seen this coming.
I honestly dont think the bitch deserves it. We have been together for over 3 years now and I just dont give a **** what happens. This isnt somthing that I have decided apon thinking for days on end. I just recently came to this relizationa few mins ago.
The only reason we are together right now is because I respect her enough not to dump her on her birthday. We are off and on with out relationship because she will **** someone, then I will, then she will **** two dudes, then I will **** 2 girls. Imagine that over 3 years.
Thats not the only reason that I am pissed at her though. I recently found out that she was in a threesome with a couple guys before we got back together after a 4 month break. Yea we wernt together, but gimmy a break.
So summer comes and off to senior trip she goes. She makes me think that she is a good girl now and will only be my personal little slut. The night that fell after the day she got there, I call her drunk after assulting my friends apartment with a paintball gun.
GIRL: HEY!
me: What’s up... Wait who the hell is this?
Girl: Celia, what’s going on David?
me: FUC KING PUT TIA ON THE PHONE!
Long silence...
Tia: hello?
me: why the hell arnt you picking up your phone
I don’t trust her when she’s drunk. Shes a whore remember.
Click.
Bitch hung up on me and when I called back a guy answered. I was to drunk and to tired to freak out so I bottled it up like I always do.
She said she was good all weak and though she has done alot of bad things, I trusted her.
She didn’t call me until three days later. But I didn’t answer because the next day after she hung up on me, I called up a booty call, and pounded this girl named Jenny. Funny thing was, it was better then my girlfriend.
Tricky part is, I love her! That bitch makes me so mad but I love her so much and I hate giving up on things that I want.
She just got back from her trip last night. We were supposed to hang out today but she never called me or answered my calls till 4 when she told me she just got off work so I wasn’t ready when she called. I was just getting back from the town over with my friend Chris who decided we needed to drive all the way to Wooster to get pizza. As we finally pulled into my driveway, the crazy is sitting there with her little brother who makes me sit in the back of there cavalier cause he tells his sister he calls shotgun. She is to much of a pussy to betray him at the age of 4. As I get out of my friends car she looks at me and I glare at her with eyes warning her how pissed I was. I don’t even walk to the car, I walk into my garage to get inside.
At this point my friend who has the window down starts cracking up. My girlfriend still sitting there the whole time. Waiting for me to come greet her. Honestly, I was pissed because her brother was there so I knew I wouldn’t get to tap his sister. But I was pissed about everything else too.
She screams at me, "Damn it David, fine I'll just leave!"
I turn around and wave for her to come here from out of my friends view. She gets out of her car, and I walk over to her as my friend pulls out the driveway.
We continue to argue for some time and then I start making faces at her brother and not listening to her and she thought it was cute and came and tried to get me to hug her. So I don’t. In fact I told her to run me to pick up some weed. We did and everything was cool and we were going to go to her house afterward but then. Hell broke loose and she went insane on me! She took me house cause she smelled the weed through my pocket and thought her parents would get pissed. I was like "duh, take me home and drop it off" and she was like "I'll take you home."
So here I sit. I'm not gonna act like I have some question and had to type all that for it.
I just wanted to relax and do something that I like doing and wanted to hear what everyone has to say about my current situation. In fact prolly the only reason Im doing this is I’m high and bored.
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