Never keep your feelings inside.

[MIKEISSMALL]

if you feel for someone let them know.. because ull never know and someday you might regret it

an email i got:

10th Grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called best friend. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and i knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th Grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alon, so I did. As i sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior Year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go." Well , i didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. The she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before i could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanter her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and knew it. Before everyone went , she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. The she lifetd her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanter her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary enty she had wrote in her high school years. This what it read:

"I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I 'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!"

"I wish i did too.." I thought to myself, and I cried.

[hailfire777]

**** like this depresses me... dammit why did i have to read it

[Metalcarnage]

Originally Posted by Lemon_Shrimp

**** like this depresses me... dammit why did i have to read it

Your a tard, mockery is dumb

[Atlasz]

Good Post.

[nitr0x2]

Cute, but there is a fallacy. Why would she be too shy to ask him out, but not too shy to go out with other guys, have a date for the prom, and meet the man she wanted to marry? All this displays that she probably is not too shy to ask someone out.

[Metalcarnage]

Originally Posted by nitr0x2

Cute, but there is a fallacy. Why would she be too shy to ask him out, but not too shy to go out with other guys, have a date for the prom, and meet the man she wanted to marry? All this displays that she probably is not too shy to ask someone out.

Meh, you are thinking too much about the details behind it, i dont think thats supposed to really be what you take from it....good post man, very thought inducing of the high school days of when telling a girl your feelings was uber terrifying

EDIT: Reps to MIKEISSMALL

[fkn_give_me_abs]

Originally Posted by nitr0x2

Cute, but there is a fallacy. Why would she be too shy to ask him out, but not too shy to go out with other guys, have a date for the prom, and meet the man she wanted to marry? All this displays that she probably is not too shy to ask someone out.

she probably didn't have to ask them, they asked her

[marcFE]

not to be the alpha male or some random crap of this thread, but once you give your feelings to a girl any hope you had with her is lost anyway since you turn into her bitch/best friend who she talks about how she feels about every guy. Lol, yes I've had it happen, being friends with a girl isn't bad its acctually fun since you learn alot, but still ..

Back to topic: yea that sucks I guess, even if it really doesn't make a ton of sense.

[Wisdom15]

Damn....

[Jhendi82]

That is sad....I've felt how that guy feels. There was a girl i was interested in, and at the time I never told her how I felt. Three months after she left for college I told her, and to my surprise she felt the same way but told me not to make a girl wait again.

[karmazon]

i remember this was posted some time ago, and the guy that posted it got flamed and negged into oblivion

[brake]

Originally Posted by marcFE

not to be the alpha male or some random crap of this thread, but once you give your feelings to a girl any hope you had with her is lost anyway since you turn into her bitch/best friend who she talks about how she feels about every guy. Lol, yes I've had it happen, being friends with a girl isn't bad its acctually fun since you learn alot, but still ..

Back to topic: yea that sucks I guess, even if it really doesn't make a ton of sense.

agreed. i've had it happen to me a few times actually, its the worst feeling, even worse than when they reject you, lol. wasted so many years on one chick (whom i later found out had a crush on me aswell) she moved overseas never to be seen again. bottom line is dont hold onto **** like that in that email. try and get 'em, if you can't move on to the next one.

[Metalcarnage]

Originally Posted by karmazon

i remember this was posted some time ago, and the guy that posted it got flamed and negged into oblivion

No need for negging here

[Thy_Kingdom]

A buddy of mine died last May; he was like a brother to me. We played on the same varsity teams since we were in gradeschool, it really messed me up when he died. This happened right around exam time, it really ****ed me up and I ended up skipping a bunch of exams, a bunch of days from work. I was shocked how much it affected me because I've never lost someone close to me before.

His g/f & I still hang out and play sports together, he was in a car accident while coming from her house. I can't even imagine how bad she felt.

[fatrat_uk]

This exact thing happened to a guy i know. He used to go round an see my buddy's mum ever day when they were teens and hang out, he wanted to ask her out, all that ****... but never could cause he was scared she'd reject him. So he watched her date other guys an such an get married an at the service said to her dad ''that should of been me, wish i'd had the guts''... sounds like a sucky thing to happen.

But, now they met up again after about 20-odd years an are married, so i guess he got a lucky 2nd chance. Although he missed out on the 20 year old poon... an now just has the 40 year old poon, oh well.

[bearfan3420]

damn man.. That was deep. it really just says, dont hold nothin back. Ya know, your gonna get run over in life with women.. But sooner or later youll find the right girl and things will be better.

Im not changing my ways cause im a "nice guy". big F'N deal. I dont let her contorl my life, but im not afraid to say/do nice things for her. Hell i just took my girlfriend out to dinner AND bought 2 roses for her for no speical occasion.

"dont let the fear of striking out hold you back"

[PoW]

<----- Is Sad Now

[The_Conclusion]

I doubt that is a real story but it still has a message.

WHy did she die?

[Spuddy]

well it works in fairy tales..

while i totally agree to the principle that you should let girls know when you like them, you also have to keep in mind that most relationships end, especially those from highschool. most people go through girls upon girls before finally finding the right one

[Nutella!]

Originally Posted by The_Conclusion

I doubt that is a real story but it still has a message.

WHy did she die?

.. a broken heart they say..

[hardestgainer]

wow..............thats inspiring and depressing at the same time.

[dohhhhh6]

Sissies!

[g-unot]

=( i read this over myspace

so damn sad, now im gonna wear a frown for the rest of the day

[stillgrowin]

is it just me or would anyone else hate it if at their wife's funneral not only did they read her diary but they talked about her deep love for someone else?

[nitr0x2]

Originally Posted by stillgrowin

is it just me or would anyone else hate it if at their wife's funneral not only did they read her diary but they talked about her deep love for someone else?

lol for real, the husband must have been pissed

[drakx188]

no one wants to read gay stories with gay morals
man up and take care of business

[The-Stig]

Aaargh ya little fu*ker! I was listening to "All you need is love" by The Beatles while I was reading this and I'm extra depressed now. God damnit, first I have to eat ramen for dinner and now this!! Life just gets better and better.

[WIP]

damn it, just when i had gotten over her and i click on this thread........this sucks

[callmemonty138]

Moral of the story: don't be a pussy. I'm sorry but if you don't have the balls to take what you want, you don't deserve to have it...

[Storms of War]

Originally Posted by callmemonty138

Moral of the story: don't be a pussy. I'm sorry but if you don't have the balls to take what you want, you don't deserve to have it...

In a way I agree with you. I asked my girlfriend out the instant I decided that I "liked" her. It didn't matter if she rejected me though. I knew I had to give it a shot, before some other cockmaster snagged her and used her. I wanted to take care of her and be a good boyfriend and *gasp* love her. That was 2 1/2 years ago

At the same time, when one person feels something for their best friend, a lot of the time they're afraid of fuking things up. They're afraid that things will get awkward, or that they'll start dating and things won't work out. Then they'll lose their best friend AND their lover. **** like that. Not necessarily being a pussy. I have to admit though, it's stupid to lose a girl because you were afraid to ask them. What the fuk are they gonna do? Kick your ass for liking them? Tell everyone? What's gonna happen when they do? "Ew, you liked a girl! You're so gay! What kind of homo likes a girl!?" I don't understand people.

For anyone wondering why/ how she died, I don't think there was anything really tragic. If you read, it says a few years after graduation she gets married. Years after that, she dies. Doesn't say that she dies soon after being married. Years could mean when they're in their 70's.

I'm depressed as **** now too lol