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"I love the sensation of eating beyond satiation almost as much as I love the subsequent expansion of my entire body. The fatter I grow the more exquisitely attuned to my own body and to another's touch I become. Then, too, there is no small amount of satisfaction for me in seeing a lover's eyes widen in amazement at my growing bulk, knowing all the while that there are very few women willing and happy to let someone share in such a simple pleasure. Growing fatter, however, is first and foremost a matter of loving myself, and only secondarily a form of erotic expression to share with my lover."
"The Fattening Potential Index is a simple scale which I have devised and is based on the familiar adage that, "bigger is better". This measuring system has five ratings that correspond with a woman's body structure. These FPI--Fattening Potential Index--ratings, along with their corresponding body structures, are:
Thin.
Chunky.
Stout.
Pleasingly plump.
Rotund."
"The feeder and the feedee should center most, if not all, of their outings around food. The couple ought to have as many dinner dates as possible. The feeder needs to expose the female to high-caloric foods such as Italian pasta and the American steak. These kinds of meals will put the desired weight on the feedee's body. Trips to the movies are also suggested. The feedee can dine on popcorn--with butter of course--while watching the feature.
The feeder should encourage his feedee to eat more than her usual portion at mealtime. Consuming large amounts of food helps the woman increase in poundage.
The feeder may "overstuff" the feedee. "Overstuffing" is coaxing the female to continue to eat when she is full. This fattening method stretches the stomach housing more food during future feedings. However, the feeder should use discretion when employing this technique. The feedee should not feel too uncomfortable.
The feedee should not exercise during weight gain. Exercise would cause the woman to lose the pounds which she is trying to add. Instead, she ought to perform a quiet activity like reading or napping.
For extra weight gain the feedee ought to snack between meals. Bananas, pastries, and breads covered with butter are all suggested. The female's favorite foods would be useful in this fattening technique.
Bedtime snacks also increase the woman's chances of growing bigger. Once the feedee eats some ice cream or pie she should then go to bed. A long period of slumber forces her to be inactive causing the food to turn into fat.
If the feeder selects a feedee with a FPI rating that is lower than three, he may want to get her to drink some Ensure or Sustical. Drinks such as these contain many vitamins and will increase the female's appetite after consumption.
While practicing these feeding methods it is important for the feeder to treat the female with love and respect. By acknowledging the fact that the feedee is a person with wishes and not property to do with whatever he pleases the feeder not only insures her of healthy life, but he also insures himself of a satisfying relationship with his mate. The feedee's feelings must take priority."
"I'm fat, I love being fat, I love looking at my fat body, and I love having my fat body admired. I even, in a twisted way, enjoy having my fat body viewed critically because my gut reaction is a bit of an internal snicker along with a "neener-neener, I know something you don't know". But I digress.
I also like being healthy, and try to make sure I'm getting enough fiber, enough vitamins & minerals, and appropriate exercise. To that end, I try to take a daily walk at work, and usually walk with a co-worker I am friendly with and who is also aware of my involvement in size acceptance and my own positive views about my size.
So today on our walk, she says to me, "you look like you've lost weight." And I say, "Do you think it's just what I'm wearing today?" and she says, "No, I've noticed it the past couple of days, but today the most."
Which set me into a dead panic! I mean a deep, bone-chilling panic because for a woman of my size (last weigh-in at the doctor's office, I was just shy of 370 lbs) it takes a significant change in weight (I'd say at least 20 lbs, at least) to "look" like I've lost weight. And I know I have been losing weight because when I'm stressed out and/or excessively busy, I don't eat as much as I normally would. I've outgrown my scale at home, so I can't confirm the observation.
I know I'm not alone in this, and although I can outwardly see the humor in my response (because it is so unusual in "the real world"), I have to say that my panic/anxiety is genuine, even though I occasionally do try to lose a few pounds intentionally (usually when I experience joint or foot pain), because right now I'm particularly fat-happy and really really don't wanna lose any right now."