I just made the hardest decision of my life....

polifter88 · 08-02-2007, 01:17 AM

yea, the main, main reason why im considering this is because he previous cycle i noticed not just a little bit but more like everyday, throughout the day there would be thump, thump in my chest, this cycle as well....i believe its heart palpitations...looking up what exactly heart palpitations are it fits all of the above...i cant go to the doc...long story so, if this happend to yall would you give it up too...? i mean i really got to thinking about and as much as i want to be huge and stuff, i think im really gonna take one for the team here and stop juicing...ive been really thinking about this since 12 midnight. i cant sleep its now 315...i dont wanna sound like a *** lol but im just really thinking about my health, future, future family, and life....thnx

I just had to get this out...i dont expect any responses or anything but thank you all for help and support.

Edit: when i say they happen throughout the day i dont mean like 5 times i mean a good bit..i mean even while typing this about every 5-10 minutes i feel the "thump"

ozobnqka · 08-02-2007, 01:28 AM

man, the health is the most important thing in the world, it doesen't matter how big or how ripped u are, If u r healthy ur one of the happiest people on the world..

I have one quote for u:

"I was sad becouse I didn't have shoes and was walking barefoot, I was sad 'till I saw guy with legs missing"

Falconkaji · 08-02-2007, 01:28 AM

im no medical expert so i cant give you any insight on the thumps, but i will say that if you really think getting off of aas will help, then do it. ill be cliche and say its better to be safe than sorry.. but in this case, "sorry" could mean death. dont screw around with anything dealing with your heart. getting huge is great, but its not worth your life. id say get off of aas, figure out what it is, and once you know everything about the cause of your chest problems, make an informed decision about starting another cycle.

BuffMedic · 08-02-2007, 01:33 AM

I don't know you from adam but I think I'm 100% on by saying your a damn idiot. Your health is first.
Don't you have a family. Wife, Kids, Parents, Aunts, Uncles, Best friends. Is getting huge really that important. I have to tell families all the time that there loved one is no longer with them. How do you think you family would respond to have to hear me tell them "We did all we could do but we were unable to get him back. I'm very sorry" Imagine that.
Don't let this ever happen to your family.
Lift natural and stay healthy
Good Luck

polifter88 · 08-02-2007, 01:33 AM

thank you guys for the mature responses....and yall are right...health is most important. i weigh in at 220 right not ripped...i think im gonna start running and doing light weight high reps scheme and try to get ripped up...when all this started happening i just really started questioning myself and my future....it may turn out nothing, nothing at all...but right now i dont want to take a chance...see im not in a position to get it checked out alone...i live with my parents still, they check my CC bills, im still under there health insurance for gods sake, and the last thing i wnat to do is make a trip to the doc. and tell him the truth and jack up my parents bill.

ozobnqka · 08-02-2007, 01:35 AM

how old are u, I guess u r 18 years old? (1988 born)

polifter88 · 08-02-2007, 01:41 AM

nah man, im 21.

2_GuNz_Up · 08-02-2007, 04:59 AM

good luck bro

GeeNo · 08-02-2007, 06:18 AM

To play devils advocate here, I would personally jump off of the cycle, run proper PCT and see a doctor afterwards. There is nothing suspicious about having a physical done, and nobody needs to know anything about steroids. You're a bodybuilder and concerned with your health, as you are pushing your body to the extreme on a daily basis, so you want to start getting physicals several times a year. That is the excuse I use...

PG · 08-02-2007, 06:23 AM

lol thats a good "excuse" i should use that. Im sure they will ask what im on though lol. My doctor seems cool as hell so i'd probably just tell him

creativedesignz · 08-02-2007, 07:09 AM

i dont understand how going to a dr while having health insurance would jack up ur parents bills. the co pay is what 50 bux at most. he is there to help you not hurt you and/or rat you out. hes there for a reason, go to him because ur heart is not something to take lightly

PG · 08-02-2007, 07:21 AM

he says that he can't go to the doctor. Which possibly means he has no health insurance at all. I know after you graduate highschool, if you don't attend college your parents health care plan will drop you from it. Being a Full Time student you will be able to stay on the plan.

So i assume he doesn't have health insurance

bAby norAA · 08-02-2007, 07:25 AM

yea bro, go to the doctor asap. dont worry about bills, you pay a co-pay and your insurance, (even tho u arent the dependent) will pay for everything. You dont have to tell your parents anything. Call the docs office, tell him something like, you want a physical cause its been a while, or you just plain dont feel good and want to get checked out. You can be honest with your doc and not give up your aas use. Just say you are having strange chest feelings, and let him check you out.

