Ok.. this will be a long post, I'll make cliff notes at the end, but it would be cool if you read the whole thing!
(Sorry about the spelling, english is not my first language)
ok. here I go:
This weekend was awesome.. I was at a trip with my fraternity and the girls sorority (sp?)... We staid apartments with 8 ppl in each apartment. Its at one of Norways best skiing mountains!
Ok... Friday night I meet this very cute girl, and she was very hot to (8-9 in my scale). But this girl was more than just some girl... We had this insane connection and out mindes were like one, we thought just the same about most things and **** like that. So to skip some details she sleept in my bed (with cloths) and we just cuddeld and had some small kisses on the chin and some on the mouth.. We didn't make out or anything. She said she was keen on this guy at my school and had bin that for like 5-6 months, but he had a girlfriend. So she told me she wouldent make out before she was over him. (shes a virgin btw). When she first told me this I just said that I wasen't very interested to waist my time on chicks that are keen on other guys couse I had done that before and that was a waist of my time. But she understood me and we just continued to talk and I just feel for this girl like BAM!
So we talked alot and she told me alot of privat thigs that she didn't even told to her best best friend..
So this is were I start to **** up.. We were like drunk 24/7 at that place.. Friday night went good, but I got so damn soft for this girl.. We talked for a long time like privat conversations, and we had never even meet before, so its clear that we had a connection. She told me it was amazing how she could talk to me and how kinde I was and that I had to stop complementing her couse she feelt bad.. (btw she told me that she thought I was hot
)... I messed up so bad couse I just told her how much I liked her and bla bla bla. And she totaly loved it how I said **** like that!
And as the saturday night goes on we were at some of the other guys room and she was in the couch and sat next to this dude. And I thought.. "**** shes so drunk I hope she dosen't do anything" but I woulden't want to seem jealus so I just walked to another room.. And after 10 minutes one of my friends came to me and said that she had kissed with that guys (or he had kissed her). I was so mad.. So I went for a walk to chill... I ****ing adored this chick... So on my trip I hit trashcans and **** to get it out of my system. (my knucles are ****ed up
)... She tried to call me like 4 times, but I didn't pick up couse I was to mad.
Then i got back and she came to see me. and I we talked and I said I was very disapointed and etc etc etc.. and she said she was sorry and that she was to drunk bla bla bla. And then as the night went on we had another argue, and I called her a slut (just fell out of me) but we squared up after that and I told her I was sorry.. So she said she would come and sleep in my bed with me that night.. But she was not sure if she could come couse she was going to a nachspiel first.. So she never came over...
So this morning I had a brif talk to her and I just said I was sorry that I called her that and that I shouldent gotten that mad, and she said she was sorry for what she did!
But I have the feeling that something is wrong and she seemed kinde of distansed from me. She said she was very tired couse she haden't sleept all night and etc!
I did so ****ING many mistaked!!! I just went sooo soft on this girl.. Even though I KNEW that it was wrong...
And I want it so bad to make things work with this girl... She said she was more intrested to be friends couse she likes this other guy.. But I want make her interested...But I have made som many mistakes so I'm not sure if it will work! GOD DAMN I'm pissed at myself!
So I need your help to finde out how I can make a connection with her again!
Guys.. I need your help!
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