hi everyone. the attached picture is me, only 4 short years ago. i was 29, 6' 200 pounds, 18" arms, got 315 for at least 4 clean reps... natural, never touched a drug in my life.
im 33 now and in the last 4 years life has intervened. bought a house, acquired 2 puppies (also acquired a live-in girlfriend), career... you know the deal. i havent totally slacked off to the point where im a piece of ****

but im definitely 10 pounds heavier and at least 10 points higher in the body fat category. i have this week off so i joined a new gym closer to my new house. after only 2 days that "thing" clicked in my head... you know that thing im talking about... its where you go from feeling like you just want to get the workout over with and get back home, to feeling like youre on a mission from God and nothing else matters but having Metallica cranking in your ears while youre laying on the bench... im back!
but i want a little help. obviously ive been surrounded by steroids since i started training... i have a medical background and was even the one my friends came to for advice and to be injected when they couldnt do it themselves. so what should i do? thats the question. im thinking of spending the next few weeks breaking myself in, getting past the initial soreness that comes when you first start going hardcore, and the doing a little something. nothing crazy, and not too many of anything.... maybe sustanon? just 10? once a week for 10 weeks? im not looking to be ronnie coleman, just want a little turbo boost both mentally and physically. so bring on the comments... ill be listening.