Good luck my friend, i hope everything checks out alright for you.

bAby norAA · 08-02-2007, 07:27 AM

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Originally Posted by polifter88

im still under there health insurance for gods sake, and the last thing i wnat to do is make a trip to the doc. and tell him the truth and jack up my parents bill.

Quote:

Originally Posted by PhillipsGabe

he says that he can't go to the doctor. Which possibly means he has no health insurance at all. I know after you graduate highschool, if you don't attend college your parents health care plan will drop you from it. Being a Full Time student you will be able to stay on the plan.

So i assume he doesn't have health insurance

he has it, just not the dependent on his plan. all he has to do is pay the co-pay.

PG · 08-02-2007, 07:36 AM

oops i didn't see that lol. Then just go to the damn doctor bro it won't rack the bill up to much.

5x10 · 08-02-2007, 08:02 AM

never hurts not to juice
hope u get well

v4lu3s · 08-02-2007, 08:09 AM

the doctor cannot share your medical details with your parents unless you are a minor. I would go to the doctor, at least after pct and get checked. If it was me I would be in there asap though, my health is worth more than the chance that my parents may find out, because the only way they should find out is if you tell them, or they figure it out on their own. No one in the office can share your medical details with them without your permission.

ozobnqka · 08-02-2007, 08:30 AM

hey polifter88 do u know what ? DON'T F**K WITH US, ur not 21 years old !!!

http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=602104

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Originally Posted by polifter88

hey guys i finished my superdrol..and my dad ordered some..(yes im over 21) but neway his got here today and his pills are same color(white) just slightly bigger do they have differ sizes or jus added more filler or wut?

U r 21 years old now and 2 years ago u was over 21 ? WTF

As I suspected u r 18 years old teen, that's why u don't want to see a doctor and don't deserve our help !

DO NOT USE STEROIDS UNDER 21

PG · 08-02-2007, 08:34 AM

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Originally Posted by ozobnqka

DO NOT USE STEROIDS UNDER 21

X2

GeeNo · 08-02-2007, 09:12 AM

Forgot a couple of things. First of all, if you are unable to make regular visits to your doctor, you have no place taking anabolics. Second, if coming off steroids is the hardest decision of your life, then it is probably for the best that you cut them from your life.

Best of luck.

bAby norAA · 08-02-2007, 09:38 AM

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Originally Posted by GeeNo

Forgot a couple of things. First of all, if you are unable to make regular visits to your doctor, you have no place taking anabolics. Second, if coming off steroids is the hardest decision of your life, then it is probably for the best that you cut them from your life.

Best of luck.

i agree completely.

Syrick · 08-02-2007, 10:44 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by polifter88

yea, the main, main reason why im considering this is because he previous cycle i noticed not just a little bit but more like everyday, throughout the day there would be thump, thump in my chest, this cycle as well....i believe its heart palpitations...looking up what exactly heart palpitations are it fits all of the above...i cant go to the doc...long story so, if this happend to yall would you give it up too...? i mean i really got to thinking about and as much as i want to be huge and stuff, i think im really gonna take one for the team here and stop juicing...ive been really thinking about this since 12 midnight. i cant sleep its now 315...i dont wanna sound like a *** lol but im just really thinking about my health, future, future family, and life....thnx

I just had to get this out...i dont expect any responses or anything but thank you all for help and support.

Edit: when i say they happen throughout the day i dont mean like 5 times i mean a good bit..i mean even while typing this about every 5-10 minutes i feel the "thump"

Nothing wrong with stopping man. I took a two year break from doing everything. Just ate clean and lifted and I kept alot of what I had. Walking away at some point I think everyone should consider and too often don't. I think too many guys get the idea that getting bigger and bigger is better and they don't really know why they are doing it. If you are not going to compete then you really need to consider when enough is enough. There is a very fine line between reasonable use and addiction.

True Force · 08-02-2007, 10:50 AM

This thread has got me confused as ****,,, honestly I don't care if you're 16 and are scared ****less that you're parents will know you're taking steroids.... GO TO THE HOSPITAL IF YOU'RE HAVING HEART PROBLEMS.... its a no-brainer ffs...